Yes, I'm alive
Added 2020-07-22 07:34:35 +0000 UTCSo, first of all, I want to apologize for the lack of, well... anything, these past few weeks I went ghost here and on Twitter, and I fucking hate myself for having this shitty behavior, so I'm not going to beat around the bush and throw excuses, is all my fault, I was so anxious and depressed that I just locked myself in a bubble, and that ended up hurting not only me, but people who supports me, long story short, irl problems and self hatred, I have this motto in my head that nothing that I ever do is worthy of anything, and my art is just trash, that motto kinda helped me to get better, but now is just killing me, after 10 days without posting anything I was physically ashamed of showing myself because I couldn't finish a drawing, and as a result I went into a downward spiral of depression.
I'm seeking out for professional help, I think I'm better now, gonna catch up with the things I left behind, got some new parts for my PC, now my Photoshop is running smooth and I'll go back to postin.
Again, I'm sorry, I'm such a stubborn dumbass, ppl sent me DMs and I was such a anxious little bitch that I couldn't open it, for those ppl, sorry, I didn't meant to ignore you, I'm trying to work on that side.
Well... Actions speaks louder then words, so I'll just shush for now and go back to drawing.
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I feel like I've said this in Discord to you before, but you got nothing to apologize for man. Mental health is no joke and when you're in the pit it can feel impossible to get out. You're talented and I look forward to your work and seeing you improve; and maybe even one day getting the chance to commission you or something. Glad to hear you're doing a bit better. Hope you keep at it, cause you seem like a rad guy and you deserve it!
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2020-07-22 11:15:42 +0000 UTC
