alexaballoongirl

[ANNOUNCEMENT] About my absence, my actual status and my future.

Hi everyone! I’m Alexa! Sometimes a Balloon Girl, sometimes a Silicone Girl, sometimes a normal girl... but this time i'm here to talk to you as Alexandra, the girl behind all this project.


This message is to speak a little longer about what happened to me during all this time of absence, to my health, to my content and what’s gonna happen in the future not only with myself but on the different platforms (including Patreon).

Disclaimer: This message has been edited for weeks and I haven't completed it because most of the time i feel like i haven’t talk too much about something or something may be misunderstood. Sorry if i’m not accurate with what i say but remember… English is not my first language.

First of all, and to disipate any doubt, i’m fine. I’m alive which is the most important thing at this point. Besides that, this year has been REALLY complicated in most terms which i’ll try to detail here. Most of the things made it almost impossible to do content this year as i planned (both sets and streams).

Mental Health

The reason I disappeared during the pandemic was me struggling a lot with my depression. The urge of need help but don’t know what to do or how to approach it is really frustrating but even more is your mind saying “yes. I need help” and your body saying “No. I wanna stay in bed for 10 days”. Is the urge of wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely... the urge of wanting to have more friends and being afraid of socializing...

Dealed with that for months until i finally got help and started therapy here where i live. Has been really helpful during this months and thanks to that i’m able to get into a lot of personal struggles that i really didn’t wanna show you all (even my close friends) because is the feeling of not wanting to disturb. I know it sucks and i shouldn’t feel bad about it but it still hits (Yeah, i know i talked about this time ago).

The good thing is that all this (and the pandemic being in its lows now) are helping a lot to get me back to the spirit I want to have from now and socialize more in this "new normality" we are getting into.

UPDATE: Also, there’s one thing added to my mental health and is my current family situation. This is something a little private so i'll keep it as short as i can. My grandpa’s health is deteriorating more and more at a point that his future is uncertain so we are taking care of him and all the family in this hard times. I know this is a little too personal but we are in a moment where “anything can happen at anytime”.

Physical Health

I’ll point to the elephant in the room. I’ve gained weight and a lot. And no, is not my kink… please stop reffering to it as if i like it because i don’t. I really don’t wanna be like this and i'm doing my best to improve my body.

The good thing about my weight is that I've been working on it and i’m slowly getting back to normal levels (Considering i reached morbid obesity lines). 

There's still a long way to go but i know i can reach my goal to stay at 160 lbs (Right now i’m at 195 lbs and it is still an improvement considering  i’ve been 210 lbs…).

 Exercises and a lot of cardio inside and outside VR! I need to work on my belly!

Keeping my weight aside, there are other things that started to be an issue on my health. I need to wear glasses now and it’s weird how fast my vision started to deteriorate. It was a thing that happened from one month to another!

On the other side, something i’ve been dealing with a lot is my gallbladder. I need to get it removed because it is really damaged and is starting to get stones on it but the waiting list for that is taking forever. Is not that severe. I can do things normally but sometimes i eat some random stuff and at night i’ll be struggling A LOT.

Also with that i had to take care of my teeth. I’ve never seen a dentist because there wasn’t money for it….. until one of my tooth broke VERTICALLY and i had a root canal at urgencies (Spoiler: IT HURTS LIKE SUGAR HONEY ICED TEA) and having all my teeth treated before getting the crown done, including the removal of my wisdom teeth (and another waiting list). 

Public Health in Chile isn’t bad but could be better… the issue is that all of this went almost AT THE SAME TIME!

With both things about my health I decided to take some time outside and start a new project i had in mind since i was a child… being a kart driver and compete in a (Rental) Karting Championship on 2022.

The karting Championships

My passion for racing has always been there in video games, F1, VR and all that! And having enough money to go IRL to some karting circuits here around my region made me think about sing up to some karting championship and, at the same time, start the project of a new Championship focused on the audiovisual side of it and the procedure during races. It was something we were having in mind even before starting my kinky projects. Surprisingly is a real hit that made us famous enough to get attention of a TV Station (yes, i was on TV for something that wasn’t a TV Show! AND YES! I WAS ON A GAME SHOW!). 



