Trying out New Material

Photo Credit  - HNGO

Sorry if I sounded grumpy/frustrated in my previous post, last month I saw a couple posts made by someone complaining that I don't produce enough new content, and calling me Lazy. I think  the main point was in relation to the calendar (?) I was doing digitally, which I did point out was going to be FREE because I didn't get time to create new content and I felt bad charging for photos that you guys have seen.

I know its the vocal minority, and you are so wonderfully easy going... but that comment has just had been nagging on me. Mostly because I do want to produce more content but there are various reasons why I'm not.. perhaps laziness is a small part of it because after working 60-70+ hours a week. the little break I get I want to watch a TV show (I feel guilty about.. and usually I'm working on cosplay or doing emails when I'm watching something), or try to work out, or work on costumes for the day when I can go back to conventions and shoot with photographers.

I could even be taking selfies... but honestly I like putting makeup on for that.. and that's an additional 30-60 minutes, and I'm not the most photogenic (not fishing for the compliment) but have to take like 20 photos to find one I like but there are only so many angles and they normal selfies photos (to me) can get kind of boring.. that's why I love cosplay shots, the costumes/ wig/make up can add so much! Maybe a good analogy is .. Chicken is great! but if you ate steam chicken with no spices day after day.. you will probably get bored and wanna add some spice! In all Honesty.. A big factor currently is I've put on about 10% of my usual body weight so that hasn't contributed to me liking what I see in the camera lens, which that, and no access to photographers contributed to me not taking many photos during qurantine (and now)

I want to do so much for you, show you just how much I appreciate you and liking my work.

Ooof sorry about the Dump of feelings.. I just always want to be straight with you guys, so you can also feel you can be the same with me.

If you got any suggestions on how to be more efficient any tips greatly appreciated Haha!!

Well need to make my lunch for tomorrow and head to bed... Don't forget to watch Wandavison!