MY SLIGHTLY DISJOINTED FANTASY (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)
Added 2021-11-30 21:01:00 +0000 UTC
As I was making this ramble, I became aware that not all of my fantasies are coherent - sometimes they jump all over the place and follow the path of whatever’s running through my mind at the time… 😜
I don’t know if yours are like that too sometimes, but hopefully this is enjoyable in its own raw and unique way, anyway!!😅
💜🧔🏻💐Matthew
Just listened to this gem and.....wow I am sated, a beautiful, wet, sore (a little too vigorous with masturbating) 😼.....love all the different positions, different positions hit different spots, this was extremely hot🌋⛲🌡🔥
Linda
2022-05-10 00:19:57 +0000 UTC
😎🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🐇
BunnyRabbit
2022-04-04 00:34:17 +0000 UTC
I ❤️ this so much. So MUCH!🤤🤗🥵
Katie
2021-12-26 12:27:03 +0000 UTC
I dont normally like ramblefap but you have me in love with you right now OMG😍😍😍
CapGyrl
2021-12-11 11:36:33 +0000 UTC
gosh, not me whispering fuck at your inhale at 5:14. it made it even better 💗💗💗
LalaLitten
2021-12-07 08:43:37 +0000 UTC
Yow - thanks for the hot comment, Vanessa! 💜I'm planning on doing an 'oral fun week' sometime soon! So a 'his' and 'hers' - with a full audio devoted to each! So thanks for the extra inspiration here. 🥵There will be some tongue-probing into openings for sure... 😏😅And sucks to hear about the car. Worst timing!! 🤬Have a great weekend, and hope you like the new audio, even though you're gonna have to do as much imagining as I did! 😉😘
Matthew Tower
2021-12-03 21:14:39 +0000 UTC
Hey - thank-you so much for taking the time to comment or read the discussions on this post. Although I can’t reply to new comments here now, I’ll still be returning to read and 💜 them from time-to-time, so even if you feel a bit late to the party please say hi! Much love, 🧔🏻💐Matthew
Matthew Tower
2021-12-03 21:07:29 +0000 UTC
So Matthew, this got me thinking alot about how I fantasize whilst masturbating. Do I do like you? Disjointed, discombobulated thought? I think not. But I DO have a highlight reel in my head. I'm an audio /visual person mainly and of course a physical touch person as we've already established via the 5 Love Signs. So say for example I'm feeling turned on by the idea of a man shooting a massive load. Spraying. I will think of all the instances I've seen recently where that turned me on. My boy toy came so much & so hard it landed all over & in his open with pleasure mouth! I thought that was super hot. I saw a porno where I guy did the same. Spraying over & over & over onto his lips & chest. I think of your Shadow Play video where I see you shoot in shadow! I think of the sexy sounds & words said when you did it. By then usually I've cum myself. Usually thou I only think of one person that really turns me on. Could be a real life love or crush from past or present. Celebrity. Or lately you are the star of my fantasy Matt.🤩😍🥰💜😉. I think about the parts of their body that attract me most and what I wanna do with said body part. Be that suck, lick, kiss, caress, nibble, bite( lightly). If it's a hot cock I'm especially attracted to the head. Isn't it just the softest, smoothest most sensitive of skin!!! Running your tongue over the terrain of the tip is bliss! Making circles around the ridge, probing my tongue into the opening, seeing how the whole of it fits into my mouth to suckle on so perfectly, like a pacifier! Same calming effect too! Yeah so I think of those sensations. Recall the feeling to mind to cum along with a visual it works best. Then there is the element of surprise. This is why I'm here with you and I require & admire what you do. Each week new audios. I don't know where you're going to go? Much like a real life sexual experience....what will you do to me? 🤪😍. I has trouble getting off to this audio. Listen a few times. I think it's more a reflection on me thou than you. You're always amazing. I had a rough week. My car broke down & had to have it towed & buy a new $500 battery(right before Christmas!!😬). Maybe not feeling my best physically. I should've eaten YOU instead of the cookies!!🤣🤣🤣. Speaking of gobbling you up. You might've missed my fantasy inspired by your cover art this week. It's under Llaras beached whale post. I know you mostly see new comments-not the replies. She says it's me at my best so here you go...
That thumbnail pic is still on my mind. I can picture myself hovering over your massive erection, my legs splayed wide on either side of your head but pussy hovering above. You can see it, but can't lick it. It's my turn to be a tease Mr Tower. As you look up at my delicious cunt , I am busy removing the sheet and slowly fitting Moby into my mouth. When you least expect it I lower my pussy down to your lips so you can feel how wet with desire I am for you! Perhaps even grind myself on your chin & let your beard provide some lovely friction, but that's all I'll allow for now. Once I have your cock swollen to full capacity I will need you to fill me completely. I leave the rest to your imagination but yes I TOTALLY agree with Agatha! I've been longing for an oral audio OR VIDEO from you Matt. As a person who loves cock(yours in particular🐳😍) and sucking a man off I'd love to hear what you like. Your sounds as the act is going down. I wanna gaze up into your eyes with your cock in my mouth. See how much you're enjoying it. Perhaps even hear some ramblings of pleasure & encouragement? And yes you are always so generous in moving on & giving us pleasure but this should be all about you right down to the finish! I wanna see you, TASTE you, touch you!! Let me take care of you. Your cock is worthy of ALL my attention and I wanna give it. Looking forward to this audio. I'm sure it will leave me licking my lips!
