broccoholic

Please read. I'm very sorry

Added 2021-11-30 23:58:08 +0000 UTC

I've been struggling to draw for a long time... I thought I can get back on track as soon as possible, but turns out I couldn't.

I had serious anxiety that made me difficult to breathe, and my thoughts kept telling me that my drawings are ugly that I think they look weird after I finish them.

I still love to draw, but a lot of the time I have this feeling that drawing is meaningless because I really suck at it.

I want to fix what's happening right now, so I want to stop the requests and try to finish things I owe first.

I won't be drawing request characters until I catch up... I know it will probably take more years to get it done, but I don't want to just leave it there are pretend that it never happened.

I regretted so much that I didn't pause the rewards earlier, but I wasn't aware about my mental problems back then...

I really appreciate your support, but I would also appreciate if you cancel my patreon subscription(I'm not sure if that's what it's called).

You can always come back and check if I finished them or not, but please don't pay because I can't give you anything for now.

I'm sorry if the reward description are still the same because it gives me so much anxiety when I'm doing anything on patreon because I don't have drawings done...

I really want to get back to the state when I feel excited about drawing...