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digital wallpaper downloads (finally!)

hi :) here's the link to a google drive with the high res digital wallpaper downloads. attached to the post are some screenshots showing a few of them on my phone. I did variations of mobile and de...

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lake shore limited

The woman next to me on the train stares at her phone with thumbs frozen momentarily 
She is thinking of how to word the message she’s typing 
She scrolls up to look at the above ...

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glass menagerie

hot off the scanner :)

new york botanical garden — shot on 35mm film

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pizza tattoo reveal

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careful

You asked if you could touch me 
That first night 
Just on my leg as we drove 
Fully clothed and innocent still 
You said it like I was something precious 
T...

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tucked away

new york botanical garden — shot on 35mm film

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forever

Today I used the word ‘forever’ to speak about our future 
I didn’t follow it up with any maybes or we’ll sees 
It felt heavy in my mouth 
Foreign 
Like chew...

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freckle update

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everywhere

I am in the shower bending my arms behind me 
Reaching 
Trying to wash my back 
I think of you because I wish you were there to wash it for me
I guess maybe thinking of ...

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you are the ocean

shot on 35mm film

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braindrain

I can’t stop crying and my plants are dying 
That makes it sound like I’m unhappy but I’m not 
I’m everything everywhere all at once 
But I haven’t seen the movie ...

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pov I sweat thru my clothes at dance and it’s late and I have to get in the shower but I’m wondering if you wanna get in with me

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emergency

Total distrust in my own sight 
Retire from knowing anything, I just might 
Head on collision, fatal fated night 
Fall from grace by shattered headlight 
Certainly I...

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life still

shot on 35mm film

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transatlanticism

I planned on just posting A Lack of Color today, but over the past couple weeks I’ve connected with a different song on the album. I knew the song, I liked the song, but I had never lived the son...

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a lack of color

I’m seeing Death Cab for Cutie live tonight for the first time. They are playing Transatlanticism in its entirety for its anniversary tour, and one of my very favorite songs by them is on that al...

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inheritance

I look into my mothers eyes and I see myself 
Fierceness resilience and devotion
I will inherit instead of wealth 
I look into her mouth and I see an endless ocean 
One ...

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innerbloom

Most of the songs I’ve shared so far have been rock or alternative, and most coming into my life when I was young. This one is in some ways my favorite song of my adult life. I fell in love with ...

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a note & update

just wanted to say thank you guys for supporting me here and reading my shit and being a part of this. means a lot to me and I’m grateful.

endless vibes tier — my account got marked as â...

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look for the light

bryant park, new york city — shot on 35mm film

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the distance

A user on threads replied with a voice note with this song in the background a few days ago, and it was once again a song integral to my life growing up finding me for the first time in a long time...

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curriculum

He had 4 faces and I loved them all
It gave me a long way to fall
I’m starting to think life is just a sharpening
A tearing away
A revelation of searing reality and raw flesh unde...

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if i was green, i would die

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when i pray

When I pray, I pray for clarity 
For guidance for protection 
For eyes to see the hilarity 
I ask for sight 
For wisdom 
For doors to be opened 
And ...

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betrayal

Betrayed by the only thing I truly have 
My body holds me but it hurts me too 
My truest love and I have a toxic bond 
Together forever but I don’t think we’re happy wit...

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silent conversation

shot on 35mm film

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sinner

Chapped lips and intoxicated eyes
The day before I started to become aware of your lies
Slowly at first 
Curiosity becomes thirst 
In the delicate art of love and war
Iâ...

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destiny

I was recently at a bar, not having a very good time tbh. I was tired and not feeling social and trying my best to carry on conversations when I felt completely flat. I could feel myself being unim...

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swings

Color in my face 
Light in my eyes 
Energy in my body
Love on my mind 

Blankness on my face 
Emptiness in my eyes 
Numbness in my body 
Death...

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ascension

shot on 35mm film

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