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If your Romanus could say something to their past selves, what would it be? Would it change depending on their origin, or would it be something unifying across all three walks of life?

And just to make it fun, what would they tell their Mother? 

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"I'll see you in hell" goes hard 😭

Anathema

Bit edgy rereading it. Whoops! Unfortunately, I think I went a bit overboard with speaking to Romanus’ mother. My idea was that Alaric was PRETENDING to hate his mother. Maybe if she knew that her son would loathe her, she would’ve ran with him. A pipe dream, but a nice one

Warpotato

I woke up to good praise ❤️

Imani

Daww shucks, coming from you that's high praise indeed 😊

Rue

Adoreeeee!!!! Some of these quotes are so damn good 😭 I'll keep them in mind

Anathema

Also, "toss a coin' 😄

Anathema

This is so good. All three of them have such distinctive personalities. I love how they to the background! And the mother bit... auch 😭

Anathema

Love this one ❤️

Anathema

🧡🧡 wonderful, as always

Anathema

😭❤️

Anathema

I do imagine all Romanus to be a little bit of a mommas boy/girl

Anathema

🥹 "love the way you want to be loved" is precious

Anathema

Ooooo this one is fun! Alright, my Romanus is named Alaric (Genuine, Pragmatic, Brutal, Merciful, Careful, a Loner and Sinful, with both high combat and lore.) To his younger self: "Listen up kid, I'm going to teach ya and you best listen. First off, you better get real good with that bow of yours. There'll come a time where it ain't deer you're shooting at. Second, that thing Sancha told ya, about keeping your heart soft? It's not that simple. Only soften your heart when you're alone, or with those you trust. Otherwise, keep it hard. This world can and will break you if you let it. Lastly....cherish the time you have with your mother. She's mortal, just like you. Oh, and for God's sake expand your vocabulary! You're going to fall in love with a woman who has a really big one, and you won't know what the hell she's saying half the time. To his mother: Imma tell it to ya straight. You're a fucking coward. Forcing me to leave you will be the biggest mistake of both our lives. Sometimes I wish you'd just taken your own life instead of staying behind, cause at least I'd know. ....But you didn't. And because of that I'll never stop looking, and I'll never know peace. Thank you for everything, and I'll see you in hell.

Warpotato

I think mines is strongly origin dependent Scholar/Farmer origin Romanus: Self- “It’ll never be enough…turns out you’ll always know nothing. Not even the knowledge you knew for sure.” Mother- “How can I convince myself any longer that I’m able to continue on without you?” Hunter origin Romanus: Self- “You were never made for the easy way out, even if you try. And tried you have…” Self (corruption route)- “Soul nor heart is not needed, the only thing you need is the same thing your enemies use against you: Conviction” Mother- “If you wanted me to live a life bound to hiding and running like prey, why teach me to fight back?” Pious Romanus: Self- “Your whole life will be a test of faith, but without it you’ll truly have nothing left…” Mother- “I’m not okay.” Merchant origin/ High lore Romanus: Self- “If you ever find yourself at the end of despair recall this- Fortune favors you.” Mother- “You’ve taught me the most important lesson, the only person I can depend on is myself.”

Imani

Reyner; Hunter Background, Pious/Pragmatic/Brutal/Careful, High Combat/Reason/Lore, Low Corruption: "Listen close, because this is important. At heart, you're a cruel, stubborn shit. You've got the Devil in you, boy. You'll see him rear his head some day. When you do, for your sake and everyone around you, strangle him." (To mother) "I would have died that night keeping them off you, if you'd have let me. Curse you for not letting me. And thank you." - - - Emilya; Scholar Background, Sinful/Sarcastic/Finesse/Merciful, High Influence, Low Corruption: "Let's have a look at you- Give us a smile... Ah! That grin, my dear, is worth a lot of gold. Know when to use it! There are a few bumps in the road ahead. Take naps, kiss pretty people, and when in doubt... Toss a coin." (To mother) "You weren't much older than me when you were saddled with this, were you? But so sour! Did I inherit father's disposition? No, ab antiquo... I won’t ask anything of you." - - - Khal, Merchant Background, Sinful/Ruthless/Impulsive/Ruthless, Very High Combat, High Corruption "Romanus. I hear fear in that name, when people speak it. I don't know why, yet. But I have an idea. You like hurting people? I know you do; you're good at it, too. You're special, Romanus. People can see it and they're afraid of it. They'll try to shame you. Don't let them." He wouldn't speak with his mother if he had a chance. He wouldn't want her to see him.

