Depression & Anxiety

Thanks for tuning in. I have something to share with you, hope you'll have a minute:

For almost two months now I've felt... empty.

I have no idea when or why it started, but I just lost all my creativity and motivation. Everything felt hard, even getting out of my bed. Felt like I was losing touch with myself and the world around me. The emptiness within me grew, and each time I would try coming back to creating artwork, I ended up scrapping it in the process.

Nothing felt good, nothing felt "FootsieZ" anymore.

And if you've been around for a while, you know how much attention and time I put into all of my work - from everyday renders to over-the-top Bundles. Every single scene is always treated as a standalone artwork, and I guess, it's part of the charm.

The worst feeling in the last month: I feel like I've let you down. Promised a ton of exciting stuff, but delivered none of it. And it crushes my heart. Especially since I know how much you're all excited to see what I've been making behind the scenes.

From today, moving forward, I'll let actions speak louder than words.

And since I'm on medication now (in addition to therapy) I feel the postitive impacts of it all, and my energy is getting back on track. I know I've said this a hundred times, but I've always meant it: Thank you!

Thank you all, for being such a great community! You guys help lift my spirits up, and time and again, after each stumble and fall, we together rise as a community, achieving higher goals and creating awesome content.

Discord is still active, so If you're unable or hesitant to continue supporting my work, I'll be uploading some of the new renders on our server.

TLDR: I'm alive. I'm getting better. I'm fixing all that's broken.

Tune in when you get a chance to say hi, I appreciate it more than you can imagine. I'll be seeing you real soon ❤️