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Synth Sketch

A very quick sketch of iAHFY's Synth 💜

Synth belongs to iAHFY

I'm back! 💜

Hey all! So this post has been forever coming, I'm so sorry I've been missing for so long. I wanted to update you all with where I've been.

Where I've Been: This year has been hell for me (and everyone else I'm sure!) Basically I've been going through some extremely tough times, coupled with my depression I just haven't been able to cope. I haven't drawn in so long, and I've let you all down and I just want to say I'm truly sorry.

Earlier this year my Aunt died from cancer and it hit me hard, when she died I think I isolated myself even more than usual. Then the whole coronavirus thing hit, luckily we got to have a proper funeral for her before all the lockdowns happened, which I'm grateful for.

The months following have just been me bouncing between health stuff and helping my family out at home. I developed an infected cyst in my back which was super gross and painful, basically I couldn't lie on my back or move much for a whole month. I was on antibiotics to get rid of it but they didn't work, so I had to go to the docs and get it surgically cut out and that finally fixed it, turned out it was like the size of an orange in my back, GROSS! Being the dumbass I am, I also sprained my foot TWICE this year, one foot to start then the OTHER foot a couple of months later, lmao, go me! I got x-rays, and thankfully I didn't break anything but couldn't walk for awhile.

The rest of my time has been spent helping my fam out at home, I spent a month helping my family cut down trees, and I'm weak binch so that was hell xD Basically it was a month of lifting cut down branches and tree bits into a wood chipper we hired, it was all hands on deck. For the past month I've been helping my cousin re-roof our house. The slates were so old it's been leaking the last 2 years, the roof in one of the rooms literally fell in xD so we've had giant buckets in there for when it rains. Money for the family is tight, but my cousin is a carpenter so he's been doing all the work himself and I've been helping out as much as I can. It seemed anytime I was ready to get back to drawing another prob at home would happen at home that I felt obligated to help out with.

I'm so very sorry I've been missing, I suffer from depression so any stress and I seem to just shut down as a way of coping, leaving people who support me in the dark and letting you all down again and again, which makes me feel horrible. Again I am truly sorry.

The Good News: I'll be returning to drawing this month and will have new art for you every week this month, promise! Thank you to all of you who supported me while I've been away, seriously, I wouldn't still be here if it weren't for you, thank you from the bottom of my heart 💜

Outstanding Rewards: To anyone who's pledged to me while I've been inactive on Patreon, I want to make it up to you, once I have some new pieces I'll group them with some old pieces and I'll send them out as monthly reward packs, you don't need to be be still pledging to get them, and any month you paid for I'll make sure you get the relevant reward pack. I'll try to send these out every week over the Nov and Dec. Going forward I want to make this Patreon something people can be proud of supporting and where you actually get art from me, so I'm gonna try my best to make it up to you all.

Anyways, thank you so much for reading everyone, I'll post new art really soon, lots of love - Owler

Babe! It's 4pm

Meme I made based on art by iAHFY

Quick Update

Hey everyone. I've been going through some awful times, but I'm okay though! I'm hanging in there. I'll post a proper full text update very soon.

I'll be back drawing full time this month so art is coming very soon and I'll be posting regularly again from this month onwards. All outstanding reward packs will be coming too over the next few weeks, I haven't forgot.

Thank you all so so much for your incredible patience and support. I hope everyone is doing well in these troubling times <3

Outstanding Rewards Schedule

Hey all, just wanted to let you know I will be sending out all outstanding reward packs over the next next 4 weeks. The outstanding packs are:

• October Rewards Pack
• November Rewards Pack
• December Rewards Pack

Everyone who pledged during these months will receive the packs (regardless if you're not still a current patron). I'm working on art for them right now and will send each pack out as they're completed, and hope to be caught up with all of them by early-mid February.

Thank you so much for your patience and I'm so sorry about the delay ?

Life Update

Hey everyone!

I'm so sorry I've been missing the past several months, I wanted to check in and let you all know that I'm doing fine and let you know what's been going on for me.

