May 11, 2025 - Kayley and Sam, on the fly

Not an actual chapter - that will come at the end of the week. Sorry to get your hopes up.

Nope. This is about the writing of a Chapter. In this case, a sequel to the three part 'The Cuckolding!!! Da Dah DAH!!!'

One of my dedicated readers, not naming names, felt that Kayley's behaviour was kind of all over the place during the Cuckolding, like, she's really really mean to Sam at points, and loving at other points, and she doesn't even feel his cock at another point even though Sam is almost the same size as Leroy.

So, they made a suggestion that maybe I should do Kayley's point of view.

I thought about it, and that seemed like a cool idea.

Yikes!

Kayley has ten separate sexual encounters, eight with Leroy and two with Sam over the course of fourteen hours. The girl is totally worn out. That's a lot of ground to cover.

Or to put it another way, 30,000 words in the Cuckolding, and Kayley's in pretty much every scene.

So full Kayley POV would be a lot, I mean a lot of writing. A total shitload. Another thirty or forty thousand words, and most of it going over scenes that we've already seen from a different POV.

Yep. I knew I was in trouble.

So I tried to boil it down to what was distinctive in Kayley's internal monologue, what was going on with her, why she acts one way in one scene, and another way in another.

I think from Kayley's point of view, she's fumbling through. Leroy has a plan, an agenda, and he's relentless: Fuck Kayley, Dominate Sam, Gaslight them both, he may zig or zag, but he never wavers from those goals. Sam is placed in a position of subordination, and Leroy puts a lot of effort into keeping him there at all costs.

But Kayley, she's just kind of feeling her way through. She's talked into something, it's kind of weird but maybe fun. She goes into it for Sam. It goes all sorts of places, some of which she loves, some of which she doesn't. It goes and goes, wearing her down. She's got a script, a role to play, but she's not sure. She tries to read both Sam and Leroy and where they're going. She's trying to find what's wanted from her, and what she wants. She has innate desires and urges, some of them dark, and this inflames her. She makes choices, even if they're inconsistent.

In the end, I wasn't going to write 40,000 words. But I did write 15,000, exploring pivotal scenes for her and key scenes for the audience.

One thing that was really interesting was exploring the night-time scenes, particularly because Sam only has snapshots. He wakes up, Kayley's getting fucked by Leroy. He wakes up, Kayley's blowing him. He wakes up, Kayley's getting fucked by Leroy. He wakes up, they're fucking, he's dismissed and told to make breakfast. He's got no idea what's going on, it's just really confusing and mostly emasculating.

That really needed to be filled in with her POV, which is very different from Sam's, both better and worse. She touches on terrifyingly dark stuff in her Id moments. And as before, she goes through changes, reacting differently each time.

Of course, I wanted to do more than just rehash scenes, even if some of them were really fun.

Leroy is a relentless gaslighter. Any time he's alone with one or the other, he's fucking with their heads, lying to them, trying to sell them on wanting to do what he wants, lying to them about each other, and trying to get them to lie to each other to drive a wedge.

One of the things I loved when some people picked up on it, is that Kayley's already lying. In their one on one scene together, she glides past what happened in the Peep Show. Then during the Cuckolding session Leroy teases her with allusions to the Peep Show and makes her sweat (we'll see that in her POV).

She wanted to tell, would have, but Leroy cornered her into not doing it, pretending it was temporary, but now we'll see her feeling trapped, and internalizing responsibility.

I really liked it when some people noticed the deliberate lie, and saw it as a crack in their loving relationship.

Anyway, I like how relentlessly manipulative Leroy is and so I followed through on scenes where he's alone with Kayley. I don't know how much my readers enjoy these scenes, but I love writing them. I think in part because I was a victim of gaslighting at times, I got talked into things, and because even when I didn't fall for it, I saw it happen to other people, and I saw people who did this.

And I wrote another sex scene, a Kayley solo, which shows us that all is not well with our heroine, that damage is being done already and she's reaching for unhealthy coping mechanism.

Anyway, Chapter will be up this week - I hope you like it. It wasn't part of the plan, but written on the fly pursuant to a reader request.

Oh by the way - IMPORTANT NEWS - one of my gentle readers has offered to Edit me. I'm extremely flattered, and will probably take him up on it, as soon as I get my lazy ass organized. You may see a marked improvement in my stories.

After this, 'The Cuckolding!!! Da Dah DAH!!!' will be officially finished, Leroy having won a decisive victory across the board against both of them (helps when they don't even realize he's at war) and is intent on advancing in his quest for destruction. After this, we explore the fallout of the event.

The next two chapters will feature Sam, one on one with Leroy, featuring hetero sex with dark homoerotic hints. Then Kayley and Leroy one on one, where she tries manage and gets managed. Those are written.

After that, I might write a Kayley/Sam one on one, just to affirm their relationship. Sort of an interlude.

Leroy, of course, is preparing them and setting them up for the Second Cuckolding, which will be even more extreme and traumatic, and will run three chapters. That's almost completely written. Warning, not for the faint of heart.

What else? Two more Chapters of Cuffed in the alternate weeks. Then I've got a few other things, I can throw in. I might do some spontaneous stuff.

I've got a bunch of ideas for something called "Open Season on Amy" - it's a little bit of a comedy, when it's not being hyper-raunchy.

The idea is that Amy's husband, the love of her life is an extreme cuck. He's been damaged. His sexual self worth is zero, and he can only really find fulfillment in being treated like shit and cuckolded, that's his addiction. But she loves him passionately, and if this is what he needs, she gives it to him, including the abuse. But like a lot of people who hang around with addicts, she becomes addicted too. Their life gets complicated.

And I've got this idea for a thing called "Undercover Boss." Basically, the protagonist is the CEO of a large corporation. An extreme, high powered, ball busting bitch, an unstoppable force of nature. Her billion dollar corporation manages to acquire an invaluable small subsidiary, an office that makes a crucial component. Only problem - the place seems stuck in the 1950s, there've been multiple sexual harassment complaints, female turnover is through the roof.

She decides to go undercover, getting a job as a part-time receptionist, playing an under-educated, barely competent bimbo. Maybe its for a reality show, with hidden cameras everywhere.

And yes, it's as toxic as she expected. The boss is a controlling asshole who inflicts an increasingly demeaning and sexist dress code on her. Her co-workers, all male are sexist pigs, as the lowest person the totem pole, her receptionist disguise gets no respect at all, but a lot of sexist and sexual attention.

But something starts to happen. A submissive side is triggered, in her receptionist guise, she has no option but to accept and roll over with her treatment. She finds herself becoming compliant, and then sexually aroused by both demands and compliance.

She starts to fall under the sway of her increasingly dominant and demanding boss, and her sexist co-workers, increasingly surrendering to them. While at the same time she is struggling to find the time to maintain her other identity, which is rapidly eroding.

I'm thinking of doing a follow up to Lizabet, simply because her contradictions are so extreme.

And I have ideas for Catfish - basically, Kate's fake identity is exposed, her love leaves her, and despondent, she goes on an odyssey of extreme, kinky, self-hating sex.

The main priority right now though, is chronicling the adventures of Kayley and Sam.