LAST WOMAN ON EARTH (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

Wow, I have no words except, Thank you for making my night Matt 💦🌊💖😜

Ms B Have

Wow I feel like I have missed so much over the past couple of months. I meant to come back earlier and engage but I had a house guest for a couple of months, and it wasn't easy. She is now at school up in Vancouver BC and hopefully meeting wonderful people. Tonight is night #2 alone. Last night I was so tired I just walked in and crashed. Today, however, I ran errands, changed my sheets and then pulled out a couple of toys. IT IS TOWER TOUCHY TIME + TOYS also known as TTT+T. So many newer names here. A while back I took a leave of absence from my toy reviews but I am really ready to get back at it. My poor toys got dusty. Don't get me wrong I used one or two but that was about it. The patterns keep me active (for lack of a better word). Transparency, I rarely listen to the audio with the pattern. It just doesn't always work out. For this "Last Woman on Earth" Lovense pattern, I ended up going through it twice. The first time I used my new toy the Flexer. The Flexer and I are still trying to work each other out. We aren't best friends yet but boy it has potential. I could feel serious vibrations and the pattern movement between the pink and the blue lines. In case you don't know, the blue line is the vaginal line, and the pink it the Cl*t line. I truly believe this toy could be epic if I could just figure out how to keep it where it needs to be. It gives off strong vibration, and I love it. The second time through I used Nora. Well she worked just fine. In fact, Pattern Master Matthew really did an amazing job with this pattern. The blue and pink lines are tightly woven together and then at about the 3-minute mark they separate and Pattern Master works the cl*t big time. I love the intensity and big to small swirls. Separating and back together. At about the 8 minute mark, the blue line gets to do some extra work while the pink just is textured support and the swirling at the end of the pattern up at the highest point. I love that! I love this pattern. I am planning on trying it again soon but I think I will play with the speed setting. Sometimes it is fun to lower the speed to really feel the movement and then again making it go all fast and frantic feels amazing too. I love the weaving and high-intensity vibrations. Well done Matthew. This is a good one for sure. Honestly, though I have lost track of which is my favorite. There are so many. Matthew, I don't have any recommendations at this time. Well done. Flexer and Nora performed well. If I get a chance I will try the pattern out with Dolce. I have missed my toys and the patterns! If you have any questions about toys or patterns, or Lovense or anything really feel free to reach out. I pretty much am an open book. 💜🤗

Ann

😂

Harriet

Harriet

When you get a sec can you tell me where to send some audio files? Just through Patreon?

Emily Dawn

It looks like my class schedule this semester is going to keep me from being around when the Friday posts go live. Matt, I really appreciated “On ‘Sweet Nothings’”. Hearing what you’re thinking about these topics and where the exploration in the audios fits with what you’re thinking is really grounding. I know you’re being truthful in the meta-audios, but, well, they always end in sex. Reading your thoughts without things getting steamy makes them easier to understand and separate from my experience as the listener. I’m also just in awe of how brave everyone is for looking at their experiences and ideas of love and sexuality. To then also share some of that in public here is pretty incredible. Oh, and you have to work “the positive shape of love” into a poem because, damn, that’s a great image. Now, on to “Last Woman on Earth”. I think I like this one the best of the multiple partner audios. I’m pretty terrible at coming up with other dudes for these scenarios (if you ever felt like writing a Matthew and Multiple Belles scenario, that would be a lot easier 😊). The way you wrote these guys, it didn’t really matter that I didn’t have a clear idea of who they were or what they looked like. That ending, though! I love when you swing from super dirty to super sweet. But, you should know, I do cuss you out whenever you say shit like “You’re the one.” Man, we’ve come a long way. When I started my personal spreadsheet for your audios, I tracked if an audio included the word “love” or got close to expressing feeling like that. These days, it would be almost every audio. I also can’t believe I stopped updating my spreadsheet. Some astrologer is going to revoke my Virgo status.

