Deatherette

Apologies

Added 2024-04-02 15:58:28 +0000 UTC

I'm sorry I haven't posted anything lately but last Tuesday I received my first dose of Spravato, a form of ketamine deliver d on a nasal spray and it didn't go well. I had an uncommon but not unheard of initial experience that was a nightmarish trip in which I felt like I was dying with the relief of death. It is anesthetic with psychedelic properties. Since then I have been experiencing significant residual effects ts including catatonic like states which prevent me from talking or moving making it difficult to cc create art among other debilitating problems like annihilating depressio and cognitive impairment. I'm ccontemplating pausing billing again or not pausing and posting if and when I'm able which would be at lesser frequency and just losing members as a result. Wanted to keep you informed. Sorry. I can't say how long these issues might persist or if they could be permanent. It's been a week and I had to stop working my regular job.