Keeping it real

Good morning Crew!

I just wanted to take a second to speak directly with y'all about what's been going on behind the scenes. I know sometimes it's easy to forget that I also am a human and not a robot, just like you. I am a one man show. I am currently going through some life turbulence that would be a pain to explain, but it could cause immediate issues with everything I have going on, I am doing what I can to work through all of that, unless it gets to that point then something drastic will have to change.

Right now, I'm posting on two different channels, across two platforms, while also trying to maintain other things outside of the content. It's a lot. I'm not saying that to complain as I genuinely love doing this. However, I'd like for you to realize that it is not as easy as many of you suspect. I've been reading exit surveys, comments and messages and I'm glad that these types of remarks are made less overtime but it's still like "damn..." to see people still do that. I am not anyone else, especially any other duo/group posting similar content. I have to go at my own pace... I'm posting ~15+ videos per week on Patreon alone.

I've been trying to shape this community to be more interactive but I'd also like to add emphasis on being kind and caring about my wellbeing too. I know I can't get that from everyone, but I've set my intentions and I hope I can attract that type of crowd. Good vibes, real people

If by chance you notice some things shifting slightly in pace, know that it's intentional (check the pinned post). I'm still here working hard. I'm just learning how to sustain it better so I can keep going...

Your support means everything, especially mentally. It gives me room to figure things out without having to constantly chase the next post just to keep up. I'm grateful, always.

For those still here, thanks for rocking with me though. I had to let things fall so that I can get to this point. You'll keep getting content, just made with more balance, care, and intention.

With love,

Anthony

Also important: I also am in the middle of a situation with my desktop camera, so I had to send it in and a new one should be coming ideally within this week. As of now, I'm using my tiny camera, it should look decent at the least in webcam mode. My apologies for that.