🤍🐍Saving Passion 🤍🐍

Gooooooooooooood morning, my lovely patrons!!! 🤍🤍🤍 I have never posted this early before! this post would have been at the normal but i was just TOO EXCITED. I could not sleep so I finished editing and now i am giving it to you "early!"

I say early with quotes because holy crap this specific episode took its TIME coming out lmao. I think it was march when I had the idea for this. and now its October. Nope! Its November Fuck. I never wished you a happy spooky month. So let me do it now! Happy Spooky month!!! YAY! PUMPKINS! 🎃🎃🎃 Speaking of time passing, it has been almost 2 weeks since my post!!! 

....... uh 😅😅😅 It's definitely going to happen again so I won't promise that BUT! I will say, not a day goes by where I don't think about my sweet listeners or the channel. You're always in my heart and I really mean that 💖

oh wow, so this episode.... OH WOW SO THIS EPISODE. 🤣😭🤣😭🤣 (I need an emoji that is in-between hysterically laughing and hysterically crying🙂) A lot happened in this episode and A LOT of stuff lead up to this episode. where do i even begin?? I'll start with the making of it.... i have so many brainstorming audios of this audio where I'm just trying to get the story just right. and then many more takes and retakes. I redid this episode over and over until it was... not perfect, but close enough. 

At some point I had to accept that it was never going to be perfect. because in this case my definition of perfect was literally unobtainable unless i was a whole entire profession audio studio with full staffing. LOL. Let me tell you, your girl does not have full staffing 😆😆😆 It's just me here! And while I am pretty amazing on my own, it's just never going to be the same as a studio. And i just had to accept that :P And that's okay! That is perfectly fine.

I actually appreciate all this effort I've put in even though it stressed me out a little because it means I finally found/created something worth caring so much about. I might have said this before but, I have struggled with caring about things, so much that i would let anything pass me by. i didn't really want anything enough to go after it very hard and goals i wanted to achieve would feel like too much effort to put. So, i ended unhappy because i didn't put my care into anything.

But this! I cared so much that I woke up early to finish editing, spent hours upon hours to perfect the story and even stressed over it a little! That might sound bad but it's not! A little stress is wonderful for growth. And I'm satisfied that its finally out.

And even more than that I'm extra excited for the following episodes! We're going to get a lot closer to Passion coming up and it's THIS AUDIO that was in the way of all that. Also, these will be MUCH easier to create. They'll take a little less mental power and i can just have fun with it! 

Oh! But that's not before the conclusion. Which will be next episode *GIANT WINK* Yeah, we're not quite through yet **GIANT WONK*

OMG this description is already SO LONG and I'm not even done yet 🤪😵🥴

Next I'll talk about the actual audio. So, this takes place a week after Passion's last story episode.🐍You contact Gig after Passion's clan takes a lot of in action much to your confused irritation. You were under the impression that they would try to save Passion but no. so, Desperate to help you unblock Gigi and meet up with her of your oven volition. As promised she has information for you. but it's not at all what you were expecting (Or maybe it was 😏) Also, Gigi her herself seems different. Still a little snot but not as horrible as she's been in the past. She says she can take you to Passion in her naga form, Will you trust her after everything she's put you through?

Another thing that was hard about making this was this: I wasn't sure how exactly to tell the story. Without a listener voice or a narrator, it's pretty tricky to show what's happening without a character just out right telling you. I mean that kinda happens here but I don't think it's too much of a composition dump--

OMG THATS'S ENOUGH HOLY SHIT! Too much talking not enough thanking!!! DESITE ALL OF THIS THANK YOU FOR STICKING WITH ME THROUGH OUT MY RADIO SILNECE AND RAMBLING. You're amazing for being here and if you read all the here your super duper extra amazing, my socks are completely knocked off 🧡💛💚Put "It's not Morning for me" in the comments if you read this far you, crazy cat 🥰🥰🥰

Well! I'm gonna go start my day. Again, I have a big one ahead of me! I really hope you enjoyed this audio; personally I'm just glad it's over😅 💖Have a dream come true of day and an even better weekend! I'm sending you big curse breaking hugs! Bye! 💜💙💚💛🧡❤