On the other championships i got really good battles, podiums, one victory, a small injury on one of my wrists and a lot of fun! But the issue with all this is that i had to travel constantly to Santiago and focus a lot there, making it REALLY HARD for me to make content constantly since i didn’t have my PC with me and i wasn’t in a position to get my forms with me or my inflatable suit. I wasn’t having time to make content and i didn’t know how to tell you because i understand how different is for you to see me being a Balloon Girl and now focus on karting and yes, this is something i should’ve tell you before but, as i said before, I didn’t wanna worry you. Didn’t know how to approach the situation and my mind wasn’t helping either.



The issue started to get real when i watched my balance and saw the truth side about my karting therapy and the way i was dealing with my mental health because when i tried to get some new forms for content i realized how much i spent on this and how... i ran out of money.

The money situation

Ok, is not that dramatic. I’m not in real bankrupt but just realized how bad i’ve been handling my savings and my incomes. It wasn’t that bad and speaks a lot about how i avoid this kind of confrontation (some of the things i really learned this months. God, FFS! Therapy really works). 

What i’m trying to say with this is that I ASSUME FULL RESPONSIBILITY OF THIS, INCLUDING THE LACK OF CONTENT. THERE ISN'T ANY EXCUSE TO BE THAT ABESNT IN THIS PLATFORM WITHOUT ANY ADVICE!

And please don’t consider this as me begging for money because that is not how i need to handle this. I wanna handle it as a functional adult who understands what happened. 

Everything wasn’t that bad until i realized how bad the situation about traveling all the time for the kart racing. But even with that another thing that made things worse is the fact that my room isn't getting any upgrade at all from the landlord (after the promises made since 2020 "out of contract") so the situation is making me need to move to another studio or another more comfortable place to work on my IRL and Kink work... The idea is move to the metropolitan region but sadly everything got really expensive now and with a lot of paperwork to do...  and hey, surprise! I need the money for it so i’m stuck on a loop where i and just i got into.

This needs to be handled maturely by a content creator who needs to keep working on what she loves and always loved and that’s what i’m gonna do. But also knowing that “no money means… no animation!”

So, what am I gonna do? (RADDA, RADDA) 

The future

First things first, i wanna keep something totally clear. I’M NOT RETIRING.

I may be on hiatus and struggling to do content but that doesn’t mean i’ll be out of business on videos or streamings… The most i want now is get back on my suit, rig or forms to do stuff we like! And yes, this includes the videos i have in debt with my sponsors and Patrons!

But first i need to get everything done as transparent as possible.

I’m gonna edit and upload old videos that weren't released yet and hopefully upload them soon to Patreon where i’ll keep the main flow of my balloon content (and my other platforms for my Silicone Content). This is while i can solve some things here and start doing content again regularly (Summer isn’t the best to do thtis kind of content @.@ Latex gets too hot in a bad way!).

In the karting championships I’ll retire from 2 of the 3 tournaments i’m into to save money and focus on looking a new house or apartment. If i see it necessary i’ll retire from all of them to save as much as i can. It may be a little hard to get at first but, as i said before, this post isn’t to beg for money but to clarify how i’ll be working to make content to get all this sorted first. 

Everything extra i could get from Patrons and Subscribers will be destinated to new clothing (because yeah, i need better clothing for my vanilla form and my silicone form), new suits, new cosplays and of course new props for future sets and edits! 

But for now everything i may earn will be to save for a new house or apartment to rent. That will be my priority at this point.



Starting 2023 i’ll be focusing as much as i can to get this done. That means i’ll go back doing content as my main job and make stuff just like in the old times. 

I’ll also change the billing system here to the new one so people won’t be charged twice at the end of the month and i’ll do my best to ensure content monthly and hopefully every week. This also means that a price adjustment will be made to get realistic goals both for me and my patrons.

My karting championship project will also be a priority because in 2023 i’ll become CEO of the club, but i’ll try to run both things separately and not let the timing interfere between one and the other. Is some part of my IRL stuff i wanna keep working on. As i said before one time: "I can't do fifty things, but probably i can do fifteen"

Again, to clarify... I’m not retiring! I’ll not stop doing content here or my other socials because I LOVE TO DO EXPANSION AND INFLATION CONTENT! You have been really patient asking for it and looking if i’m okay and i can’t thank you enough for that!

The big goal of 2023

And if this grows really big and we can save enough there’s one  big thing in mind:

During the pandemic i’ve been really glad to work with some amazing people at SizeCon, where i helped being a facilitator during SizeCon Micro 2021 and 2022. All the people and the connections i made are so amazing and something i wanna hopeully one day get in person.

