Mother's Desire - Chapter 11

Manic Monday After a Long Shower (Part II)

Katie let the hot water from the shower pour through her hair and down her face. She felt deeply ashamed of herself, but still she made no move to go lock her bedroom door. You're a terrible person.. A horrible mother.. She thought to herself. She thought about Logan wrapping her wet panties around his dick. My fluids would basically act as lube for him.. She felt an extremely odd mixture of guilt and erotic satisfaction based on that last thought.

It was a dangerous feeling because it almost felt addictive. She felt horrible for not only not putting a stop to her son's inappropriate behavior, but now enabling it. Though at the same time it really turned her on and there was no denying this fact at this point. Again Katie found her hand absentmindedly moving between her legs. Slowly she started playing with her clit and felt a little shocked to be so turned on. Not sure why you're surprised... you just made herself cum all over your panties just so your son could use them to masturbate..

Click

Katie was fairly certain she heard her bedroom door open. She froze in place for a moment. Then she started slowly playing with herself again. She felt naughty touching her pussy with her son very likely just outside the bathroom. Though this feeling was still accompanied with a sense of shame, she was beginning to feel accustomed to it, perhaps even enjoying the wrongness this arousal brought along with it. She pictured Logan picking up her pink panties and smelling her scent on them. That's my good boy.. my big boy.. Katie thought to herself. She started wiggling two fingers a bit faster against her clit and she felt a wave of pleasure flow throughout her body. Unable to stop herself she let out a deep moan. It wasn't very loud, but she thought it was possible Logan, if he was still in her bedroom, might hear it.

Suddenly feeling an embarrassment and shame that overpowered her lust she turned her back to the shower door. She stopped masturbating and splashed some of the water on her face. She imagined Logan peaking into the bathroom while her back was turned and she felt a tingle run down her spine. Though she quickly realized that the hot water had fogged up the glass door quite a bit and it's likely he wouldn't be able to see anything anyway. Oh god.. Do I want him to see me?! What is wrong with me?..

Katie managed to refrain from touching herself again and instead focused on the shower. She waited some time to make sure Logan would be out of her room when she stopped the water. She had been listening intently, but never actually heard him leave. When she stopped the water she thought about checking her hamper to see if her wet panties had indeed been snatched. She felt her heart flutter and thought, Oh god... I'm actually excited to check if he took them..

Katie dried herself off but then quickly made her way out into her bedroom. It was empty, so she briskly walked over to the closet. Inside her hamper was her red panties from the day before and her pink ones were missing. Again Katie felt her body tingle and her loins flooded noticeably. I'm so fucked up... I actually like that my son stole my panties. My wet pussy covered panties... I like that he's going to make himself cum with them..

Katie picked up her red panties and inspected them once again. She didn't see any new cum stains, but then an equally shameful and yet somehow deeply enticing thought occurred to her. What if I put these on?.. What if Logan noticed I was wearing them? Katie felt a warm flush creep onto her face and she almost wanted to squeal like an excited schoolgirl. She quickly pulled the cum soiled panties up her legs and then realized what seemed like a fun sexy little idea suddenly felt far less sexy. The cum had dried and made the once comfy silk lined crotch feel a little scratchy and gross.

Then Katie sort of thought about how it was her own son's cum making them feel like this and the whole idea felt a little sexy again. Katie wrapped herself in her robe, pulled it tight and looked at herself in the mirror. She had often worn her robe around the house after a shower, but this time it felt different. She took a deep breath and turned to leave them room and check on Logan. She paused again at the door just before leaving. Do I really want to do this? Is this a step too far?..

Katie never answered those questions internally. Instead she found herself turning the door handle and walking out into the hallway. She knew her body wanted to do this, even if her rational brain knew it was wrong. She walked over to Logan's bedroom door, gave it a light knock and said, "Hey sweetie, may I come in?"