VANESSA
2021-12-03 18:22:27 +0000 UTC
Katie, I was in your shoes a few weeks ago with the WI incident. I feel you. Yes, our lives are so interconnected these days in this beautiful and brutal dance of life and death. When the "WTFs?!!??" are too many, the escape to safe spaces filled with beauty and camaraderie, like this one, is so very welcome. I hope you are able to find time and space to sit with your grief. Much love. 💙💚💛
Titania
2021-12-03 05:21:52 +0000 UTC
I have waited to post this till almost the new Friday audio is out, and I will make this short and ambiguous as to not unintentionally trigger anybody.
I think it can be enlightening and humbling at times to remember just how small the world is… Earlier this week, a uniquely American tragedy occurred once again. This time in the mitten state ✋, in a town that I happen to live directly next to and visit regularly. I didn’t grow up in this community, but have been visiting since I was a child. I don’t have any direct affiliation with those directly affected… and even still the trauma is so vivid and heartbreak so real, especially while working for a community news outlet.
This has made me think about the 6 degrees of separation and how distance and time are truly relative as it seems there are so many other ways to be connected…as we experience here. We are always connected to someone celebrating, hurting, sick, healthy, and every other state of being just by a few degrees.
I am so grateful for this space that we can all escape to from all parts of the world, to make connection and find empathy. It’s a beautiful reminder of all the good in the world, even at the darkest of times. After all, it’s a small world.
Love to you all ❤️❤️❤️
Katie
2021-12-03 01:47:35 +0000 UTC
Thanks Shelley! 💜Nice to hear from you! xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-02 21:48:50 +0000 UTC
Simply brilliant, Matthew💋💋🔥
Shelley
2021-12-02 16:57:52 +0000 UTC
K 💜 I've never put hot water over passionfruit. Next time for sure! No plethora of phrases! 😂 If anyone has a list of sexy metaphors that would be super helpful… But think how lazy my imagination would get… Funny you mention the internal cameras. A bedsheet does a pretty good job of simulating that too…😉 As for running out of ideas. I remember asking mama Tower when I was a k*d: “What happens when all the songs have been written and there are no new ones?” She said: “You’ll come up with something.” My guess is she’s probably right. 🤗😘xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-02 10:45:19 +0000 UTC
💜Katya, I know that feeling of having so much to say exactly. It's like one hundred people trying to get out the door at the same time, so nobody gets out! 😂You have to sit everyone down on the mat, take your time and call them out one by one. 🤣And yes to leaving blank parts on the canvas!! Where's the fun if we're not both creating something together, huh? I even started making notes about this for a new meta audio. About how simple audios are, and why that's soo great. Here's my note to self. No doubt you'll hear it again in some form sometime 🤣: "It’s not a video game, it’s a ball, it's a doll. Simple toys never go out of fashion, right? Because they leave enough room to interact with your imagination, create your own rules..." Same with theatre right? You're in it, recreating it, not just a passive observer. 😘Also... 👀= 🔵🔵xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-02 10:37:29 +0000 UTC
When’s the Ramble Club getaway? Sign me up… cuz this was just DAMN FINE for me. I can put my thoughts together after the QUAKING finally subsided… twice… 😏
We all know how I go on my re-imaginings or creative timeouts many a time while listening to you say and do things to me… 😏😉😉
I’m smiling recalling the various positions and angles and moments of connection that have come flowing out of my mind.
So ramble away my love… #hereforit 😘
My smile @ the delightful lilts in your voice @ “relAxing”… soon taken over by my 😁😅 @ “as one likes to do sometimes.”
Okay…? Only sometimes… riiight… 😜
OMG, if I’m having a “meh” day you’re definitely on the list as one of my go-to’s. But I can’t listen to you during the working day as I’d need to get down in my FEELz and I’d want to be in my own physical and mental space for that. I want no interruptions when it’s Towers Time. 😏
Esp with how quickly this one took me from loveable banter to sexy sneak up on you vibes. 😍
💜 the natural conversational aura at the start. It does remind me of past conversations / chill modes that slowly but surely evolved into knowing, tactile touches and looks… when bodies start to respond to the change in electricity. Smiling at the way she always gives a slight tingle and begins the ache in me for something to discover her arousal.
My *GRUNT CHUCKLE* @ “No I get that’s pretty rare.” Got that right… 😂
This is such a great follow-on from me catching up… after listening to TANTRA, TOUCHING OURSELVES TOGETHER, AND TURRET… all on the same mental vibrations…
Yeah… got you… word that comes to mind is: irreversibly… 🖐🏾
💜 the sleep analogy… so true…
When it hits you, it pulls you right in… and it’s lights out… and away we go! [okay, why am I now thinking of F1? 😀 - that’s what the commentators say tbf hehe]
Mmnn… Passion fruit… haven’t had any in a while. The smell alone is so gorj… and then when you pour hot water over it to extract the juices… UGH 😍👃⚡️
Now I’m thinking of you pouring hot words and phrases and moans and groans and body parts over me… to extract mine… 😏😉
This is layered with SO MANY of the things I love:
Open mouths… intermingling breaths… sipping… rolling tongues… lip sucking and nipping and biting…
Arms up behind my head… breasts elevated… gazes locked… ANTICIPATION…
Reaching fingers… soon meshed… bodies drawn like magnets, fusing…
Breathiness… soft moans… ministrations wrapped in phrases that say what we see/like/want and how we want to give/receive pleasure…
Uhuh… “Skin against skin is like, a warm breeze blowing over soft sand.”