So these last 2 months my mental health hasn't been very good, I've been super stressed. 2 of my relatives were very ill during the 2 months up to Christmas so the family was dealing with that during Nov and Dec, I was just spending my time trying to help my family out at home and make it a little easier on them over the holidays. Being the weird introvert that I am that caused me to shutdown socially to cope while everything was going on, so I'm sorry for not being around <3

I hope everyone had a super happy Christmas and good new years, ours was quiet but good, didn't really do anything, just stayed at home and relaxed after everyone being so stressed out, which was just what we needed.

2019 was a very disappointing year for me art wise, I really didn't do much or achieve what I wanted. I've struggled so much this past to get back on track and start producing content regularly again, so I'm so sorry to both newcomers and long time supporters for the lack of content and continually letting you down.

But thank you SO much for all support and incredible patience with me during 2019, it has truly meant the world to me, really it has, and there is nothing more I want than to make it up to you all for 2020, and I'm so sorry for letting you all down over and over, it really makes me feel awful >w<

My goal right now is to focus solely on art and catch up on all outstanding rewards, please bare with me and I promise to get them to you as soon as I can, love you all lots ???

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween all, I hope you all have/had a very spoopy but fun night ?

Sorry for the lack of art, I'm working on new stuff which I'll post soon, and I am putting together a reward pact for October, which I'll be sending out on Nov 5th ?

Space Kitties

Sammy & Allura have some lesbian space adventures together 👾💜
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HD versions + PSD file will be in this month's rewards

Sammy & Allura WIPs

Some lesbian space adventures, finished version soon! 👾💜

Satsuki Dildo Sketch

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Gantz Exia & Howler

An updated version of an old Howler & Exia commission 💜

Summertime Succ

Redraw of iAHFY's OC Nadia cause she is such a babe 💜

10 Nood + Lood variants in the attached zip file below 😉

Kitty Asami

Redraw of an old Asami pic. Kitty asami likes getting pets from korra 😏

Click the zip file below to download all the pics for all your kitty needs, meow 💜

Hit the Showers💦

Updated version of an old korrasami drawing ✌ Korra and Asami really enjoy taking showers together 😊

The Future of my Patreon (Changes + Reworks)

So, moving forward, I want to get my drawing back on track.

I've decided to accomplish that I am going to rework my Patreon a bit. I really want to catch up on all my outstanding work, to make this a worthwhile Patreon for all supporters and to stop missing deadlines and delaying rewards.

Part of fixing that is by being as honest as I can with you and setting realistic goals that I feel I can deliver on going forward. So I'll be reworking and updating all the info on Patreon page and reward tiers text to reflect all this stuff over the next couple of days.

Early Access:

I want to offer value to patrons, but I also don't want to lock everything behind a paywall. Going forward all my pieces will be posted to Patreon first and roughly 2 - 4 weeks later will be posted to my social media galleries, this way supporting patrons get the benefit of seeing my work early.

Voting:

I always planned on having monthly votes that all patrons could participate in, this way the community could choose characters and themes for me to draw, but since starting Patreon I've always been behind on my art queue, so much so that I've only been about to do 1 poll so far. So instead of advertising polls and failing to deliver on them, I think it's best to retire voting for now. When I'm producing content regularly again monthly voting will return, I promise.

Content Amount:

I want to set a realistic goal for the amount of drawings I do per month for you all, ideally I'd love to be finishing and posting stuff everyday but I know I can't deliver on that right now xD So I'm gonna set a goal of 4 finished pieces a month for the moment. I feel 1 finished drawing a week is easily doable and it's not too much that I might fall behind on rewards again. In the future I'll increase the amount of finished drawings I produce as I get more energy and feel more comfortable drawing again.

Future Goals:

There are still loads of things I’d love to add to this Patreon, but for now my goal is to keep it simple and realistic. When I feel I can cope a little more I’d like to add: drawstreams, voting, tutorials, and time lapse videos.

A message to all my Patrons:

First off, thank you so much for your support over the months, it has meant so much to me, seriously I don't know where I’d be without your support. I am so sorry for letting you down with content and rewards. I want everyone to know you will receive all outstanding rewards packs you are owed this month, I promise.

I know I’ve lost a lot of patrons over the last months, and I’m sure a lot of current patrons are probably very upset, angry and/or extremely disappointed by how my Patreon has been going. I just want to apologize again to you.

