[emotional blabbing, feel free to skip—funny how I always end up doing so under enho porn lmao]
Honestly, thank you for the last months. I know that lately I haven't been as productive as before, but Sasha's passing and this burnout I've been flirting with since the beginning of the year have put me through A Lot. I'll be completely honest with you; my mental health has hit a historical low this month—my 30-year-old birthday month, thanks, I hated it. Luckily, therapy is helping; I'm under treatment and as of now I'm feeling somewhat better. But I miss my friend like crazy and sometimes I just don't know what to do with this grief. I wish to release it through my art, one day. For her, and all the art she won't ever be able to create.
For the time being, tomorrow I'll celebrate her during Samhain, and in a week, I'll be with her other besties Rita (Dark Tarou) and Kisu (Kisu-no-hi / @la_bordeliere) at Y/CON in Paris... which we were supposed to attend along with Sasha. We'll do everything in our power to keep her memory alive by setting up her booth next to ours, the way it was supposed to be, for one last time. Fuck, I know I'll cry 24/7. If you happen to be in town and are interested in a convention that's all about Yaoi and Yuri, come say hi. 💜 If not, please keep me in your thoughts, god knows I'll need it. I feel like this experience will be a sort of threshold, and once I'll be past it, I'll find the strength to get up and get going.
banana
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