It wasn’t that Rat didn’t appreciate Jeff’s help. If anything, he was the primary person enabling them to recover without taking a major hit to their finances. Jeff blundered his way into Rat...
2021-07-20 00:17:31 +0000 UTC View Post
***I’m on vacation, y’all. i’ve needed a break for so long, and i’m finally getting one. here is a story from the archives in the meantime.***
Richard has been making more ...
2021-07-11 15:22:43 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ve been going through a period of readjustment. My body is slowly losing some of the softness it accumulated over the course of the pandemic. I have new regulars now, and I’ve been lucky enou...
2021-07-06 08:13:02 +0000 UTC View Post
hey everyone,
i’ve been running behind with my deadlines, so this week i have a short passage from the book, but i will have more later this week once i submit this article. a lo...
2021-06-29 07:21:45 +0000 UTC View Post
***hey everyone, it’s been a difficult time for mr./mrs.prettyboygirl. my mental health has been terrible. it’s been bad enough i’ve actually felt physically ill and unable to complete basic ...
2021-06-22 06:43:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Ronnie was in a good mood, a rarity in Rat’s experience. Ronnie had Rat checked out in under five minutes. Whatever the reason, Rat was grateful. Domino walked them out. He was a large quiet man ...
2021-06-14 21:45:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Michael floundered, clearly vacillating between taking the upsell and sticking to the original plan. The situation had already been overwhelming for him to begin with, and Rat could tell that he wa...
2021-06-07 04:36:07 +0000 UTC View Post
“Believe it or not, I owned a construction company that used to outfit businesses for whatever their needs might be. I was doing office buildings, private schools, stores at the mall, and the occ...
2021-06-01 05:36:04 +0000 UTC View Post
“May I?” He asked, hovering a hand over Rat’s thigh.
“Of course, Darryl,” Rat replied.
Rat appreciated his courteousness. Most customers felt entitled to...
2021-05-24 19:08:50 +0000 UTC View Post
This was not how Rat had envisioned the night going. Not at all. Rat gingerly pushed themself up to sit. Their head was spinning. It had been a gamble, climbing onto one of the garbage bins to reac...
2021-05-17 05:18:29 +0000 UTC View Post
“Do I get to weigh in?” Darius asked.
Darius, Tiger, and Rat were browsing the Sunday farmers’ market downtown, under the bridge on Saratoga. The smell of funnel cakes wafted...
2021-05-10 00:25:49 +0000 UTC View Post
The Lexington Market stop was bustling as usual. There were several schools nearby and the students were out for the day, walking together in dense cliques, stopping to loiter in front of shops and...
2021-05-01 22:14:36 +0000 UTC View Post
“You have perfect nipples”
Rat looked up, unsure of who was addressing them. They were sitting in a booth beside one of the mini stages for VIP dances. Rat had been lost in tho...
2021-04-26 04:43:23 +0000 UTC View Post
hey everyone. this is an excerpt of a book i’m hoping to write. i was asked by a notable publishing company to put together a proposal. this is a bit of that. it is fiction. trigger warning: cont...
2021-04-19 06:05:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Last week was a wonderful experiment that demonstrated why I need to have solid boundaries. The great irony was that I was the one overstepping my limits. My clients were all respectful, and relati...
2021-04-12 03:45:46 +0000 UTC View Post
When I saw that SZA had released Good Days, a music video throughout which she uses pole dance as a vehicle for metaphor, I was reminded of Cellophane by FKA Twigs, and I started reflecting on how ...
2021-04-03 00:30:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Evan: How could they not?
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Valeska: He smokes like my ex-husband. My ex got me into smoking. The worst part was how it became part of everything. I make coffee ...
2021-03-25 20:52:25 +0000 UTC View Post
minor edit: this post is public and no longer behind a paywall, apologies for the paywall.
I know I said I would post my story, and I will later this week, but I need to get this o...
2021-03-22 22:13:50 +0000 UTC View Post
It has been quite a week. This entry is going to be continued later this week, because I’m very behind on my other work. I’m pitching an article about the effects of SESTA / FOSTA on the develo...
2021-03-22 05:36:08 +0000 UTC View Post
I was asked recently via IG what the proper way might be to go about purchasing time with a friendly neighborhood sex worker, and while I’ve discussed many of the considerations I have as a provi...
2021-03-15 05:12:40 +0000 UTC View PostHey y’all, I’m on vacation, so here is one from the vault. Many of you know GKM is my primary escorting client/SD. But you may not have been following me long enough to know how we met. So here...
2021-03-07 01:22:31 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m an activist. If you don’t know that by now, either I’m not using my rhetorical powers adequately, or I’m doing it so well that you’ve been learning without realizing what’s happenin...
2021-02-27 06:55:54 +0000 UTC View Post
I've been putting off this post for a few reasons. One because I’m tired as fuck and have not had a moment to collect myself all week. Two, because I finally got to see one of my regulars who sha...
2021-02-22 08:07:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Arousal is a fragile creature. I would describe the United States as a place characterized by flagging arousal and performance anxiety. I know it’s very human to have fear and shame integrated in...
2021-02-13 01:35:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I know I’ve been a bit of a buzzkill in my latest posts. It’s been almost a year since our pandemmy began. I remember, for several of those first months, I was in denial. When the NBA postponed...
2021-02-06 08:40:38 +0000 UTC View Post
I feel like I need to download a little bit. Patreon has been incredible for me, as far as building additional revenue streams at a moment where my primary job has become totally unsafe to perform,...
2021-01-31 04:08:00 +0000 UTC View Post
TW: death, schizophrenia
I didn’t quite know how to approach grieving this week. I felt it taking over my body at times, particularly my brain. I’ve been hopelessly scattered a...
2021-01-24 00:59:41 +0000 UTC View Post
She passed this week.
The best most of us could get was one final Zoom call with the camera on the table beside her hospital bed. She wasn’t awake or able to communic...
2021-01-17 03:35:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Mr. Robinson had worried me since our first phone conversation because he particularly emphasized the need for our relationship to feel mutual. It had been a bit of an ego bruise for him to pay for...
2021-01-10 03:41:49 +0000 UTC View Post
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It’s been a challenging week. In all honesty, I’d been planning out this entry for several days with the intent of leaning upbeat. But yesterday I received more difficult ne...
2021-01-09 02:47:51 +0000 UTC View Post