Do you have a plethora of phrases categorised and ready to pick and choose? Ones that your brain has gotten used to using over time? 😏
Bet you don’t but it’s moments like this that just make me sigh in pleasure at how your mind just knows what to say straight away, to suit the mood so well. 💜
🌟Practise makes Permanent - love that mantra I got from a 7 year old back in 2012. 💫
Back to those phrases… yeah, it’s like they’re floating around in your head, singed to your psyche.
Bodies rubbing and sliding… hills and valleys… textures… sensations… (re)discovering treasures…
💜 “… harvest them with my lips…” seriously… FFS… 😏💜🙌🏾
Fun one liners… bringing me usual delight… just love how I smile/chuckle when you do. 💛😀💜
And I love how this moment is like a good saunter chune… taking its time… setting the scene… slowly but surely rising and rising to a crescendo…
💜 The interchanging audio… 💜
😻😏 “… instrument of pleasure…”
My mind flitters back to NATURE LOVERS where I shared the fact that certain words light a flame/switch in me…
Full… and heavy… are doing just that right now… 🔥🤤
The way he lays against me… the weight… the drifting as if pulled by a magnet… the dips… the nudges… the pulses…
The way my eyes roll back in delight… and a slow smile spreads across my face… ANTICIPATION…
GROANS… GASPS…
Necessary weight… ushering the need… connection through pressed palms and pointed nipples…
The way we emit soft shudders of “(Oh) Fuck” together throughout… UGH… the synergy… 🔥
There we go… he soon discovers the arousal she had building from the time you held my face.
TLC… forehead caresses…
😻🙌🏾 “beaching there…” ➡️ Oh G** someone was determined to make me have a 🐳 image in my head… 😏😀
💜 “… waves of your 😻 lips.”
I’m always thinking about waves so this is heaven…
💜 TEASING… Oh lawd, what I freakin LIVE FOR… 💛
Favourite sequences… neck kissing down to my mounds and their juicy peaks… your knowing tongue driving me to welcomed insanity…
Him nestled… pressing… nudging… waiting… 😻🤤🥵💦
ANTICIPATION…
Dominance to my restrainee brat aura… here for it… 😍
🔥🔥 More teasing sensations that fuel more intensity… 🔥🔥
Invasion versus pull… here for whichever mood we create in the moment…
Every time… at this moment, I picture that TV programme featuring couples, where they showed what penetration looks like with internal cameras.
And I simultaneously recall the sensation… as my mind evolves the visual into you sliding/popping into me…
🔥 SO FH 🔥
The readiness for him… uhuh, that resistance… tight… just right…
The sounds our bodies make 😻💦⚡️… the filling… FUCK…
ALL the positions… and visuals… and angles… moments of connection and arousal… UGH… the detail in what you see and how we’re taking in each other… 😻🙄🔥🤤💦🥵💥
The way we revel in each other as we give in to the giver pleasure cycle… FUCK. ME.
The way she just jumped again and dripped as you say where the bridge of your nose is… the way I’m gyrating my hips as you INHALE me down below and IMPALE me up top… 🙄🔥💦🥵
FS… the REALz @ those muffled moans… 🙄🔥🤤
Me smiling at the fact I’ve penned all these positions in my musings. As I give you what you want… what you crave… as I feel my body reaching the edge… SO fuckin wet…
😻 “abdomen rolling like a wave”
Uhuh… I wanna cum now…
🙄💦💥 Fuck me harder… long and hard…
OMFG… you riding the edge pumping into me, as I strum her… my hand tightly wedged in between us…
Uhuh… let go, unleash into me…
My clench @ your “Oh G**”
Those fuckin spurts… the way I’m spasming against you as I release a looong shudder of an orgasm all over you…
OMG… your “stohhp oh fuck stop”… the frickin REALz… 🔥💦🥵
The way my eyes look up at you and smile… as your heartbeat searches to find a similar rhythm against my chest… as we saunter back to Chillsville…
I’m here wondering if I’m gonna have an aftershock… we may not be going to sleep just yet… 😏😀
Yeah… Disjointed rambles… right up my alley baybee… 🥃🥃 to the weird and wonderful… night night.
😏😍🔥🤤😈🍑💦🍆⚡️💦🥵
Sometimes I wonder when you’ll run out of ideas but then I remember you can explore so many facets of life, and take the mundane (lint roll) and sexy the hell out of it… so the creativity is endless… 😀
Pfft… it’s early morning and I’m JUST going to 😴 (day off, yay)… 😁😅… but it is night for you. Sleep well later.
