I Blew my Brains out on Ayahuasca

Wow I loved reading this. I too had my most powerful journey through lady salvia’s graces. She grows very happily here, I would love to learn more about making a concentrate… as chewing 15 pairs of leaves in the traditional method is pretty intense! I also know she prefers not to be smoked.

Absolutely amazing!! And I must say hearing you tell that story... I started feeling an odd sensation of surreal deja vu! I honestly had (subtle differences, and I would need a full 16 minute video just like you to go into all the details) an almost identical experience. My life changing vision was with Lady Salvia (that is how "She" introduced herself), Salvia Divinorum 40x concentrate. I am 34 years old now, and this experience was when I was 19, but it has stuck with me and has been my daily companion ever since! The MOST terrifying, awe inspiring, eye opening, freeing, and in a way only a person who has experienced this could understand... WONDERFUL experience of my life!! I too had done mushrooms and LSD before hand and also thought my experiences (all pretty intense, on mushrooms I had a wood floor tell me it's life story and how I shouldn't be sad, I was crying because it wasn't growing in the forest anymore, it was cut down and turned into lumber. It thoroughly enjoyed being the literal foundation for generations of families and how it loved being so useful. Yes, clear cut logging is bad, but if done right, I truly believe trees can enjoy Thier purpose after being processed. ABSOLUTELY AMAZING amazing story it told me, so much detail!!) Had prepared me for Lady Salvia. I was wrong, and right. Only in the fact that afterwards I was able to appreciate and understand the experience and what it meant for me. I haven't talked to Lady Salvia since, I feel she got her message across and haven't felt I need to again. I have always wanted to go on a vision with Ayahuasca. But I refuse to order it online and just do it at home. I know the deep spiritual, emotional, and physical effects these amazing medicines can have, and I feel that I NEED to experience this in the traditional setting (in fact it's the only way my soul will allow it to happen). There is such a deep unexplainable drive to have this experience, but in a way that allows me to be as patient as needed to do it the "right" way! Thank you Brother for sharing this amazing story of personal growth, I truly appreciate you for sharing your experience with us all. I have always wanted to share mine as well, and I have, but the people who I shared it with just called it a "bad trip". And just like you said, it probably could be classified as such, but that couldn't be further from the truth for me! It was definitely terrifying (I too felt the fear and peace of the universe and death {death isn't the end, so really it's nothing to be "feared"}) but, in the best possible way. I am fully willing and wanting to share my experience with anyone who would like to hear and really enjoy and appreciate the truly powerful and real effects these wonderful spirit medicines can have on an individual. (the mushroom experience is another immensely life changing time I would also love to share! There was much more than just talking to the floor)

Wow that sounds intense! In my early 20s I had life changing experiences on LSD that changed the path of my life. I went from a staunch atheist to Spiritual and have been ever since. The first I’ve heard of Ayahuasca was from Will Smiths biography and I’ve been intrigued ever since. It’s been many years since that LSD moment , my soul has picked up some dirt along the way, and would like to take a deep dive and see what I discover about myself. How do I find out more about it, besides flying out to Peru (which I’m not opposed) . Love your stuff and keep it coming

John Seaman

"The cave you fear to enter hides the treasures that you seek" - Joseph Cambell. You know where you have to look. We all do. It's just scary as F*ck

Mike, that is an amazing story wow! I have had alot of shit happen in my life. Good and alot of bad with death and all. Going into an ayahuasca trip, how do you prepare yourself for a journey that you feel is going to have alot of negative feelings that come out? My biggest fear is death but I want to search deeper inside to battle alot of these demons.

Ahaha sounds like a path you've been on too 👊🏻

Oh man that 'let's go deeper, I can handle it' dose...I know that one. Life and psychs and the great story of God and everything is some wild shit

Datura

I meant a video of you on the jungle tripping on the Ayahuasca.

Ahaha exactly! "Oh shit that was my stop" Oh uh

Yo James! A video about my journey from phobia to profession with public speaking?

Great words Sam. Your story is incredible, thanks for sharing it with me in DMs man. Happy you're here bro!

Fantastic! I called that the elevator ride. Your supposed to get off the second floor but you can't find the door, but the ride keeps going higher a new horizon

Richal Wallace

Mike, what a great story! For someone who says they have a fear of public speaking, you do credibly well. You're so articulate. Or is making your videos easier for you? Was wondering though, is there a video of your experience or was that not possible?

Wow!! That sounds absolutely astounding, Mike! You do a good job of explaining what can't truly be explained. I've never done ayahuasca but I've done other psychedelics and I can understand on some level. I also definitely relate to "when you've been in the deep end, the shallow end is just like, who the fuck cares?" Haha yes, I broke my back and was tortured by pain for a longgg time, and now pain means nothing to me, kinda like how you said with your tattoos. There is power in going into that deep end. I am definitely interested in trying ayahuasca someday! Thank you for sharing this!

Sam Henderson