IndyJane

"I can say that I'm not afraid of so many things I was before" YES! THIS! When I found Matt my mentality was 'well if this messes me up whats a little more trauma', which quickly turned into 'actually this is ok' and then 'ok actually I needed this'. I'd basically taken all my sexual and emotional needs, locked them in a box, thrown the box under my bed and dropkicked the key into the Pacific. Then Matt waltzed in, kicked the box open, said 'I got you' and suddenly nothing in that box is scary anymore 💜

Kateastrophy

Oh, Matt. Being vulnerable and open with your needs is alr scary enough but doing it like you...that requires even more courage. It's ultra exposure therapy, actually. So don't be harsh on yourself. We all trial and error. I've got so much admiration for you in how you want to grow and help others grow too. The way you're considerate of the ppl in your life, how much time and effort you put in relationships with ppl. How much genuine love you have. You want to do good bc you are good. I'm happy that you've found a way to let your feelings out, and not in a "gotta get rid of them" kinda way, but just for you to be you and as emotional as you need to be. Often times it's not that we blv we're over the top or too much, but we're unsure of how others will react to us, and how will they receive us. Or if we've been made to feel like we are. It pains me a lot that you, someone with so much heart, felt like you had to keep his feelings separate and tone them down. I hope you won't ever feel like that again. One of the most precious things is that your feelings have the ability to touch others in this way, and help them in their own lives. I had my few "whops now I'm triggered" but every time I thought about it as an excellent opportunity to work on sth that I obv needed, but didn't even know, and in all honesty, wouldn't even know if it weren't for you. I can say that I'm not afraid of so many things that I was before. Precisely bc you were so kind and approachable, letting me be free to express myself in ways I needed to. Ah, you big teddy bear 🤭🤗 I'm so proud of you doing the hard work 💛 p.s. to gaslighting we say no to SPF we say yes 🤣

Katja

Dare I say we do look cute dripping in cum. Little snow angels🥹

Venusinaphrodite_

You are a treasure

darbyofshire

I love that one of the tags is CUTE. Like who doesn’t love cute group sexy with multiple men? And the crazy thing is that the audio was so cute.

Elmyra Forest

Dude Matt’s got it all wrong. The guy would be overcome with lust and need to f@ck BOTH of you.

Elmyra Forest

Hey Sarah! 💜 So glad it hit the spot. And me? 🥰I just love silly joking banter for aftercare, like we're pretending to be Larry David laughing about all the stupid situations we've been in recently, or crazy things we've noticed. Doing silly voices and playing being silly versions of ourselves. That's my ideal snuggletime! 😘 xx

Matthew Tower

So I’m less fuckable then next to you huh? He’d just forget allll about me. Got it✅😤 jerk lol

Venusinaphrodite_

Haha! It could be that 🔫 Or maybe I shoot at them with this 🐳💦 That'll get them running... 😂 Thank-you for reading the note and the lovely words about authenticity too Elmyra! It means the world. 🥰 xx

Matthew Tower

What lovely sentiments in the poem, Linda! 💜 Is it okay if I take it and borrow it for a little, if I promise to give it back to the person to whom it belongs in a little? 🥰 Have a beautiful weekend with your lovely humans. 😘xx

Matthew Tower

just listened to the audio. update: i’m now emotional...and incredibly turned on. also, not to be dramatic but i think the world would collapse if me, you, and tom ellis were in one room. i’m willing to take that chance though 😘🔥💗

aleigh -`♡´-

🤣🤣 Walked into that one...

Matthew Tower

🪩🎤🪩 😉

Matthew Tower

Hey bunny!! 💜 That position you're in - let's try it - the one there in your avatar... 😉🤸‍♀️

Matthew Tower

Caroline Marie! 💜 🥹 Thank-you for being amazing too and supporting the page and for also learning to carve elephants. (Why oh why did it have to be an elephant haha! 😅 Couldn't it have come a book of jokes about something pretty like doves 🤣)... Many kisses 😘xx

Matthew Tower

But if I was the last woman on EARTH... We would just have to go extinct 🤣🤣

Sophia

mind you, this is the same man calling other matts 'walmatt'

aleigh -`♡´-

Haha - I can fairly say I've never been better! 🥰 Except last weekend when I had an espresso martini in my hand...