💛😘💜
FFSWhatudoin2me (K)
2021-12-02 06:48:57 +0000 UTC
The audacity of this! Of you! Why does it have to be so real? 😩 Gosh, the hold you have on me while I don't even know the color of your eyes is ridiculous. That's oddly specific lol. There's so much I want to say that I kind of don't know what to say exactly. In these moments I wish you could just know how I feel without me having to use words. I already rely a lot on you to understand me when I get so scattered like this lol. I guess, I'm a bit stunned - everything felt just right. At one point I was just enjoying listening to you and letting you take me where you want. As more and more time passes I realise just how much of an empty space you leave for the listener to fill out. Like a blank canvas on which I can add my own colours too. I think that to me you appear quite energetic haha while I'm more calm (here at least ) so I get swept away by your imagination easily. I'm honestly having so much fun because I love playing along ( theatre upbringing 😂) and daydreaming and I'm super curious so I enjoy not knowing what's coming next. That's also troublesome sometimes hahaha. Anyways, I really enjoyed it! Oh! And the kisses have a special place in my heart always🥰🤗
Katja
2021-12-01 23:26:45 +0000 UTC
🤗Ann - hey! Thanks for getting nice and intimate with me... 😌Hope you're having a good start to the week! 💜
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 21:55:16 +0000 UTC
Katie - to me that sounds like a perfectly normal and healthy way to get in the mood no matter time of life, huh? I still find it weird to hear of guys thinking a woman's body is like a soft-serve machine. Push the magic button once and the goodness comes out. 😆Ready to serve. 😋😂 Whisper ramble.. hmmm... I will work out how to do this without making everyone and myself fall asleep... xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 21:52:48 +0000 UTC
💪😘💜
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 21:43:56 +0000 UTC
Could it 'liebevolle' be Deutsch word of the day?? Ja, danke! 💜And yes - agreed. Get back onto the bed. We ain't finished. 😈😁xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 21:43:28 +0000 UTC
Thank you Matthew that was nice. I like it when you talk to me/us 🤗💜
Ann
2021-12-01 19:44:26 +0000 UTC
Okay, I’m back. 😂
What makes this audio so perfect for me is what you say in the beginning, about being in just a content and peaceful place and the sexual energy just grows without you noticing and then all at once it’s just like WHOA okay… like that’s so profound and even important to me in a way to hear you articulate that because that is like my jam. Idk if it’s just habit at this point or because of some of the medication I’m on or just because I’m not super comfortable in my skin at this time in life, but like I can’t just go from zero to 100 even in the sexiest of times. The chemical reactions just don’t happen that way. So like when it’s just me, I have a little playlist of audios that turn me on (a lot of kissing, mouth sounds) and that I bookend with your new one and then I’ll go through the archives too. So it’s just like I’m hanging out, chilling till I start to cramp a little and then I get to the (as you call it) irrevocable stage and I’m good to go. It’s hard to find a man with that kind of patience, especially one whose not spending the night (ya know what I’m saying lol) and trying to explain that at times is like teaching Calculus to a toddler. It’s just not going to happen. Lol So ANYWAY! Thank you for that because sometimes I feel a little shamed I guess when I can’t get off with someone and I’m just like you didn’t listen to the instructions! 🙃
Okay that was my ramble lol
Maybe next time a little whisper ramble!?
☺️☺️☺️😘😘😘
Katie
2021-12-01 18:09:58 +0000 UTC
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 (Your description!)
That was once my fav sexy songs too.
…Back of the club taking shots gettin rowdy, no invitations it’s a private party.
Fuck. I forgot how much I love that song.
#whenhorriblepeoplemakegoodmusic
Katie
2021-12-01 17:45:30 +0000 UTC
🥵❤️🥰
Madison Diaz
2021-12-01 15:00:21 +0000 UTC
Thank you for this absolutely liebevolle (lovely, literally full of love), steaming and erotic phantasy montage. Your words described just how I and apparently many others see it in their phantasies. The film is still rolling in my mind, so I’ll get back on set, if you don’t mind. 😉 But from now instead of “action” I shall say “I want to come. F*ck me!” 🥵🍿🎬🎥
Elly
2021-12-01 14:27:16 +0000 UTC
"Vulnerability is not about winning or losing. It courage to show up even when you can't control the outcome" - Brene Brown
I find as we have progressed over the past year, we all have shared vulnerable parts of ourselves and we're open to new experiences and adventures with you Matthew.
Honestly, this was a great audio. It had me a bit melancholic for wanting to be in that space again with a partner. Is it weird that I kinda had this whole experience in a dream this past summer 😳???? It was also a bit super eerie for me 😅😅😅.
Bits that I loved about the audio:
Your Instrument of Pleasure - is always welcome to play in my Radio City Music Hall. You're music is always sweet to our ears 👂
Gripping our ass - nothing says I want you bad than Gripping my ass cheek ..😅
When you mention Invading us - reminds me of Symbiosis (think Venom and Eddie Brock of Marvel Comics connection); two different organisms in need of mutal benefits - the touch, taste, smell of each others body. Who doesn't want to be enveloped in your auratic space?
As for good old 69 - please sir....can you eat me some more 🥺🥺🥺🥺??? I do enjoy hearing a partner moan when I have their man meat in my mouth 😋🤤 - it's such a HUGE turn on for my 🐈⬛. The finale of your thoughts was so good. I had a shower thought this morning. When you ask us questions for anything, I just want to put a finger over your lips and say " I consent to everything " that way no time is wasted.
I thought of this song:https://youtu.be/_bFwrGLcO2c
**Note: I am not a supporter of one of the artists in this song, but the song writing was stellar on this hit with Lady Gaga.** - PQ🐟👑
Pisces Queen
2021-12-01 10:43:42 +0000 UTC
It’s been a very long day 😔 & I was going to wait till I was more “in the mood” to listen, but curiosity was teasing the 🐈, and I couldn’t sleep….
And I…. I mean…wha….whoa… 😵🙀🚨
Waittt…I really need to dedicate some quality time with this.
Like ramble should be a reoccurring segment. And by should I mean must.
I’m overwhelmed with the new level of lustful steamy red hot sexy this was and I….. i don’t even…. What!?
