Lexam3D

December #12/2024 - Back on the right track

Added 2024-12-01 03:01:58 +0000 UTC

Hello everyone,

I had a very rough few weeks. I don't like talking about my problems, after I recovered from the covid-like illness something really really bad happened that had a lot of impact on my mental and physical state, but I'm not gonna talk about that, sorry... We all have our own issues, and I just need to become stronger, especially since I have you - fans.

That's why for the most loyal people, the ones that decided to stick with me during those really tough times for me... I decided to have some kind of a reward, or you could say that calling it a present would be more appropiate. More details on that - December 6th. I appreciate and respect each and every one of you, thank you for your unwavering support. I hope you will enjoy my creations in the future as well!

I'm gonna do whatever I can to release new stuff every Friday, so you will have something to look forward to from me each week. I'm still lacking confidence in my works, but I hope to get over it with time. Constantly questioning myself, and doubting if what I create is even good will do me more harm than good. Will you guys like it? Is it good enough? I was having more and more questions like that going through my mind, and with more IRL problems... I just kind of crashed...

Regarding new PC: I think the new generation of NVIDIA cards is coming out soon - January/February, so I will probably have to stick to my current notebook (that is also giving me blue screens from time to time now...) till then. Personally I can't wait for massive improvement in quality, and quantity I will be able to output, so that's something to look forward to! I'm losing sanity with my current notebook day by day, but it is how it is, the pain and suffering will end soon. (I just hope the notebook will survive until then)

As I said before, this time for sure the work I spend A LOT of time on IntoTheMaidness is coming out December 6th! And every Friday after that it will be Devvicted and Reshaped interchangeably, so as planned one week Devvicted, then another Reshaped, and back to Devvicted.

The most important thing: I will release my works even if I'm not 100% satisfied with them, I'd rather give you something than nothing.

For the end of this rather long post, small life advice to everyone going through some stuff: Don't run away from your problems, face them with your head held high. If you can't overcome something on your own, talk to other people. Sometimes help can come from the direction you least expect.

Massive thank you to everyone that read the whole thing.

TLDR; (I strongly recommend reading the full thing above)

Presents for all the members that decided to stick with me for so long - December 6th (Huge thanks to everyone, I'm gonna become a better creator for you, and for myself. For sure)
Into The Maidness Release Date (Finally) = December 6th
New PC (HUGE output/quality improvement, thanks to all of you supporting my hobby) - Most likely January/February, because NVIDIA releases new generation of GPUs (will need to survive with the current setup till then, which will be hard, but doable)
New releases(Devvicted or Reshaped) every Friday. No matter what, even if I'm not 100% satisfied, I will just release them.
I love you all, sorry for not being able to handle my problems well, and also not being communicative enough...