Matthew Tower

Hey spicy chocolatier! 💜 I hope your change in career is going splendidly! Thank-you for the kind words on this [augmented] ramble-fantasy-whatever-it-is! Ahh! It’s so cool your wife knows how to push those extra buttons for you. I’m going to do more of these! Just as if we’re in bed and I’m helping us get to the big O! It was too fun. And thanks for reading my note too - you’re right - it’s totally about digging to the root of things, and that takes practice. I’m just a beginner in some ways. 😘 xx

Matthew Tower

holy fuck. i haven’t gotten to the audio yet – the note and these comments are destroying me (in the best way possible). my brain’s pure mush, so i’m not sure i have the capability to properly explain how i’m feeling, but i’m going to try. matt — please know that you have nothing to change. there is quite literally nothing i could ever critique, but the recent posts especially have been so special. i love the tuesday audios, i love all the heart you’ve put into them, and i love the emotions they inspire within me - no matter how conflicting they may be. lately, i’m finding myself not at the capacity to type the novel-length response i’d love to give - because i really could ramble about the various ways i’ve fallen in love with them - but just know that nothing you’ve done and said goes unappreciated on my part. i feel i avoid saying this cause i don’t want to sound para-social, but i truly have so much love for you in my heart. you’ve been an aide for my pain in a multitude of ways. i never imagined that becoming a part of this little paradise could make me feel so whole, and i would’ve never thought that being here would get me through the weeks in the way it has. you are such a gorgeous human being.💜 this only touches the surface of all i have to say, so i’ll go more in depth when my brain is able to. and as for the rest of you lovely people, i’m absolutely bawling my eyes out in my room at the comments. i’m feeling so much at once. what i can pinpoint with certainty is how grateful i am to know all of you. i have such a deep love for everyone here, whether we speak on a regular basis or not. thanks for being as stunning as you all are (inside and out). lots of love 💌, al 💗

aleigh -`♡´-

AHHH!! I have to go soon but thank-you for an INCREDIBLE week. F*ck!! 🤣 🥰Have a beautiful weekend!!!!!!😘xxxxxxxxxxxx

Matthew Tower

D 💜 It's funny that you used the phrase 'together alone' because there's a song by a band of old Kiwi nobodies that I really love with that title. It talks about the Māori creation myth, about distance and separation, and about being together despite it. Thanks for reminding me of it. It could almost be an anthem of my feelings right now. 🥰 xx

Matthew Tower

Hahaha - but me too! It'll all come clear at the end! xx

Matthew Tower

Thank-you Georgette!! Joa, gut so weit. Hope yours is lovely too! Tell us what you've been listening to some time! 💜 xx

Matthew Tower

Honestly same. For me, if I can at least have this fantasy in my head, then I'll take whatever I can get. If life isn't kind to me, at least I can try to be kind to myself when I have the courage to do so.

Kateastrophy

Safe travels, Ann!

Titania

I love the idea of a sexual aide! 🥵😍 Yes, please.

Titania

You know honestly what makes the emotional ones the most challenging even though they’re my favorite. Is the idea that no one feels like that about me. Annnd now I’ve broken my heart all over again because I’ve let myself think about it too much and now I’m crying. Jesus lol

Venusinaphrodite_

I have a mild version of it, I think they call it hypophantasia. Basically I can only see things in my mind if I've seen it before and even then it's like a blurry line drawing by a 3 year old 😂

