Cory Cowley

New Beginnings

Four days into the new year, and I already have a newfound sense of self. Oddly enough, I received my period a week early. What a strange, peculiar thing, indeed. For those of you who are new, bloo...

Glory Hole Fuckery

How can I not capture this genius behavior? 😂😂😂😂

“Glory Hole” Post-Edits

Super-hyped for these. I think I’ll get away with it, but I KNOW some dumbass is going to cry about how “offensive” it is.

Happy New Year, Patreon Family

In all seriousness, it’s been a ride. I can’t say it was the best year, but it was undoubtedly a fantastic one. I feel as if we’ve all grown together as a community, and more than myself—al...

So I Made a Glory Hole

Why the fuck am I like this? Um, not sure if people will even know if that’s the intent, but I don’t honestly care. I’ve been toying around with this idea for awhile, and I’m not sure if I�...

Mother of Lost Things (Conceptual Looks)

Next month I fly to Georgia to film my first short film, Mother of Lost Things.

Paul, the director, and I had our first conversation over the phone about this character. She’s going to be ...

“Oh Well” BTS

This one is a fucking BANGER. I won’t be posting this till next week, but holy fuck this has become a fav. I truly have no idea what this creature is, nor the intent of what she does. All I know ...

“Human Syphilis” BTS

I won’t be uploading these to social media. I’ve discovered something, too:

As I’m sure y’all know—iPhone’s selfie camera sucks ass. The normal camera has been pretty bitchin lat...

Queen Barenziah

I’ve decided I’m going to cosplay her. Will it be easy? It depends.

Ultimately, that crown is what’s stopping me. I think the bone structure, eyes, and nose are pretty close to mine. Th...

Happy Holidays, Fam

Happy Holidays to you all. Not sure if many of you celebrate, but I hope you all have the best day.

It’s not been the most festive holiday season, but I’ll regale the woe. What matters i...

“Human Syphilis”

STILL can’t really make great use of my leg. Once the 29th rolls around, that will be the moment I can decide whether or not to take my movement a bit further.

Regardless, this one I based...

Update, and I’m Sorry I’ve been MIA

Hey, gang. If you’re still here, thank you. To make a very long story long, I’ve unfortunately been dealing with not having any income, and fighting with the Hartford over sending my forms. 2022-12-20 23:10:56 +0000 UTC View Post

Poetry

I guess at my core, I’m a writer before an artist. Today is one of those days where I’m just swimming in doubt. Sitting here before PT and I’m thinking, “Fuck me. Is there any purpose?” I...

“Mask Off” Pre-edits

On their own, these are just so fucking delicious. 

“Mask Off” Tutorial

Okay, this was FUN! I have to tell you, the accident has forced me into doing more detailed, thorough work. This was done with the simplest tools: cotton balls, liquid latex, stage blood, and eyesh...

New Shirt Design (Patrons Only)

So, I’m retiring the Paimon design. Most of you have been with me for a minute and need another gift. So, my question is:

What would YOU like? What is the best design that you want? I’ll...

Removal!

I don’t post enough of these. Reason why I’m posting is because I want to emphasize just how intricate looks can be. I used a piece of duct tape to allow for a smooth surface on the face. Scar ...

Question

Do we like darker or lighter more? They both look so goddamn good.

“You Are What You Become” BTS

God fucking damn it. Between duct-taping my mouth shut and layering it with scar wax, and trying to get my contact in for over fifteen minutes—this one was a bitch.

This is made completely ...

“Sloth” Tutorial

TUTORIALS ARE BACK BABY!!!!! Enjoy! 

“Sloth” (Edit; more to come)

You knew it was coming! I couldn’t resist the urge to capitalize on some good ol-fashioned choking to death with a crutch. For being semi-handicapped at the moment, I did pretty well. The SFX is ...

I’m Back! (On a Chair, Anyway!)

Prepare yourself—“Sloth” is coming. 🔥 Gonna be giving some head to my crutch 🍆😌🫡♥️

I CAN WALK!!!!!!

GUYS THEY WANT ME TO START WALKING! I’m about to cry!!!!!!!!!!! This is the x-ray of my knee. So, basically, I have three screws running laterally across the tibia. I found out, too, that they pe...

Thy Burning Light Preview

Alright, I’m still here. I don’t know how the fuck y’all have stuck by me here, but shit if I ain’t grateful.

If you’re new here, then you may not have heard; last year, I started ...

Post-Op Pics

That’s a shitload of iodine. I lowkey thought I had gangrene, but realized it was iodine.

Welp. It looks like three incisions…I think? I’m amazed at how non-invasive it was.

I Do Worry

Yesterday was a very hard day for me. For whatever reason, I was on the verge of a panic attack and felt like everything I worked hard for was going to fall apart. Contrary to the soul-searching ba...

But, What Exactly Did They Do?

Obviously, this was the day before yesterday, but I wanted to explain a little bit better what my procedure was.

First, the team at St. Thomas medical were awesome. They were professional, c...

Happy Thanksgiving

Needless to say, I love y’all very much. I would not be here without y’all. I mean that. 

Once Upon A Time in A Land Called Doubt Pt. 2

I starved myself down to a bone. I was a wreck mentally, emotionally, and physically. I weighed 138 pounds and stopped having a period. This man had made me into someone I really didn’t like. 2022-11-22 01:37:57 +0000 UTC View Post

Once Upon A Time in A Land of Doubt

Let me tell you a story.

This was me circa 2019. I’ve written many stories about my previous self. I think most know my tumultuous affairs with loving the wrong people, struggling with men...