😍🤤🤭👏👅☄️💥🔥🌋🎆
Katie
2021-12-01 07:53:15 +0000 UTC
What a heartwarming comment, D! 💜To borrow your lovely metaphor, it's nice to know I can just strip back and sketch while I'm working on other larger pieces, and it will still be enjoyed just as much! Variety is everything, huh... 🥰And be-ing 🐝🐝able to be vulnerable with you is a pure pleasure too! 😁🤗xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 06:17:56 +0000 UTC
Oohhh it’s so clever!!!! Damn it lol ✍️”you’re whalecum to blow your load anytime🐳” 😂😘
Venusinaphrodite_
2021-12-01 06:12:49 +0000 UTC
Yay 💜Julianne - thanks for the extra support and I'm so glad you're enjoying them!! And you know me well enough to know I'm always happy to hear that! 😉😘xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 05:58:45 +0000 UTC
Ha - Emily - I didn't even realise that Moby reference was happening!! That is too funny!! I realise the whale is lolling around in my subconscious now though, because the other day I tried to bring up the whale emoji by typing 'Moby' into the search bar🤦🏻♂️ and couldn't figure out what was wrong 😂. And yay - it arrived!! And yeah, the spanks!! Lulu did an amazing job of that guide!! 🥵🍑💥xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 05:55:27 +0000 UTC
For your pockets. 1 ✍🏻"Remember me please" 2 ✍🏻 "cause I ain't forgetting these" 😁😘xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 05:44:43 +0000 UTC
💜Titania! Well, it's so cool that you think in pictures and concepts, because you're still very good with words and introducing concepts to us. 😆 The 'universal utterance' reminds me, I was in a business conference with a motivation speaker, bored sh*tless, and he was talking about the power of positive thinking, saying how constructive thinking - saying yes, makes things happen, where blocking ideas - saying no - stops the growth mindset. Something like that. And he gets all worked up, like he's doing his best Anthony Robbins, and he calls out. "Okay, so what is the most powerful word in the world???" And I muttered "f*ck" under my breath, but it came out louder than I thought. 😅xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 05:38:23 +0000 UTC
Honey! 💜That's so true with the other everyday fantasies. I've always loved the French phrase - l'esprit d'escalier - staircase wit - thinking of the thing you wish you'd said later - as you go back down the stairs. 😂Or thinking later of what you could have done with a 69 fantasy / train of thought 🤦🏻♂️😅xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 05:29:08 +0000 UTC
Sigh. Matthew... this was 💜. There are intricate details I can admire and appreciate in your well written and produced pieces. Like studying the brush strokes of impressionist pieces I always see new things. But this... these moments are the sweetest invitation to simply come and be and feel. Just like I prefer a striped down acoustic guitar and writers round, I'll always have a special fondness for striped down vulnerable Matt (metaphorically speaking!) Thank you for continuing to send the open invitation from time to time. Be-ing is such a gift. Be-ing with you is pure pleasure. 🤗😘💜
D
2021-12-01 05:28:15 +0000 UTC
Damn!! Well, it will be with you in time for Friday's appointment with the Fertility Doc, Dawn! 💜In the meantime... I've heard these are pretty good:👇😁😘
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 05:24:07 +0000 UTC
It's rare, but it DOES happen!! I swear!! 😂
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 05:21:11 +0000 UTC
The photo has me very excited for the next few updates 🥵👅 (well I’m always excited lol) but now I’m doubly excited 😆 And I got both my books the other day and I’m getting my fill reading them so I’m feeling pretty spoiled by it all ☺️ You know me by now it’s always thank you daddy for the best content you know we love it! 💋
Julianne
2021-12-01 04:05:37 +0000 UTC
I have a confession: the meta format is my favorite. I also really enjoyed the evocative language in this one:
“A warm breeze blowing over soft sand…”
And the imagery of Moby “beaching” before slipping between the “waves”… 😏
I also wanted to say that my notebook arrived yesterday and… 😳🥵 I felt like I needed a cigarette after reading that spanking guide in the middle.
Emily Dawn
2021-12-01 03:17:07 +0000 UTC
9:00 minute mark is 🥵💦! Excuse my vulgarity, but you eat pussy like your life depends on it and it is legitimately the hottest thing ever.
Alaina
2021-12-01 03:13:59 +0000 UTC
Haha Matt I’ll even let you sign both breast pockets lol can I pet Moby one last time while I sign “I’ll stay wet, you stay cool🐳”😅 And there’s nothing short about you👀😏 thank you for everything! You’ll continue to do amazing things I have no doubts. Hopefully my bratty self has annoyed you enough to last a lifetime😂 I might not be here but I’ll always be in your corner. So Cheers🥂 this one’s for you. Lots of love to you too.
Venusinaphrodite_
2021-12-01 03:00:39 +0000 UTC
F*ckity f*ck f*ck f*ck! This is so hot! It's all the little "Oh f*cks" and "Oh Gods" that do it for me. Obviously you have to use words to communicate your fantasies, but it's the little involuntary exclamations (and that orgasm!) that bring it all to glorious, visceral reality. What's left in one's brain when overwhelmed by sensation but "Oh f*uck" and "I love you?" - the universal utterances! 🤣 Well, at least that's me...I'm one of those people who don't think in words, but rather pictures and concepts - thanks IndyJane for that reminder. I'm so envious and appreciative of the verbal thinkers...
