I'M NOT DEAD! 💔

I'm not sure where to start I'm sorry it's been so long since I've posted or updated you guys on here. So much has happened to me, good and bad. I can't put everything in this post so I'll be making a Patreon only video and will hopefully upload in the next few days. I miss making videos and watching BL. Can you guys believe I haven't watched any BL in months! I'm in my own place and my new apartment has been both amazing and stressful which I'll get more into in my video. Also I've started my new job (since March) which is 100x better than my last one at the call center.

Once you stop doing something it's hard to get back into the habit, which is another reason I've taken such a long break. But so many new BLs are coming out, and are out right now! I still plan to finish The Sign and Dead Friend forever, maybe not Pitbabe. Sorry guys. 😓 Also I'll be totally redoing my Patreon with new tier names and a new banner.

I'm nervous about making videos again because I'm in a new environment and I don't know if anyone is interested in my reactions anymore but to be honest I don't care. I do this because it's fun. I've been feeling depressed these past few months and I didn't realize how happy making videos made me. Living at my old place and working at my old job kind of made it harder for me to record because I was stressed ALL the time. I felt like my reactions weren't good and I couldn't react like how I truly wanted too. I was exhausted mentally.

Once I moved I started telling myself to wait for a perfect time to comeback and in reality there's no such thing. I'm not saying I'm 100% better now but I'm in a much better place in my life and I need to come back! Thank you to all the Patrons who've stuck with me despite my absence. I don't blame anyone who decided to cancel their membership. I just wanted to make this post before I uploaded my video and started redoing everything so you guys aren't taken off guard.

See you soon! ❤️