SLIPPING INTO DEPRAVITY - Ch. 19, The Cuckolding, Kayley's Perspective
Added 2025-05-16 13:18:50 +0000 UTCTHE CUCKOLDING!!! PART FOUR OF FOUR
KAYL
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I love that she went back to the gloryhole alone. If you didnt know this before, this is my trigger)) Again your insight into her thought process is amazing. It really makes things better for me, I love the inner struggle, hearing her very extreme nasty thoughts about piss and animals and everything else you can think of. Well done!
Scott
2026-02-13 17:24:05 +0000 UTCThank you so much for that thoughtful and intriguing comment.
Eve St. Albert
2025-08-05 23:39:53 +0000 UTCHello! I just subscribed recently and I’m gradually catching up on "Kayley and Sam". I must say that I love the way you’ve drawn this couple: they seem young, full of enthusiasm and brimming with playfulness in their sex lives. Despite all of their dirty, transgressive adventures together, they actually feel innocent to me in a way that's utterly charming and makes me root for them. Their relationship is a bit like a puppy: precious and cute, but also clumsy, naive and in need of protection. Their ignorance of the potential for abuse in group kink play hurts my heart, and I mean that in the best story-telling sense. I especially appreciate this experimental chapter because the focus on Kayley’s perspective is bringing out some themes that a lot of other cuckolding stories ignore. I loved this part in particular: “My man, my husband, my cuck, naked, subordinate, my lover, the bull, dictating, leading him through a homoerotic humiliation. It was like watching some bizarre art house porno. It should be scorching hot, but I was snoozing.” I think that Kayley is the first character to clock the homoeroticism between Sam and Leroy. I don’t know yet how much overt sexual activity there might eventually be between them—some cuckolding stories feature full-on bisexual sex, but most show just a competitive sexual tension between the men. In the latter kind of story, that tension is rarely acknowledged for what it is: a sexual competition where at least one man is putting on a sexual performance for the benefit of the other man. Straight guys rarely feel comfortable acknowledging this sort of thing explicitly because of how threatening it is to be seen as even adjacent to something queer. As a gay man, I’m fascinated by these kinds of liminal queer experiences and how straight people think and feel about them. “I’m not queer but…” Kayley’s thoughts here helped make that subtext into text, in a way that I found not just hot but also thought-provoking. I’m eager to see where it goes. I also love how bored she is by this part! :) Basically, the guys are so obsessed with each other in this moment that they completely set aside any thought about her pleasure, and she’s rightly ticked off. I feel like there’s a truth there about male sexuality and how self-centred and entitled it can be, especially in a situation where a man feels that his status is threatened. I really appreciated the opportunity to experience the tediousness of this dynamic from Kayley’s POV. That’s another perspective that I don’t get much from other cuckolding stories. They tend to be so focused on indulging men’s fears and fantasies that the woman's perspective gets compressed down to how she feels about each man's sexual performance. This moment felt real to me in a way that drew me even deeper into the characters. So overall, thank-you so much for such an engaging read! The dynamics among the characters are super hot and I already care deeply about what happens to Kayley and Sam. I guess the only question will be how much hurt can my heart take? We’ll see if I chicken out before the end! :D
Glyn Wolf
2025-08-05 22:52:53 +0000 UTCI love to hear the inner thoughts and turmoil that women deal with around sex and sexuality.
SubTomAtl
2025-07-31 02:45:13 +0000 UTCEve, I loved this bonus episode, it was really interesting to see it from Kayley’s perspective. As I have said before I am very much looking forward to seeing her fall deeper into the depths of whoredom. I especially liked the end where she was back peep holes. I really felt this was the beginning of her fall into something much darker. I can’t wait for more. You are a fantastic writer. Thank you, Ron
Ron
2025-05-18 07:09:12 +0000 UTCThat's the thing with a gaslighter. A gaslighter is always telling you to ignore your instincts and trust them instead. And they succeed a lot of the time. When you're feeling uncertain, they project certainty. When your confidence wavers, theirs is strong. They work to put you in a situation where you feel you need to trust them and go with them. In the Cuckolding, she and Sam have agreed to go along, Leroy's the one in charge, the one who 'knows what is supposed to be happening.' She has misgivings, she's uncertain, but lacks confidence. He's got certainty and confidence, and the role, so she caves and follows. There's places where he goes too far and she rebels, but he always creeps back, and he wears her down.
Darrow
2025-05-18 01:39:18 +0000 UTCI love your description of Kayley's emotions during cuckolding! I sometimes almost believe that women react completely differently than men? She often doubts whether everything is developing in the right direction and whether it does not harm Sam and their relationship, but then she is quickly ready to follow Leroy's reasoning and move on. I completely agree with the cuckold experiment and the entire eroticism in it, but I do not want the failure of the couple relationship. I think you already hinted at that in the prologue of the story? I also liked the end of chapter 18 very much 😊!
Frank Stiegeler
2025-05-17 17:08:35 +0000 UTCThe last part... a lot of the chapter is a rehashing or elaboration of what had happened in previous chapters. So I decided I wanted to add something new, a new sexual experience, kind of as a bonus for the audience. But it does kind of follow from her original encounter in the peep show, a few chapters back. Kayley's consistently shown to be orally inclined, and in the peep show with Leroy, she'd hyped that up and gone there. Here, she's gone back, without telling Sam or Leroy, just her alone, and initially very conflicted about it. It's a stress response, or stress outlet. She's stuck lying to Sam, she's gone through an emotionally extreme sexual experience, there's another one coming up. She's kind of messed up, but lacks the tools to deal with it. So she compulsively returns to a pseudo-solo sexualized adventure. Something Leroy introduced her to, but doesn't control. Think about it as like the bad guy getting you drunk to seduce you, and then after that, you find yourself getting drunk on your own. We'll explore this more, and maybe delve into both how she ends up going to the peep show on her own, as well as further visits and sexualized acting out as a means of coping with feelings of stress and things being out of her control.
Eve St. Albert
2025-05-17 04:17:56 +0000 UTCI'm very interested in reactions to this one. It's something of an experiment, and its something requested of me. It's a deep dive into Kayley's head, and she's going different places and feeling different things as she goes along. Does it work? Does it feel authentic? Does Kayley's journey feel organic, in that she's moving from one place to the next, sexually and in her head?
Eve St. Albert
2025-05-16 13:28:21 +0000 UTC
