BIG UPDATE (AND APOLOGIZE MESSAGE)

Hi everyone. It's me, Alexandra. 

First of all i want to say i'm sorry since all those 3 months were really difficult to me making me even dissapear from my social media and, worst of all, dissapear from Patreon and not giving the rewards on time (still on debt with you but i'll talk about it later on this text).

WHAT HAPPENED?

First i got a full time job to help me with the debts here and paying things like rent and all that. Being full time at that job was very stressful and i was getting no time for myself from that. Even if i were working only 2 months until September's first week i was still having things to do, somes legally with that job and others with my family (but that's other thing).

Second. Sadly i got horribly sick of my stomach and, even with my last exams, doctors still can't find what's happening actually with it. My family thinks it's actually the gallbladder since it's something hereditary and most of my family have problems with it but it's not confirmed yet and, even changing my alimentary habits, i still have problems occasionally. I feel better but maybe sometimes i'll just need to run to the hospital or cancel some livestream if that occurs.

Third, i was again having depressive feelings about myself and a lot of anxiety about my life and what i would do now since i don't have a job. Even with all your help being all fully independent is pretty hard and also knowing that i have to put a lot of effort now on it. It was a hard decision about still being at that (shitty) work or quit and try being a fully independent content creator with all what that implies... 

So, after all that i decided to do this thing: 

I'LL TAKE EXPANSION AS MY FULL TIME JOB.

It's hard to say and even harder to accomplish since it's something independent, but all your help, your support and your love makes me thing this is the right direction on my life and everyone even at my close circle of friends supports that. It's crazy but i still want to try it, because you made it possible.

Of course that means i'll be working on better content, i have now better balloons, i'm working on a better rig and looking on how to do content even outside! Even livestreams!

But that's what i want for the future... the present is that i'll be here way more, also on my Discord server (especially the Exclusive Patrons Area) (Server: Alexa's Inflatable Playground) and even preparing everything for more livestreams with better production and all that starting from today. I'll put all my best on make content for you and make you happy and excited with it (in both ways) since i want to return all the love you gave me and all the pledges you gave even those hard months. 

So yes, this will be the revival of Alexa... maybe with new airs inside~

OH! AND BEFORE I FORGET IT!

YES, THERE WILL BE A REWARD FOR THOSE PATRONS!

For all the Patrons who didn't get the rewards on time i'll do my best to give back all those rewards, zings, videos and photos. And if i take longer that expected i'll also gift you the rewards from the tier above you (Give you the $5 rewards if you are $3 patron). It's the less i can do for what you did and also for dissapearing like this (And also keep an eye because maybe in the future i could have special offers like this). 

For all my former patrons: 

i'm sorry if you feel like i scammed, failed as content creator, if you think i'm maybe irresponsible or did something wrong to you. You can think that and i'll respect that since this is not something easy (and also when there is money involed). I would completely understand if you don't want to be my Patron anymore but, if you are still considering it, please give me a chance to change your opinion.

Again thanks for all your support. It means a lot for me and for my content.

There will be new things and a lot of surprises for all of us and, also, maybe new projects in the future... I won't give up and i'll be working on that so i can get bigger, better and make you all happy~ I love you all!

Thanks for reading and i'll see you soon in future videos~ 

~Alexa, Balloon Girl!~