Kateastrophy

I know perhaps I should write something moving or profound or analytical but to be honest, what I needed most tonight was exactly what you shared…an exciting and relaxing fantasy I can lose myself in. And the you and me time after? Without all those men that just took me and came inside me? Perfect. I need to be fucked and snuggled exactly like that. When we snuggle, what sort of things do you want me to whisper in your ear? What kind of input most gives you those satisfying shivers? What kind of aftercare do YOU need?💜

Harriet

Well, you hit some high points tonight. 1) While I will never do such a thing in real life, gangbangs are one of my earliest fantasies that made me realize I wasn't *quite* like my friends. 2) It's hard to explain, but I've always had a thing for what I call a 'sexual aide' and i was kind of imagining you in that role here. Usually, I'm imagining someone sitting up against the headboard, me laying with my back against their chest (with their arms wrapped around me under mine) and then a guy between my legs f#cking me. He's just going to town, giving me a good d!cking. But the person behind, I can feel either their t!ts (if it's a girl) against my back or their d¹ck (if it's a guy) against my lower back/ butt and they can whisper filthy, scandalous things in my ear, kiss/lick/suck on my shoulders, neck or ears, play with my b⁰⁰bs, reach down between my legs and play with my 😺 or grab my legs and hold them so I can get 👌👈ed better/ at a different angle. Bonus points if the d!ck falls out and they grab it, line it up and guide it back in me. 🥵🥵🥵 That's gotten me through a dry spell or 2 (or 467). Also for no reason other than I saw it and I love it, here is me from my 30s up through now whenever anyone talks about "going out" on Fri or Sat: https://fb.watch/ik9eVkLQSK/?mibextid=RUbZ1f Love you all! 😘💜💜💜

Kathryn

Niamh - it means the world to hear you say that it’s my viewpoint and the way I go about reframing certain experiences, that makes them easier to confront. 💜 I’d love to do more of that (I think I mentioned it to Eliza above). Like, there’s the ‘Fighting Off Daddy’ audio which was in the turret, which reframes CNC-type audios in a way that ensures we know it’s play. But I’d like to take it even further when I can so that we can push things in the same way, but different scenarios while keeping an understanding at the meta level. Or just creating an audio which chats about past trauma, and moves through it to sexiness. I know it’s possible. I think I just need my emotional IQ to develop a little more before I attempt it. But thank-you so much for the encouragement, because these sexy fantasy audios are just as fun and important and part of the process too!! 🥵 😘

Matthew Tower

WHAT! you can’t work WITH him you have to fight over me. Honestly Matthew🙄😂😂😂

Venusinaphrodite_

Whooo! *fans self* I think it adds a whole ‘nother layer of hotness that even this filthy fantasy is so sweet. I laughed when you said you don’t know why I’m the only woman left because I immediately asked how this happens bc that’s really how my brain works. 🤣 Thank you for writing your note. It shows your emotional journey and your vulnerability with us here and I am forever moved by/ amazed at/ bewildered by how authentic you are. Please come quick and kill off the other dudes. Only need you! 😍 pew pew pew! 🔫🔫🔫

Elmyra Forest

Sigh...Matthew, my darling, you are an amazing, beautiful man. I thought of you when reading this snippet from a poem by a high school girl to her boyfriend, now husband, "Thank you for being so real, true and individualistic, so full of smiles, laughter and love. How can there not be any love in you sweetheart? A heart without love is like an ocean without water.. it does not exist. When in deep discussion, feeling lucky enough to listen to you, or simply sitting in silence, you show me a love like no other. So, in return I love you, for... ~you are my beautiful man.". Remain true to yourself, keep creating from your heart, continue to love and be loved by all the beautiful Belles....you deserve it and so much more my love and light. Much love, Linda 😘🤗😘🤗

Linda

Aloha! Firstly I can’t wait to binge listen to this and other ones when I get back from travelling, as I can’t get a moment to myself to enjoy them *properly* right now. Secondly, a little response to your MattRant: I have always felt broken, because I sex will always be emotional for me and I’ve been told all my life I feel things too much and I’m the problem. It is comforting knowing there are others that are similar to me. And whilst sometimes those audios are painful, and emotionally I feel like I’ve been cheese grated afterwards, they are (in my opinion) some of the most beautiful, and they stay with me on multiple levels. I won’t go into all the details in how your audios have helped me push through things that have been blocking me for years, but please know that your stories have had quite a significant impact on someone. Whilst it’s fun and frivolous here, you’ve helped me push through some hard and heavy things too, and for that, thank you 💛

Clare

Chicken nuggets please with an extra large side of your very special sauce 😂😂

Alaina

Haha - I'll have to do a collab with him. [MM4F] Your First Double Mattsturbation...