This 2023 they’ll finally be able to come back to an in person SizeCon and believe me when i say i don’t wanna miss it. 

My main goal for 2023 will be getting a ticket and taking part in the Con of my dreams, meeting all of you amazing people! This has been almost impossible because the Visa waiver situation for Chilean citizens were almost cancelled but yesterday i got the news that it was renewed and the dream shines again!  

I’ll explain more during January but yes… if everything goes well we can BE together in the US on 2023!



This is not gonna be easy.

2023 will hopefully be the year to come back creating content and I hope I can be here with you many more time! And also hope you are doing great, happy, lovely and amazing… please never forget how amazing you are! DON’T LET ANYONE PUSH YOU DOWN, THAT INCLUDES YOURSELF!

Is hard to say this without getting emotional but believe me when i say i’m happy to ever met you. You literally saved my life when you started supporting me and i’ll do my best to return as much as i can of that gratitude.

Said that, i wish you a really Happy Holidays, Happy Christmas, Merry Chrysler, a wonderful last week of 2022 and an AMAZING 2023!

Let’s live the future. Let’s be ourselves.

Thank you. For everything

Alexandra Fernandez. “Alexa”

Free videos to date released!

Hi everyone! 

Has been a while since i haven't talked here and i'm really sorry you have seen a lack of content during all this time. Also, my YouTube accounts are getting banned every time so i decided to reupload all the content (And every new content from now) to my Google Drive folder where you are gonna get access FOR FREE!

LINK HERE : https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1SCd_H_qSBpAh6Q7nqIywDweeQjxVD6c6?usp=sharing

Newer free videos may not be in this folder but will also be released on Patreon (Even if they're free, there will be some limited time where Patrons can see it before it's released to the public!) so be sure to follow the page to get all the news i'm gonna be telling you about videos, streamings and all the new Stuff that is coming in 2022!

I'm gonna also give a public announcement regarding the almost 2 years without any content. Some of you has already part of what has happened during this time in Twitter or the Discord server but i need to give you the information here too since you expected some content i wasn't able to give you. I'm sorry if i was too optimistic.

Still, please wait for that public announcement really soon.

I hope to see you soon with way more content! Love you all!

YOU ARE AMAZING! NEVER FORGET THAT!

(PD: The D.Va inflation video is not gonna be available since i'm not gonna support or give exposure to anything related to that company. I think is the less i can do to support all the victims. In the same way, the inflation streams where i was using the D.Va cosplay is gonna get deleted soon.)

[COLLAB] Ballooniverse: Rise of the Balloon Girls!

Hiya! This time we have a big big announcement to tell you!

We were working with Balloona (Her Patreon!) and Inflation Complex during this days to get our first collab story! 

  Ballooniverse - Rise of the Balloon Girls (Feat. Alexa and Balloona)

Alexa and Balloona find themselves thrust into a world of expansive fun, as a rogue encounter with a strange individual at a convention leaves them transformed into inflatable balloon girls. How will the girls cope with their inflatable bodies slowly growing bigger and bigger, and what lies in store for the Balloon Girls.

 (Cover Art Drawn by Thormist, huge thanks to him)

Go check them out in this link: [CLICK HERE TO READ IT!] 

I hope you like it and let's make this grow up even more!

And be sure to support also both Balloona and Inflation Complex since they're amazing artists! (Thormist too but he doesn't have a public link :'c)

See ya around with more content!

[Patrons Reward] Your zings are FINALLY here!

Hi everyone!

Thanks to all your support during all those days! I've been able to release the one-time zings for all the Patrons around this whole time!

ALL YOUR ONE-TIME ZINGS ARE NOW AVAILABLE!

Click here to access the folder and download yours! 

(All zings are public since this includes "former patrons" and to get in line with Patreon's guidelines about this kind of rewards)

Monthly Zings will also BE released in the same way during this next week so keep an eye on them and, of course, ALL ZINGS are written by hand. NONE OF THEM WILL BE DIGITALLY WRITTEN!

Thanks for your patience and for being so cool!

YOU'RE AMAZING! NEVER FORGET THAT! 

🎈~Alexa~🎈

(PD: New video is comming! and is WBE! 💧!)

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(PD2: If there's somehow a missing Patron here please comment or contact me so i can check it and prepare the zing for you! Sorry in advance Q///Q)

FREE PHOTOSET - The first one!

Thank you so much for all your support this month!

This is your gift for being so cool!!!