I expect some of you might be worried about me falling behind on content again, and I can completely understand those concerns. So the best thing I can suggest for anyone still worried might be to delete their pledge and rejoin later when I’ve proven that I’m making art regularly again. You will still be able to see all my art on my social medias galleries, and be able to see how much art I’m putting out in the future.

I know I’ve let down all of you down and I’m sorry for that, so I’ll do my best to make it up to you all <3 Thank you.

Where I've Been (Long Post)

First off, I want to say sorry for not being around and the huge lack of activity from me. I must sound like a broken record by now as I keep falling behind on deadlines again and again, and then not communicating with any of you.

This post is basically to explain and give you answers as to why, so that I can move forward and start making it up to everyone.

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I've suffered from depression these past couple of years, but it's been particularly bad for me since January (as I’m sure you’re aware from the lack of art and my lack of communication/presence on social media + discord).

For me one of the main effects when I go into a depressive episode is fatigue, which makes keeping on top of basic daily things extremely hard for me. I'm currently sleeping twice a day to try and cope with my energy levels, but I never seem to sleep well, so even when awake I feel exhausted, making getting things done so hard. When I'm like this I lose all motivation and find it extremely hard to draw, I get completely overcome by art block and feel even when I do draw everything turns out terrible. I don't want to make bad drawings and let people down, so I feel an intense pressure to live up to a certain standard I've put on myself. The result is I freeze up; don't do anything, fall behind on everything, and then I end up feeling worse having let everyone down >w<

The way I've dealt with depressive episodes in the past has been to just shut down, isolate, and try to take care of myself until I'm back to feeling normal weeks or months later. This has worked in the past for me as I've never really had people counting on me for something, but now I'm running a Patreon when I do this I let people down. So the shame and guilt I've felt from not drawing regularly for everyone here who donates is huge. I am truly so sorry for the last few months and not having much art for people who support me and the continued delays on reward packs. I truly feel awful for letting everyone down all the time, and I hate myself for it.

I've also been suffering with dental problems that have just been adding to my stress levels. I have a huge fear of the dentist but I finally plucked up the courage and went for a checkup last Jan. The bad news was I needed tons of fillings, 2 wisdom tooth extractions, and a root canal + crown to save one of my teeth, all things I couldn't afford. So I've been saving any money I can these last 6 months and getting the work done bit by bit. The good news is I’m almost done and the only things left are 2 wisdom tooth extractions (which I’m still terrified of x3) and getting a crown.

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I am okay all things considered, I want everyone to know I am getting treatment for my depression and talking with a doctor regularly. So I don't want anyone worrying about me <3

If any of you out there also suffer from depression, please make sure you don't suffer alone, please go talk to a trained professional such as a doctor if you haven’t. I know many of you might be scared about talking to another person about feelings of depression, or maybe you feel like you don't need any help cause you don't have it "that bad" but it’s a really simple step to take, and can really help if you do.

Anyways, sorry for the long text, I really do hate going into such long ramblings like this, as I don't want to seem like I'm looking for sympathy, or have it seem like I'm trying to make excuses. I just feel as though I owe everyone who supports me an honest explanation of where I’m at, that I’m working on fixing myself and that I want to do better in the future. So that's why I'm just trying put this all out there. I really do want to overcome this and make it up to everyone.

Thank you so much for reading, you are all amazing and I thank you all so much from the bottom of my heart for listening and supporting me. I will be replying to all the messages you’ve sent me over the next few days asap and I'm working hard to get all outstanding rewards to everyone over the next 2 weeks <3

Lots of love,

Owler

Rewards Schedule (Updated)

(Sorry I had to slightly push this back again, I’m working on some new pieces to include in these rewards packs and I just need a few more days to finish them up)

I'm so so sorry about the continued delays on reward packs, I promise I'll get them all to you this month. The schedule for all outstanding/upcoming reward packs is below. If you were subbed for any of these months you'll receive these packs on the dates below (even if you're no longer a patron)

March + April Rewards

Will be sent via patreon messages between June 17th - 23rd

May Rewards

Will be sent via patreon messages between June 24th -30th

I'll also be posting some follow up posts here on Patreon later today, just to explain what's been going on with me, and how I hope to improve things going forward. Sorry again for these delays.