HeraldOfEras

oh i love these so much! thank you for asking us, they are a lot of fun. the answers for my one and only, lena romanus (merchant, high lore/reason, sinful) : past self: before you cross the mediterranean, think carefully. are you willing to give up everything for knowledge? the path i'm walking towards now is more dangerous than you can imagine, but i do it willingly knowing that my curiosity might kill me. if you want to stay safe, if you want to stay loved - do not cross the sea. become a storyteller and keep her safe. mom: how could you make me leave you? did you know you were damning me to a life where i am mentally forever stuck in that barn? i'm sorry i didn't say i love you, i was too frozen with terror. i havent been able to say it at all since you died.

mila (yugocar)

To her past self: “Don’t be afraid to trust again, everyone isn’t as bad as they seem,” To her mother: “Life just isn’t worth living without you in it…I wish it were me everyday,”

Fare

For three of my Romanus: To my impulsive sarcastic charmer who is falling for Hadrian faster than he was prepared for: He'd tell himself, "You won't always be alone, and your world isn't over. It feels that way now, and will always feel that way sometimes. But don't believe it." He'd tell his mother, "Thank you. I'm still alive because of you. Because of what you taught me and... what you were willing to lose. I'm sorry I was so angry at you for so long after." For my analytical cynical scholar who wears a cross and carries a coin. He'd tell himself, "You'll figure it out. You always do. Remember what was sacrificed for you. Make it worth it." He'd tell his mother, "I'm still alive. Still learning. Still moving forward. I'll always remember you, and always keep moving. I... hope there's something good after, and that that's where you are." For my quiet survivor with a sharp gaze who found their partner in Alessa. They'd probably just sit silently with their younger self. Still here. Still alive. Smile a bit wryly and shrug. They'd tell their mother, "thank you... I'm okay."

L. Gonzales

As always, I'll be using my main two Romanus' as they're the ones I have the most fleshed out, Anders, Merchant Background, Sinful, High Lore: What he'd tell himself - "There is so much to see in this world, so many wonders waiting to be discovered. Never stop looking for them." What he'd tell his mother - "I understand why you chose to stay behind now. I have someone who I'd die to protect." Alessa's icy gaze flashes in his mind. "But I would also give anything to stay with her... I hope the same was true for you. Artesia, Hunter Background, Pious, Low Lore: What she'd tell herself - "Remember what Sancha told you, keep that heart soft. This world is scary and dangerous, but it will only crush your spirit if you let it. You're stronger than you realize." What she'd tell her mother - "I wish I could have explained why I believe in the lord so deeply. That rift between us is one of my biggest regrets and now I'll never be able to mend it."

Rue

Of my various Romanuses, the one's who are friendly most often and easy to get along with, and have a good relationship with Mother would likely tell her: "I met someone... someone who makes me feel whole. Their name is..." Regarding who is spoken of by my Romanuses, that person is either Hadrian or Alessa - until they can get to know the other ROs more intimately!

Reza

Romanus to little Romanus: "It'll get harder. I can't lie. and you'll feel like you're better off de-... erm... Eventually, you'll find people precious to you. Do not let go of them." As for his mother, I imagine he'd want to tell her everything that's happened and sparing no detail, but if time was a factor, then he'd simply tell her that he's okay and that he loves her very much.

Umber

Mother: You should have come with me. It wasn't worth it otherwise

Gorogs

Past self: You've got a big heart. Make sure you take better care of it than I did.

Gorogs

I think for my Romanus it depends on what age of themselves they're talking to. I think there are parts of them that have passed on that they regret. (Merchant!Background) - first flashback (so like five/six years old?) - "Never stop trying to save what makes you feel." second flashback (age 12/13?) - "You'll always miss her, but you'll also always love her." edit: for mother - what they want to say: "We should have never come here." what they need to say - "I needed more than you."

mrugi

My Romanus would probably tell his mother that he’s alright and not to worry. Poor mommas boy.

Match

Probably to cherish the present and to try to love The way you want to Be loved

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