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Speculative: PIECES OF US - [SFW] [Tom & the Rain] [Monologue] [Drama] [Love] [Breakup] [Catharsis]

The nature of love, what it means to find someone, the pain of drifting apart, the betrayal being alone. TOM & THE RAIN (Confessions in the Wind): Light production improv monologues.

Speculative: PIECES OF US - [SFW] [Tom & the Rain] [Monologue] [Drama] [Love] [Breakup] [Catharsis]

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How do you love yourself again and feel ready to love another after the one person you thought was your everything tosses you away so easily? That’s the one question I’ve always tried to answer and possible a reason why I am still single after so many years.

foxy kitty

That was the worst part (for me)....trying to bounce back from the feeling of being discarded like a piece of garbage and feeling stripped of every ounce of worth... and not just your worth as a best friend or partner or lover (those desirable roles you were previously led to believe you excelled at), but now you begin to question your overall value as a human being. When you pair those feelings with the empty space left by all those missing pieces.....ugh....it can feel so hollow sometimes. You need to make sure you don’t allow yourself to get to the point where you make a conscious decision to remain in a perpetual state of hollow loneliness instead of getting back to living life, simply because you don’t ever want to risk feeling that pain again. I call it being “miserably content”.

Miss_Please_N_ThankU

I guess what I mean is, admitting it's time to let go or that I need to let go (not necessarily finishing/wholly letting go) is always the first step to healing--for me, that is. I think there are a select few moments in my life I have still not fully let go of, but I'd say I am, for the purposes of moving on with life, healed from them without rippling consequences that lower my quality of life (depression, anxiety, ptsd, all of which too familiar). I think I hang onto whatever fragments of those things that I still do is because they serve a way different purpose now (strength, reflection, benchmarking, etc) than when I started clinging to them to begin with (denial, shock, etc), but I don't think in any of the situations would the road to healing be visible until I told myself "it's time to let go, I don't want to let go, but I know I need to." I understand "especially if you're still hurt" though, oof. I hurt for a long time. Even longer than completing the process of letting go. And I agree that self care is essential, and above all, time is just something we can't control, but rules over all of this with an iron fist. Fuckin' "love," dude... 🙏🏻

Tombanter

that step can take a lot longer than others. especially if you’re still hurt

Amandab.d

the first step is lettin goooo

Tombanter

To answer your questions- heart has been broken, I have moved on, pieces were missing and have been restored. Not by someone telling me they love me but by self care, healing, and time🖤 your strong

Amandab.d

Come here, sweetheart, let me hold you

girlonasurfboard

this was such a beautiful audio 🥺 and i definitely did not cry not me no no. thank you so much for making it just a bit easier to come to terms with something as hard as this :,) 🤍

ally

I always loved listening to the sound of the wind... Its light and shy whisper, its deep and dark murmur, its loud and angry cry... And now it brings me these words with a piece of you, filling my empty heart and making me feel less alone. 🖤

She_wears_shadows

the way this made me want to give you the biggest hug 💖

Mariah


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