50 Patrons, almost 5K followers on Twitter, more than 1K subs on my streaming channel and more than 1.6K on my main YouTube (and 1K on my Ph Channel!)

All this has been really lovely and even more during all this time. I really love all the time we've shared together and all the moments we've passed on streams and your support on my videos...

This is just the first year, but not the last one... LET'S KEEP GROWING!!! 💜💜💜

Thanks for being so awesome... never forget how awesome you are!!!

 🎈  ~Alexa~  🎈

NEW BREAST EXPANSION VIDEO! - "Wishing upon a blow~"

Hi everyone!

This is my first time doing a full lenght +5 minutes video! I hope you like it!

Sadly i'm too afraid to post the full video on YouTube so i decided to post a Teaser there and post the other videos on my official accounts! 

LINKS TO THE VIDEO: 

 CHECK THE FULL VIDEO HERE!  

Or you can see it on a "more SFW" space here: 

Vimeo Link 

Hope you like it cuties! Love yaaaa!

There are some changes comming up on my Patreon!

Hi Everyone!

As i said yesterady on my Secret livestream (only for Patrons!), I'll change some tiers of my Patreon and with that getting some of the benefits closer to you~

This benefits will apply from Febraury 1st and are now available to see on the side of the screen, but i'll still post a picture with all what's new on the 5 tiers we have!

Now all my Patrons will have their name on the credits of newer videos and also you'll see my exclusive videos on Tier 4 instead of Tier 5 that now becomes EXCLUSIVE FOR COMMISSIONS!

This changes are a response to many changes around how all the content is being prepared and also to help you, my patrons, future patrons, and former patrons, to come and stay after all this absent time.

Also, as i said before on the stream (ONLY FOR PATRONS!) your rewards are stil there and ready to deliver so please be patient because i'm working full on it before something weird happens again on my life or in my country (hoping NOT)!

I hope i can see you around soon and play n' talk a lot since starting from $5 you'll get access also to our SECRET CORNER on our Discord Server with all our Patrons and Server Boosters! You'll be more than welcome to talk there and also have more previews on what are the future projects!

That's all what i can say for now, i hope you have a wonderful time around the world and please remember always how awesome and amazing you are!

Thanks to all of you for all this time together and i'll see you around soon!

(New video will come this week! And today Patrons (on Tier 2 and above) will see an EARLY ACCESS TO THAT VIDEO!)

~Alexa~

NEW VIDEO! - Shiny, Black and Squeaky Breast Expansion!

Hiya everyone! So... new video FINALLY AFTER WEEKS!

I didn't want to make a normal video, i went with all! ALL THE SUIT!

And remember: PATRONS HAD EARLY ACCESS days to see it before anyone!

So if you want to see future videos before anyone please consider join my Patreon!

Also is a way to thank all my donors and pledges here and in Ko-Fi since all their help and donations made all on that video possible~

Thanks to you for this black and shiny suit!

ENJOY THE VIDEO!

Password: (The video is now public! Go see it!)

Also you'll have another alternative on my "adult website" where i'll post more of my content so don't hesitate on take a look!

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Oh, and soon i'll explain what happened to my channel.

The only thing i can tell is that now is gone thanks to YouTube guidelines~

A little update on this Patreon~

Hiya! It's me again with some news about this channel and the content~

Patreon has changed a little since the last time i was here and, after all that and all what i said in previous posts, i decided to activate the Charge up front option for all the new Patrons comming here.

What does it mean for patrons joining at the current month?

As the article on Patreon support website says:

Charge up front is an option for monthly creators that allows them to charge their patrons immediately upon pledging. We offer this option because once a patron pledges to a creator, they immediately have access to all posts available to the tier they pledged to. This includes posts made prior to their membership.

How will this feature change how new patrons are charged?

New Patrons will be charged on the day they become my patron, giving them access to all content shared with their reward tier. On the 1st of the following month, they will simply return to being charged monthly at the beginning of the month. 

Example: A patron joins my Patreon on February 25th for $10 per month. They will be charged $10 on the day they join, February 25th, for February patronage. On March 1st, the Patron will be charged $10 for March patronage. 

Older Patrons won't be affected with this unless they want to upgrade their pledges in the middle of the month. If not then you'll be still charged on 1st day of the following month.

When this will happen?

I'll activate the option this Friday 10/11/2019 at late so please check your pledges before this option is activated.

And yes, this will also mean that rewards would be faster to deliver so you can get the premium work without having to wait for next month~!

