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astrology trash video

My mental health got in the way of me working on something else yesterday so I made this funny astrology trash video. 

I have concluded that yes, my face indeed looks atrocious without m...

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beltane blessing livechat

Thanks to everyone who could make it! I enjoyed sharing this blessing with you. I will work out the timestamps for those of you who couldn't be here live some time this week so you can stil...

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⛥April Q&A⛥

At long last, recovered from the previous BTS post, fueled by caffeine and protein bars (really helps with ADH...

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easter rambles

One of my favorite photos from spring. 


Truth be told, I had to scroll an absurd amount, thinking "When even was my last BTS post?" ... It was a few months ago, it turns out. ...

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Marilyn Manson Songs for ASMR

THAT FUCKING SINGING VIDEO. 

I've been trying to get this video made for just about all of last month. This is by far the most time and energy I've spent on any video ever, because as I ...

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🌿 Herbal Spa 🌿 Full Body Herbal Compress and Massage

THIS IS WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!!!


This video contains my heart and soul, my tears and sweat, the best of the best of all that I have to give. This video is my essence, my pu...

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⛥March Q&A⛥

It's time to be productive so I can tell myself I've accomplished something after randomly working up a past trauma an hour ago! I'm so ready for life to go well again. So let's roll out your quest...

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⛥March Extras⛥

You wanted a vlog - you get a vlog! Unfortunately, so far, this has been the only video I've been able to make this month. But better than nothing, I think. Trust me when I say I'v...

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⛥March Live Chat⛥

thank you for joining :)

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Favorite Spa Trigger?!

Just wanted to ask you all a question before I go to sleep - yes, this is an essay question. If you have a minute to write a comment I would really appreciate it. What is your favorite ASMR...

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My Food Quirks

Nothing to see here, just catching up with last month's rewards so I can get on with stuff. I hope you approve of your choice for last month's bonus video! The usual spam will follow shortly. ...

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⛥February LiveChat⛥

thank you for joining :)

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⛥February Q&A⛥

How are you all doing? I hope things have been improving for you and you're getting to enjoy life a little. I've been mostly ok with a good balance of managing meltdowns and little by little pushin...

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ending the ancestral line

My ancestral line will not continue. I'm not sure if I made myself clear enough or not, but I don't want to have children under any circumstances and not for anything in the world. It just occurred...

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⛥January Extras⛥

Last week, I made you a vlog because I couldn't function enough to take on more projects. And then it took me forever to edit because I couldn't function enough to concentrate. This month, there ar...

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⛥January Q&A⛥

Excuse me, excuse me, rewards from two months coming through! How are you all doing? I must admit it was a really rough start to the year and I can only hope that this universal funk subsides soon ...

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⛥January Download⛥

Excuse me, excuse me, rewards from two months coming through! 

Mp3 downloads from December and January - all of them. Enjoy!

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chaos is my normal

How were you affected by the Super Blood Wolf Moon a few days ago? 


I'm asking how and not if because I hear from everywhere that damn near everyone has been hit really hard. ...

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Extremely Soft and Incredibly Close

Louder MusicNo Music...

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trauma blog

Two days ago, I had an emotional meltdown. But it was unlike any other because of what it did to me. I'm used to being triggered, crying and being overwhelmed by emotion to the point of plain passi...

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⛥December Q&A⛥

Happy new year. I'm starting to wonder about something - if a patron deletes their pledge, are their comments on my posts automatically deleted? Because I've been remembering questions I've read th...

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relapse blog

Hey everyone, I hope your Holidays went well. I just wanted to give a long awaited update and let you in on my mind a little bit. 


So here we go I guess... I've been strugglin...

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⛥December Livechat⛥

Thank you all for joining! I hope you had a good time. Looking forward to seeing you all in January!

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a work in progress

I've been working on stuff. Unfortunately, I don't have anything to show for myself yet, because good things take a lot of work. I'm in this weird phase where I'm making slow progress on multiple v...

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★Party For Two★ #10

[Now back to the previous version because youtube doesn't like the fix]


In this long anticipated video I am reading the Libra chapter! Go Libra! It's been a long time com...

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Feeding Hungry Kitties!

I got a lot of shopping done today. Since I had anticipated being  ♪ Over the hills and far away ♪  a few months ago, I thought the next cat food donation from all the tier rewards Super...

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a blog about low self-worth

My hair is in braids and just won't dry
The next video will be ready in three days time
Turns out I'm exhausted, I thought I was fine
The feeling I get is just Do or Die

I've been on a diet...

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Trigger Words?

For an upcoming video, I wanted to ask you what your favorite trigger words are. The ones that really make you tingle. If you could take a moment to write a comment that would really help me out. I'm ...

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Zodiac Complaints

I had a long day and made you all a little zodiac video. Recent events had me thinking about complaints that each of the zodiac signs might have. I hope you enjoy the video, watch it first before read...

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⛥December Download⛥

Downloads, anyone? Ok, ok, I promise you'll get to vote again once I make more than two legit videos a month. I made 3 in November, but two were kind of the same one, so just take them please. 

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