You have poetry even in your ramblings, my dear. 🐳🏖🌊 Thank you for showing up with both your creativity and raw vulnerability. There is so much to love here. 💙💚💛
Titania
2021-12-01 02:44:22 +0000 UTC
Instrument of pleasure 😂 MATT 😂 And I know the possibility of "I thought I was the only one" being true is like little to none, but it's really nice to know there are others who have disjointed fantasies. Not even necessarily erotic fantasies. Sometimes just everyday things, or ideal scenarios, or even things you wish you'd said during a debate or argument. 😂
Also I love the positions you described here, especially the 69.....until you said stop 👀 make of that what you will 🥴🥴 and ooh! Nipple play 💕 I'm not sure if I've mentioned before, but I also really appreciate that you're very attentive to your partner's pleasure in all your audios. It's...very different from what I'm used to, irl and in similar fantasies oop 👀 and your moans and the cursing, as usual, so good 🥰
And is that... 👀 moby 👀 on thumbnail? 👀 Damn, boi. Can I just— 🤲 nvm I'll see myself out 😂
Honey D.A.
2021-12-01 02:34:25 +0000 UTC
The good and the bad...Good=new audio from Matthew! Bad=my new vibe won't be here for two more days! Oh well, going to just have to listen again! and again and again
Dawn
2021-12-01 02:19:11 +0000 UTC
“No..ok..that’s pretty rare..”😂🤣😂🤣
Double LL
2021-12-01 02:18:18 +0000 UTC
🔥👆🏻Yow, that was scorching, Kris 💜I have to say, your imagination then took me on a much bendier, faster, hotter ride than mine is capable of! 🚗💨 Maybe I should practicing time and space leaps too! And thank-you for reminding me of the ex-watching fantasy. Yes!! I have that sometimes too. That is so going into a ramble. 🥵Not to mention, Moby thanks you for the attention! He'll be humping his way back into a video in a couple of weeks... 🐳This picture exactly... 😉xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 02:17:47 +0000 UTC
Kelly 💜- I might have to get writer's block a bit more often then...😅Now as it happens I just lost my pen. What should I twiddle instead... 😁😘xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 01:54:39 +0000 UTC
Emmi, 💜your on-button is jammed on standby again?? 🔘This time maybe I'll try to use my tongue to free it?😛xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 01:51:17 +0000 UTC
What delicious twists and turns your mind takes, my dear Matthew. I experience something a bit similar in that my fantasies are constantly shifting. One moment I'm fully pinned beneath you, feigning weakness and resistance, feeding a CNC/prey kink. Within the same breath, I'm on top, perched on your cock like an angel, riding you hard and fast as the devil. Seconds later I picture your face between my legs, beard scratching against my inner thighs. 9/10 it's in a car because I'm forever distressed at the fact that anyone with a vagina can't properly experience roadhead, at least not without some degree of difficulty. The next moment I picture my breasts pressed against glass as you take me from behind. Once in a while an old ex passes by and has to see all that they're missing. That always puts a smile on my face. For all that, however, one fantasy remains constant. I must admit I've been pondering the taste of your tongue, the skin of your neck, the bud of your nipples, and the head of your cock ever since your audios worked their way into my life. Taste has always been my preferred sense; I can hardly help my desire to savor you. I'm not quite sure why, but I always imagine your lips tasting of whiskey and lime-a bit of a punch cut with something sweet. Just based on how you've defined yourself--untamed, a bit wild but incredibly kindhearted--I think it's a fitting flavor. A neck which tastes of salt and a bitter dab of cologne. I can only hope you'd forgive me if I wanted to suck a trail of purple around your throat. Not to be horribly crass but sucking a lover's tits is a favored past time, regardless of sex or gender. I suppose that's less about taste and more about the reaction it usually gets, especially when I choose to bite. Something about leaving a bite mark on a breast is immensely satisfying. I suppose that brings my little fantasy to your cock. Dearest Moby, devil of a thing, has manifested itself into so many late night thoughts. I practically have its curvature memorized with how generous you've been with your sharing. I always imagine salt, musk, fruit and whipped cream as of late...but there's some unknown quality which can only be described as you. Everyone has a unique flavor and I'll admit it's a little upsetting I don't know yours. Maybe it's more fun guessing though; playing in the fantasy as long as you can. Rest assured, you'll be lingering in my thoughts likely for the rest of my life. Much love💜💜💜
Kris
2021-12-01 01:38:05 +0000 UTC
💜Kelsey, it feels like the last day of high-school. Here we traditionally sign each other's uniforms. I got your breast pocket. You got my fly? 😌
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 01:33:35 +0000 UTC
I think I speak for all us Belles when I say the ramblef@p is such a turn on. So nice to hear you enjoy yourself. I love the way you show us a kind of vulnerable and raw state, and it’s so sexy to hear you turned on. If you ever have writer’s block or no time to edit, a ramble is more than sufficient. 😍🥰😘
Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)
2021-12-01 01:32:41 +0000 UTC
You may be blunt anytime with me, Jenn!! 🥵In fact, I might need it more... 🔥😩🔥Here's to our quirks! 🥂As for struggling to get back into study, well, I think that's pretty universal! 😂xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 01:30:12 +0000 UTC
Hey, Kelsey, thank-you. For the fun and inspiration, the sexy talk and smiles. You are an amazing woman and it has been a pleasure to come here and bask in the wonder that is you. Don’t know where your going but I bet it’s going to be a whole lot better once you show up there. I think you kinda have that effect wherever you go. Much love to you 😘
Double LL
2021-12-01 01:26:51 +0000 UTC
Hey SR! 💜Thank-you for letting my little self-portrait hang in your mind for a few minutes! 🧔🏻I was actually tempted to do a little pillow talk about the comments from the last audio, 😂but I figured it might be a bit weird on repeat listens! Have a great week too! 😘xx
Matthew Tower
2021-12-01 01:25:10 +0000 UTC
Are you even real 😭?
