Maggie’s Slutty Nightmare Ch. 9.2

He started putting his shirt back down and gave me a look like a wounded puppy. I guess we need to talk wasn’t exactly the best line to start with since it usually meant something important and bad were about to be said to the other person. But I needed things to stop and slow down before this really got out of hand, it was bad enough what happened last night with all of our friends literally in the room with us and could catch us at any moment, but this morning at breakfast, they were all at least conscious this time making it that much worse.

“Carlos, dude, the thing is, I think you know me and what’s going on and yeah you know me, we’ve been friends forever, but you don’t know this side of me yet, none of you guys do.”

“Just like you don’t really know that side of us either.”

I looked at him confused, not expecting that response at all, “what are you talking about?”

“You really don’t know do you…”

The pause and silence felt longer and more uncomfortable with every passing second and I honestly had no idea what he was talking about and it obviously showed.

“Zach has had the biggest crush on you for the longest time and even said it one night when we were all smoker but you were already passed out, Anthony gives you longing looks when you aren’t looking which is honestly a little sad but hey who am I to talk and I think Matt only joined our group to get closer to you but never actually made a move.”

I felt faint for a second, it was almost worse than being caught naked out in public, my friends, my very best friends who were almost like big brothers to me all had crushes on me. Somehow, I never noticed it at all, I spend nearly all of my time with these people, we get high together, we crash at Zach’s place all the time without my parents or theirs freaking out that we are all alone in a room with the opposite sex since even they believe that we are all practically family and never would take it there. I started to feel really warm and felt light headed at this sudden news hitting me so hard. I just stood there like a deer in the headlights or my brain had suddenly froze up still trying to process it all.

Carlos walked up to me running his fingers through my hair, causing me not to react at all as I still stood into space trying to figure out how I had missed all of this going on right in front of me, I mean at the same time I never imagined the guy in front of me doing all we had done or feeling the way he did, how farfetched was it that I missed it from the rest of my friends as well, but I mean really, all of my friends had feelings for me? I mean one, maybe two, but all 4 was just insane.

Carlos leaned closer whispering into my hear, his cheek resting on mine, “I bet you’re thinking about it right now, what if they all knew, what if they were ok with it, what if,” he paused to heighten the suspense, blowing gently on my ear then running his nose through my hair taking in my scent, “they all wanted to fuck you just like me.”

I stiffened as his hand grabbed my ass tightly and started to move around my waist, “I mean, we smoke pot and no one cares, and Zach’s parents are rarely ever home and even when they are, they don’t check up on us, as far as they know, we’re all fucking on you anyways and they just don’t care.”

His hand started rubbing me through my shorts in front clearly knowing that there was very little between his hand and my pussy and possibly knowing the stiff rough material was adding to the stimulation.

“I bet you are picturing it right now, naked a cock in each hole as you are taken over and over again all night long, fucking high until the sun comes up,” he waited to see if I had a reaction but I was still in shock letting him use me like the toy he thought I was, “I bet you’d love Zach’s big dick up your ass, Matt standing in front of you all proper as you sucked his cock as you ride Anthony for all you were worth and to be fair since I’ve already had you so many times, I’d just sit and watch as they all find out exactly what you are.”

What I am? What I am? What am I? Am I really slutty enough that I would fuck my best friends, would I do something that would forever change our relationship like it had with Carlos and risk losing all of them forever? He slipped his hand down my shorts and ran a finger up my slit causing me to shiver and moan as he pulled his hand back out and licked it in front of my face and then bopping my nose with his wet finger before heading to the door.

“I was hoping for a quicky and leaving you dripping with my cum but sadly if you really don’t want them to know we should head back especially since I’m hungry now for whatever Zach is cooking up.”

The door opened and Carlos walked out, I stood there still in shock unable to comprehend what was happening, unable to think of the next step to take, whether I should really let my friends now, maybe it would be better, maybe it would be the life I wanted. If anything, it could be at least safer than what I was doing, these are guys I’ve known my whole life and they would never do anything to hurt me or out me. Then again what if this started the end to my whole life as I knew it.