Matthew Tower

The title of the song means "Mine" in Spanish 💃🕺 https://youtu.be/9UwG87XMKc4

Eternidad

This is quite not quite compelling reverse harem argument to me. Hot dirty talk as always swoon worthy 🖤🐇

BunnyRabbit

On way to Seattle then Vancouver Canada. Next week pattern review 😘💜

Ann

Curious to know Matt's thoughts on Aphantasia? Probably the stuff of nightmares for creative people 😂

Kateastrophy

“Your attempts to carve the elephant” made me emotional. Thanks for giving us a space to explore these things and allow some of us to experience this unique type of intimacy with you. It’s magical. I know I’m not the only one with this sentiment but I think you’re just amazing 💜

caroline m

You know what’s so funny. Last night I was thinking to myself “I hope Matt is doing ok he’s probably working right now.” I’m always glad when you’re able to share with us too. I know it’s tricky in a lot of ways. I don’t know, I just hope that you’re ok too through all of the growing.just a side thought. But now I have to go back to being mean to you. But only because I want your attention😉

Venusinaphrodite_

oh fuck me i just realized you included a little note - i REALLY won’t survive this 😭 so excited to read and listen as always!! BIGGG SMOOCH, kiwi 💗

aleigh -`♡´-

🤣🤣🤣https://youtu.be/4SBo5wzn4MI

Eternidad

I was stuck in the movies (puss in boots) till just now I forgot it was Friday. Can't wait to listen to this audio sounds like it's gonna be very steamy 💜

Eowyn

Yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyes! Structure: 1000000%, content: 1000000%! My wife and I have this thing where if I can't *quite* get over the edge, she'll whisper fantastically dirty fantasies in my ear, sometimes involving me and her, sometimes bringing in other partners, sometimes involving strangers. So yeah... this structure *really* worked for me. And the content...🥵 Definitely a go-to fantasy. A keeper. Re. your "rant": I confess I haven't had time or emotional bandwidth to follow the comment section, but I like what you say about needing positive models to help us envisage what we want in relationships. It's very true for me. I've had wonderful things happen in one relationship and brought them to another, with good success and much happiness. At the same time, those little pain points - *if* you can see clearly what the root is - can cause growth. Awareness is key. I love the new Tuesday audios. I love how you are showing up with all your emotions. It's beautiful. Truly. Much love from your spicy chocolatier! 💙💚💛

Titania

Having 2 men is my fantasy too! And if 1 is Matthew? Omg, yes please!

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Bob's Burgers-esque? Hi sexy zombies

Raegan Howard

will i survive this? probably not, but i’ll put my best foot forward 🫡

aleigh -`♡´-

Obviously YOU would be there. 😏😘 Struggling a bit at the thought of being shared. I'll have to circle le back and see if I let myself go there in an observatory way. Honestly. I'm still processing the rant. I'm so thankful for your vulnerability and the time you took to share. I need some time to really figure out my feelings in response. But for now I'll say this. I'm playing the lyrics to Billy Joel's Piano Man over and over in my mind. "They're sharing a drink they call loneliness, but it's better than drinking alone". It's NOT a perfect fit. It needs a little Invitation and Giving Tree from Shell Silverstein. But the concept of something profound being shared in very personal ways (often unspoken) holds true. There is healing in a tangible way as we all live through the art and emotion together alone. It's beautiful, messy, and feels like it shouldn't be possible. Yet here we are and that is incredible. That's ALL I've got friends. It's been a HELL-Of-A WEEK. 😘💜🤗