Don’t even know what to write here to be honest… My brain is still on “Stand-By” after that audio 🥴🔥
I love the fact that you always put in crucial details that make this ‘experience’ seem so real and intimate… makes it much easier to imagine
☺️💭
And now excuse me I have to change the sheets. 🛏✌🏻
Schönen Tag wünsch ich dir :) :*
Emmi
2021-12-01 01:24:57 +0000 UTC
And to all my lovely sister Belles I just wanted to take a moment to say goodbye🥰
It took a couple of days for the pieces of what I wanted to say to come to me. But last night they finally fit together in a way that felt right. So I’ve been having a little countdown. And now today is here.
I came here a year ago telling myself to be brave and hoping this would be the next step in my healing journey. What I didn’t anticipate then was how much being here would mean to me and how it turned into a self-discovery and self-acceptance journey all on its own. Or how I would come to love being here just for the sake of being. I’ve grown so much here. And I really would love to stay here forever lol but now It’s time for me to be brave again. Sometimes I think that being brave doesn’t mean doing something with the absence of fear. It means doing it despite the fact that fear is present. And I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t terrified. This is such a part of my everyday. But I’m also excited about going forward with what I’ve learned here. Everything can be a lesson, a growing point, an adventure. And this has been all of those and more.
I’m very honored to have you all grace the pages of my story. And I’m going to use my time here and all the amazing moments I’ve had with all of you as a catalyst during my chapters to come. I will miss everyone terribly. The jokes, the music playlists, the quiet moments and the vulnerable ones. I’ve laughed until I’ve cried and cried until my eyes hurt. Everyone here is so beautiful. Inspiring. Talented. Strong. Week after week I’ve both sit and listened or talked and interacted with you in awe. Thank you for allowing me into a space in your lives during my time here. It’s been nothing short of amazing. I can’t imagine how brightly you’ll all continue to light up the world. I may not get to see it firsthand but from the glimpses I’ve experienced I know I’ll always feel the glow of it. Thank you for using your fire to light a candle to stay with me on my path. Remember you can do anything. Prendere il salto. I believe in you. You have all my love. Xx. 💜Always, K.
Venusinaphrodite_
2021-12-01 00:45:01 +0000 UTC
Are our brains supposed to be functioning enough to answer rhetorical questions because R.I.P. us😅 I’m pretty sure my name is Kelsey but I’m having trouble recalling at the moment. My mind has gone blank😂 it was a definitely a good one to go out on😘💜Xx
Venusinaphrodite_
2021-12-01 00:44:14 +0000 UTC
If I may be blunt, listening to this made me want to fuck you so bad! 🤤🍆🌋💋🔥 I listened during a study break but now I can’t seem to refocus! I love how all over the place you are, I’m the same since I have ADHD and my mind is always running. Made me feel normal for once lol
Lavender Belle (Jenn)
2021-12-01 00:12:06 +0000 UTC
🤗Hugs back!! Glad you enjoyed these little moments, Jennifer 💜 ... Now to figure out what my breathing was doing... 😅xx
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 23:33:03 +0000 UTC
RG! 💜Who's most grateful for your stumbling upon me though!? 🤤Maybe if I turn the lights off, you might just stumble onto me again 😉All is well with me, thank-you! And to you, wellness too! 😘xx
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 23:30:50 +0000 UTC
Hooray! ACTUAL PILLOW TALK! 😍 I really love how great conversations give way to some of the most passionate exchanges. How the intimacy and comfort stroke a quiet appreciation into a growing hunger.🐳 How one moment you're basking in shared intimate warmth and the next you're ravenous with heat🔥, and it's usually when you least expect it. It's admirable the amount of restraint you exhibit to get the initial entry just right. It's not uncommon for one's fantasy to jump from position to position... Your orgasms are one of my favorite sounds! 🎶🎙 I dare say it's getting easier and easier to experience hands-free bliss listening to you. Thank you so much for sharing this raw portrait of yourself with all of us. I've said it before and I'll say it again, it's brave of you to connect with all of us in this way. And there are never enough thank yous to convey. Have a wonderful rest of your week! ~be well~
S0ft3stRaz0r
2021-11-30 23:24:08 +0000 UTC
Wump. 💥That's the sound of me collapsing next to you. But you've just turned me on again, Niamh 🥵so it might be a quick rest... 😂xx
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 23:24:03 +0000 UTC
And thank-you so much for reciprocating, LL! 😘It's nice to know that sometimes being a bit discombobulated (what a great word) well, it's intimate and real, rather than just all-over-the-place. But I'm seriously thinking, when did I talk about waves and sand??? WTF brain! I must need a trip to the beach... 😂💜xx
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 23:22:19 +0000 UTC
There are very few things more sexy to me than those shuddering breaths a guy takes when he’s really turned on… mmph. One of my faves! Thanks, Matthew! Love this one! 💜💜
Hope you’re doing well and having a good week so far! **offers a warm hug**
Jennifer
2021-11-30 23:17:11 +0000 UTC
💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦
Can't decide if I should snuggle down into the wet spot and revel in this wonderfuly new talent I have found since listening to you, or if I should adult and change the sheets!! You are a beast! A treasure, and I'm so grateful that I stumbled upon you. Hope all is well for you in your corner of the world😘
Raegan Howard
2021-11-30 23:16:46 +0000 UTC