Thank you sm everyone ?

Miku Okazaki

Finished Miku Okazaki from Gal Gohan pic ✌ 💜

Korra Bound by iAHFY (edits)

This pic was originally drawn by iAHFY

I just edited it so now it's TWO Korras... cause I'm trash like that xD I drew some weird "dark avatar" and "light avatar" variants for good measure too ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

See more of iAHFY's amazing art at:
patreon.com/iahfy
twitter.com/iah_fy

Sorry!

Hey everyone, I'm so sorry I haven't been around and disappeared on you all, been going through a very rough spot in my life lately. Just wanted to let you know I'll be fully back this week.

I'll be sending out Jan and Feb rewards within the next 24 hours, and the March and April rewards will be sent mid May. Everyone who's owed rewards will get them even if they're no longer subbed. I'm so sorry for the massive delays, promise when I get caught up I won't let this happen again.

I'll post a proper update/schedule post explaining everything later today on here. Thanks everyone ???

Howler & Exia Park Activities

Howler and Exia having some naughty outdoor fun, 8 variants in total, enjoy! 💜

March Announcements ??

Hey all, I'm so sorry for the lack of updates, it's been tough going for me recently but I'm hanging in there! Jan rewards pack will be sent out by the end of this week, I'm just finishing them up. Here's the upcoming rewards schedule:

JAN REWARDS PACK

• Who? For Patrons who pledged between Jan 1st - 31st and were charged on February 1st-3rd 2019

• When? This pack will be sent on out sometime this week

FEB REWARDS PACK

• Who? For Patrons who pledge between Feb 1st - 28th and were charged on March 1st-3rd 2019

• When? This pack will be sent on out between March 25th - March 31st 2019

UPCOMING ART

I'll be posting 4 new pieces over the rest of this month with a bunch of variations and I'll be aiming for 6-8 new pieces next month. Sorry I haven't been very interactive on any of my socials the last while, I'm not very social at the best of times but when I'm depressed I go completely inside myself and neglect everything else >w< So I'm super sorry about that!

I wanna focus on putting out more art right now, once I've got that down I'll be more interactive on discord and stuff ?That's it for now, thanks so much everyone for your continued support and comments xoxo

Miku Okazaki WIP Sketch

Early rough sketch of a commission I'm currently working on ✌️

Akali by iAHFY (edits)

iAHFY  is the one who drew this amazing Akali pic (I just drew the peen + cum + ahegao)

See more of her awesome work here:

patreon.com/iahfy

twitter.com/iah_fy

Laura Pinup

Laura from street fighter, enjoy! 💜

Korra Booty Variants

Here's a bunch of new variants based on the last korra pic I did, hope you enjoy 💜

December Rewards Sent!

December Rewards Pack has just been sent out to everyone who pledged to me during December! Please check your Patreon messages for it! Sorry for the big delay on this, thank you so much for your support during Dec (and your ongoing support!)

Below is my schedule for upcoming rewards, I'll be back on track by March and posting art much more often over the next month <3

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JAN REWARDS (LATE/DELAYED)

• Release Date? Was to be released Feb 5th but this pack will now be sent out on February 23rd 2019

• For Who? For anyone who pledged between Jan 1st - 31st & was charged on February 1st 2019

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FEB REWARDS (UPCOMING/ON TRACK)

• Release Date? This pack will be released/sent out on March 5th 2019

• For Who? For anyone who pledges between Feb 1st - 28th & is successfully charged on March 1st 2019

Dec Rewards

Sorry the December rewards haven't been sent yet, they were supposed to go out on Feb 4th, then Feb 8th but I'm still working on em >w< Sorry it's been going so slow, I'm allllmosst done with them tho <3 I'm doing a ton of variations and they've been taking me ages to get right >w<

Should definitely be done by tmw morning (so within the next 24 hours!) I'll make a post letting you know when I send them out ^w^

Ryuko Butt

5 variants in total 💜

Rinza Sketch

My demongirl OC