D

I wholeheartedly agree with that comment about jealousy 😂 I'd be lucky if someone that special even looked in my direction 😂

Kateastrophy

I do IV hydration services on the side...so I'll make sure he stays hydrated for us

Raegan Howard

Can I take this opportunity to formally request a zombie apocalypse audio?? Maybe near Halloween?? 🥺👉👈

Meg_just_Meg

Oh wouldn't that be amazing. Like the sleepy podcast....but with the sexiest voice ever....

Raegan Howard

Ok actually listened to the audio and I'm conflicted between 'omggg that was so hot', and 'ohhh no you're mine, nobody else allowed!' 😂 either way I know you'd take care of me

Kateastrophy

Hey Matthew! Wie gehts? I hope you have a lovely weekend. Cuídense 😙

Eternidad

Kiwi. You are truly one of a kind. Just a truly special human being. I've never experienced something so immersive. Sometimes it fucks with my head, but in a good way I think. I can honestly say I truly feel a love for you. Hearing all your different tones of voice, growls, laugh...and there's that connection I have in our sexy universe. And it is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I find a peacefulness in the judgement free zone. I don't have to judge myself because, well, if someone else thinks about the things I think about, then it's ok. The first comment I ever made on this page was "I'm jealous of whomever you're fucking in real life". Stand by that statement 100%. Along the line of you're elephant, one time someone asked me why Dave Matthews music is so special to me. And my 20 year old response was "he sings the way I wish someone would talk to me" and she pointed out that we get the final edited version. So that song I think is so special and sweet has been perfected by the time I hear it. And that may be true. But it doesn't matter to me, it lights my heart up like fireflies. With you, I don't think we're getting an edited version of your sounds, moans, tongue clicks when you say certain words..and you also light my heart up. I can only hope that in some little way....I do that for you too. Hugs and Smoochies.

Raegan Howard

This was beyond hot! 🔥🔥💦 I remember the other multiple partner audio you did a while back and for some reason it didn't work for me. But damn this one sure did! Now I'm so ready for my virtual sexy time a little later tonight, if I can wait that long! I didn't read all the comments from the Tuesday audio and feel bad I wasn't there to lend my support. I have been a bit quiet lately here only because of so many personal issues I have been dealing with. My father just went home this week from his heart surgery back in November so that is at least slowing down. But I am having surgery soon myself so this whole adulting bull shit is getting old. But since you and the Belles are part of my "self care" I hope to be on more. Stay sexy my friends! 💜💋

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Just read your note, and aaah! How are you so sweet and wonderful??? 😭 I haven’t gotten to see a lot of emotion from people when it comes to sexuality. Most of my “relationships” were very casual or one-sided emotionality. Me. I’m the emotional side. Even now that I’m in a healthy, stable relationship with my fiancé, it still feels weird seeing someone open and vulnerable. It’s kind of foreign and strange, but beautiful. Seeing it from you, across the world, in virtual space, also beautiful. I don’t even know what else to say. Following you, pouring over your work, getting butterflies every time I see a response from you - it’s all been a pleasure I never knew I needed. All the hugs and kisses. ❤️💋❤️💋❤️💋❤️

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Yay! 💦💦 Have fun with the tribe vax. 💜xx

Matthew Tower

Aw Matt your note got me right in the feels 😭 I think your vulnerability and emotion is a large part of what makes this page and your audios so special and resonate with people. As painful as memories of the past can be, feeling them combined with your narrative and viewpoint has made them easier to confront, in my experience at least. You have a huge talent for making the listener feel supported and given space to feel whatever feelings come up while simultaneously guiding us through the experience so please don’t doubt yourself when it comes to letting your own personal stuff come through because it only ever adds to the experience. As for that audio, I think you’re one of the only people that could get me excited by the idea of group sex 🙈 Especially with you holding my shoulders down and whispering filth like that to me 🥵🥵

