Almost setup but not feeling a stream this weekend

I just doubt tomorrow Live stream will happen, I'm just not FEELING it. 💜 it could change! tho✌️

I'm basically setup, I love Fall equinox, I'd like to open the new combo gift from @someponyelse.bsky.social (bluesky and here)

Even tho equinox is a bit late in calendar this year, feels so EARLY.

The hard part: The past 3 weeks were suffocating with those nurse "service" program visits to basically "verify" the situation and the needed care made us move life, schedule and physical stuff around (boxes etc) so now my wrist is sprained also, besides my neck issues. I started PT for wrist but neck....I see a surgery dept to see what we can do.

Bare with! I need time back, after setting up 90% background I'm tired af, and finally a day where I won't get called furst thing in morning , 7am summer landscaping people taking a break. I got sleep today but need more than one day of that. I'n trying to not spiral into the UNFUN dark place, faking the happy is hard (ppl agree), but faking it in the spotlight is 100times harder.

October starts off rough also! Can't do details yet, some of you I can share, it might end yo being nothing too.

💜

partner is sleeping thru this 😅 hard week for her also. This is why WE try to start ween season on Sept 1st, because stuff needs to be ready in a few weeks, I don't get the store beanding, products, art posts, etc done in summer, To me, once night/darkness gets its turn to dominate the 24hour day? it's time 😈

So I'm gonna try to find my "Bits" stars to throw into the Tips Pale/ pumpkin bin, but I might just do that when people redeem a sound effect. I put up some more smartass ones from 90s shows, have fun whenever the stream happens

Kitty and batty discussing what to add to ween scene.

I WILL POST HERE when I do go live 🧡

It's a...cruel , Cruel summer.