That's really interesting, Indy! 💜I wonder what it would be like to think mostly visually or mostly conceptually. I think I'm a mix, but my internal monologues are definitely articulated in words and sentences. In fact, my mind sometimes edits them and reworks them over until they're perfectly precise. Which sucks when I'm having a negative self-thought, right? Like - no, that could be said even harsher - let's try again. 😂🤣Ha - I don't know where I got the goosebumps thought from - no doubt something I've read. But, yeah, it wasn't RL Stein 🤣 👻😂It was cool to check in and see where our experience overlaps... Thanks for letting me share a bit more of myself, and for sharing your thoughts back... xx
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 23:04:28 +0000 UTC
Wow is it Tuesday again?! No need to light the fire tonight because this audio is a scorcher 🥵 I loved hearing how your thoughts flowed from one scene to the next and you getting more and more turned on sent me over the edge way before you finished but I don’t mind waiting in post orgasm bliss for you to collapse beside me 😜💜
Niamh
2021-11-30 22:45:57 +0000 UTC
I love it…. when you are slightly discombobulated after you orgasm..your not completely coherent…. You are most real in those moments and it makes me smile. I never want to forget that you are a real man. Being able to speak such passion into existence is surely a gift and I’m glad to live in a world where the pictures you paint with your mind and mouth touch my body and mind so acutely. Skipping from one sexy scenario to the next and the beautiful imagery of water, waves and sand and flowing, this felt so natural and soft. Then the contrast of elements of pushing and pinning, gripping and hardness….full circle. I don’t have favorites but if I did…….. thank you, Matthew, for sharing such intimate parts of yourself. 😘
Double LL
2021-11-30 22:29:02 +0000 UTC
Oh man, this is fantastic. I LOVE the disjointed aspects. Your stream of consciousness is easy to follow- like I understand why each position comes next even if that wouldn’t be the smoothest transition IRL. I’m also really impressed at how well you articulate the image even when things get, well, heated. I’ve heard that people have different ways of thinking, like some people have actual internal monologues where they think in words and sentences that resemble speech while others’ thoughts are more concepts and it takes conscious effort from them to make thoughts into words. As one would imagine, the way people think is really hard to study so we don’t know a whole lot in terms of what percentage of people think a certain way or if thinking a certain way correlates to different professions or inclinations. To be able to speak as well as you do, I think you must be someone that actually thinks in words.
Ok, back to how this audio is sexy as fuck. At about 3:15 when you talk about harvesting goosebumps with your lips. Is that from something? I google, but all I got where subreddits and websites dedicated to collecting the books of R.L. Stine. Either way, pour yourself an extra finger of whiskey tonight and give yourself a pat on the back because that’s an image that is going to stay with me the rest of my life. Damn. You’re a pro at telling us what we want to hear, getting an audio like this is more insight into what you think is hot. I know, you wouldn’t record something if you weren’t into it, but this is like a check to make sure we really are on the same page. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself again!
IndyJane
2021-11-30 22:09:46 +0000 UTC
Until then K! 💜 I'll just be right here under the sheet, rambling half-coherently... 😜xx
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 22:00:52 +0000 UTC
Hey Dee! 💜Glad to hear you're getting some rest! (And, well, a bit of fun time too! 😁) Glad you liked how jumbled this was! I usually like my fantasies to be more coherent, 😅but it's fun to let it go all over the place now and again... so I'll def do it again!! 😘xx
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 21:57:59 +0000 UTC
😂Damn Tara, looks like you'll have to take the bronze 🥉- no podium fighting with V though! 😆Hope you enjoy it! 💜
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 21:48:05 +0000 UTC
Hey Vanessa 💜That's me under the sheets, all ready, warm as your cookies... See you soon... 😉😘xx
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 21:45:20 +0000 UTC
Wow, he’s human after all 😀😜… disjointed fantasies… incoherent thoughts and ramblings… well, you haven’t shared any to-date.
With that voice… accent… reflections… intonations… moans and groans… one liners I love… and that oh so shapely appendage, teasing me from under that sheet… you can ramble to your heart’s content. Here for it.
I’ll be back later or tomorrow… to slide under and take all of you in… I still have more to catch up on… including last visit to the Turret… have to get to that before the next one… 😏😘
💛😻🔥🤤👄⚡️👅💦💜
FFSWhatudoin2me (K)
2021-11-30 21:45:07 +0000 UTC
Bestie bestie bestie!!! What can I say. When the mind has so much to show off, it’s going to be completely unexpected. I love how jumbled and quick the scenes change. My mind works that way too. So glad I’m home and in bed for this one. Have to change the sheets….again. 😘
Deanna Tyson
2021-11-30 21:42:53 +0000 UTC
Hey Meg! Raw for sure! 💜xx
Matthew Tower
2021-11-30 21:42:08 +0000 UTC
Heh heh—second comment 😏. Can’t wait to listen
Tara Davenport
2021-11-30 21:15:47 +0000 UTC
Omg Matt I haven't listened yet...I'm baking. But I see the cover art. Is that you under a sheet with a huge hard on. I am COMPLETELY TURNED ON already by just that! Gotta finish these cookies, get naked and grab my headphones. Stay exactly like that!😉😍😜😘💜💋🐳🍆
VANESSA
2021-11-30 21:15:32 +0000 UTC
Yes! Raw sincerity!! 😚👌✨
Meg_just_Meg
2021-11-30 21:06:52 +0000 UTC