That's all for now~ see you on the next video! <3

BIG UPDATE (AND APOLOGIZE MESSAGE)

Hi everyone. It's me, Alexandra. 

First of all i want to say i'm sorry since all those 3 months were really difficult to me making me even dissapear from my social media and, worst of all, dissapear from Patreon and not giving the rewards on time (still on debt with you but i'll talk about it later on this text).

WHAT HAPPENED?

First i got a full time job to help me with the debts here and paying things like rent and all that. Being full time at that job was very stressful and i was getting no time for myself from that. Even if i were working only 2 months until September's first week i was still having things to do, somes legally with that job and others with my family (but that's other thing).

Second. Sadly i got horribly sick of my stomach and, even with my last exams, doctors still can't find what's happening actually with it. My family thinks it's actually the gallbladder since it's something hereditary and most of my family have problems with it but it's not confirmed yet and, even changing my alimentary habits, i still have problems occasionally. I feel better but maybe sometimes i'll just need to run to the hospital or cancel some livestream if that occurs.

Third, i was again having depressive feelings about myself and a lot of anxiety about my life and what i would do now since i don't have a job. Even with all your help being all fully independent is pretty hard and also knowing that i have to put a lot of effort now on it. It was a hard decision about still being at that (shitty) work or quit and try being a fully independent content creator with all what that implies... 

So, after all that i decided to do this thing: 

I'LL TAKE EXPANSION AS MY FULL TIME JOB.

It's hard to say and even harder to accomplish since it's something independent, but all your help, your support and your love makes me thing this is the right direction on my life and everyone even at my close circle of friends supports that. It's crazy but i still want to try it, because you made it possible.

Of course that means i'll be working on better content, i have now better balloons, i'm working on a better rig and looking on how to do content even outside! Even livestreams!

But that's what i want for the future... the present is that i'll be here way more, also on my Discord server (especially the Exclusive Patrons Area) (Server: Alexa's Inflatable Playground) and even preparing everything for more livestreams with better production and all that starting from today. I'll put all my best on make content for you and make you happy and excited with it (in both ways) since i want to return all the love you gave me and all the pledges you gave even those hard months. 

So yes, this will be the revival of Alexa... maybe with new airs inside~

OH! AND BEFORE I FORGET IT!

YES, THERE WILL BE A REWARD FOR THOSE PATRONS!

For all the Patrons who didn't get the rewards on time i'll do my best to give back all those rewards, zings, videos and photos. And if i take longer that expected i'll also gift you the rewards from the tier above you (Give you the $5 rewards if you are $3 patron). It's the less i can do for what you did and also for dissapearing like this (And also keep an eye because maybe in the future i could have special offers like this). 

For all my former patrons: 

i'm sorry if you feel like i scammed, failed as content creator, if you think i'm maybe irresponsible or did something wrong to you. You can think that and i'll respect that since this is not something easy (and also when there is money involed). I would completely understand if you don't want to be my Patron anymore but, if you are still considering it, please give me a chance to change your opinion.

Again thanks for all your support. It means a lot for me and for my content.

There will be new things and a lot of surprises for all of us and, also, maybe new projects in the future... I won't give up and i'll be working on that so i can get bigger, better and make you all happy~ I love you all!

Thanks for reading and i'll see you soon in future videos~ 

~Alexa, Balloon Girl!~

This will BE a new announcement video!

Things are happening in real life and also in my Expansion Project so... let's see how this goes and, again, thanks for your patience with it~ :'3

(DISCLAIMER: Since this is not a fully inflation related video, this video is not exclusive for Patreon Early Access... BUT... the next one will be!)

DISCORD SERVER IS OFFICIALLY OPEN!

Hi everyone!

It's been a while but i have surprises for you because now i got for you a place to share a lot of fun!!! And i'm not the only one there... i have a lot of friends i want to introduce you and many new surprises for you!

Want to be part of the Family? then come join us <3

Want to see what's here?

Come join us!
This set is exclusive for the Top beloved inflators!!

Is something lovely for all of you my cuties!

Love you all!

New comic!

Get ready my pumpers (or higher!) because A NEW COMIC HAS BEEN SENT NOW TO YOUR INBOX!

Want to see it? Join now!!
You are more than welcome on this community!

See ya on The BExperiment!

NEW VIDEO AVAILABLE!

We have a new video today!

Please take a look! With all my love!

 https://youtu.be/d7cDuaiWlj4