You don’t have to apologise for being wordy!! I really appreciate it. And yeah like— I think you nailed a lot of it on the top of the head. I still wanted this character to feel like she was holding stuff back to make the listener believe she was doing better than she was, or thst they didn’t have to worry
Dubious Creature
2025-04-18 18:51:03 +0000 UTC
I think back to the first audio I heard of you, also an angst script. I remember being so impressed I subscribed to your YouTube before I even finished the audio. You are still the undisputed queen of angst Miss Creature.
I think the lack of crying really worked here. I imagine a Paladin being naturally more reserved, especially when she doesn't want to worry the listener.
That self loathing, the feeling of being unworthy of love or compassion. I felt that. As someone who can't remember what self worth looks like I just wanted to hug her so bad and echo the words of Paarthunax "What is better? To be born good, or to overcome your evil nature through great effort?"
As for her request for me to stop loving her. I have considered her request and subsequently denied it. I will stick with her to provide cuddles and words of positive affirmation. Maybe a little handholding too.
This is a wordy one, sorry Miss Creature, but this is an absolutely wonderful performance, amazing work.