Niamh

Oh Matt thank you for the beautiful letter about Tuesday's post and don't you DARE change a thing! You have single-handedly created a safe space for us to explore ourselves without fear of judgement or consequences. I can only speak for myself here, but as someone who's never had a positive sexual experience or even felt comfortable exploring, your audio's have allowed me to navigate my likes and dislikes. I never even dared fantasize about being loved or cared for before coming here (pun intended 😏) because that just wasn't something I ever thought was on the cards for me. So when I came here and began listening, I spent about 90% of it blushing like a damn idiot because I had absolutely no framework for dealing with being taken care of. I've been here for 2 weeks and they've been wild for me, because for the first time ever I felt comfortable exploring and accepting myself. Some audios feel like I've been turned into a human burrito in a soft blanket and I fall asleep to those, and others have me literally almost fainting from heat exhaustion 😅🥵 So don't you dare change a thing! You do you, we're just along for the ride 💜 Side note: if you ever feel like uploading more singing or poetry reading I am 110% on board with that (you could read the dictionary and I'd listen to the whole thing and probably drift into a peaceful sleep)

Kateastrophy

👀👀👀 Why do I want this so bad 😅

Niamh

Oh I can fuck other men now. Not you saying so after after harassing Walmatt last week. The audacity Lmao Also I have a wicked fantasy surrounding it so this is perfect timing😜😜😜

Venusinaphrodite_

How about a last man in Earth, and the Belles line up and let you get down to business?! Are you up for that challenge, Daddy 😜 ?!

Alaina

I’m in the middle of moving apartments right now and the description of the audio vs the very thoughtful rant absolutely has me- I can’t be tempted like this 😂😩🌸

Noelle A.

Not me having this exact fantasy for years now lol at this point it's like he's reading my diary 😂

TheGingerSnap

‼️PS- we’re finally recording tomorrow afternoon!!!!‼️

Emily Dawn

Have you seen Creamerie? For some reason it reminds me of you and the belles but I can’t quite put my finger on it. 🤔🤭 https://www.imdb.com/title/tt14301316/

Emily Dawn

Sometimes it hurts, and as much as I hate it some days it helps remind me what my wants and needs are and what’s important to me. A lot of us have had negative experiences. This is the first time we’ve probably had a space to share them and feel seen. There’s still a lot of shame some days in saying I have this to share. I wish I couldn’t relate. But then there’s the bigger feeling of it’s not just me. It’s not just you. And then it’s not singular but “us” and through those commonalities we turn pain into love and acceptance. So even when it hurts, whether I share it or not, I know I don’t have to be alone in it. And I don’t solely have negative connotations with a lot of experiences anymore. Slowly they get replaced with moments from here regarding them. I’m glad you’re not changing you’re approach. I don’t think any of us would ever want you to or even consider asking. It’s a pain i knowingly choose. It’s not a bad pain all the time. Sometimes it’s the pain of growth. Or challenging my perceptions. Or allowing myself the space to be myself. It hurts to say I haven’t had this or I went through this but it feels good to realize I’m looking back at something and not still in it. There’s fear for the future because of what- ifs and unknowns true. But at least I have the chance to experience better now. I wouldn’t be me today without you and the girls😘

Venusinaphrodite_

Hi Everyone! Will listen when I get home! At the Doctor's with my tribe getting 💉 with the teen tribe 🙃! Matt great last audio 🥹🥵! Double 💦💦 was heaven! Hope everyone is well 🙏🏾 💕!

Pisces Queen

I really like to read some of your thoughts and see some discussions, although my English is really bad and I need to use Google Translator hhh (maybe I only have good listening skills!) To be honest, I sometimes struggle with my real I don't know how to express it in English but your audio has always brought me some very different feelings, they are really good, whatever those feelings are, they are very precious to me. You're the best!💜🥰😘

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