A little rant/thought dump (not essential)

So guys, I feel like it's been ages since I let you guys know what's been going on in my life as a whole.
Well, I'll try to keep this as short as I can.
I think I mentioned I was moving to a new city a few months ago, and I did. Got myself a girl here, sometimes I go to the beach a few blocks from my small apartment. Just now I'm strolling through the city and writing, relaxing a bit.
I can't tell you guys how much I appreciate your support. Seriously, I can't. I could write a book about all the things I was only able to do (and sometimes endure) because I had your support, financial and emotional. That last part is, like, the most wonderful thing I found here. I was obviously expecting some money - duh, Patreon and all - but ever since I actually engaged with this, not only as a shy, insecure artist but more as a person, I've found so many wonderful people here that, to my surprise at first, were actually interested in more than just my ahem f*ppable art (the kids call it g0oning now, right?).
I swear, you guys even helped me psychologically. My family and friends when I was young judged and mistreated me when they found out about my drawings. I developed a lot of issues that I am sure now I was only able to talk about in therapy because you guys showed me "yeah, you can be treated as a normal human being and still like big, beefy characters with giant ahem attributes".
Other than that, I've been thinking about the end of the year rewards I always do, and I got a nice suggestion by one of my friends here: "do some stuff you wanna do". And don't get me wrong, please, I absolutely LOVE to do commissions. I am somewhat of a criatively challenged artist - I love to do art, I lack the drive and creative impulse to be one 90% of the time, and working on comms not only help me stay, you know, ALIVE, but also are the reason I even got as much art done as I have over the years.
Anyways, I digress, as usual. What I meant to say is I might try that, doing aome pieces I might wanna do. The main issue is figuring out what those are in the first place. But, if I do, I might just do that. Maybe some OC stuff? Or finish the FMA comic?
I dunno. In any case, I'm ranting. The main points, I guess, are thank you so so much, and I hope you guys are happy with my art. And I hope you're interested in sticking around. I don't see myself doing this full time for the rest of my life, but I am damn sure I'm never fully quitting either.
Guess that's it. Thanks, guys. Really.
See you when the next comm is done.

P.S.: sorry when I don't respond on Discord. Meds help, but ADHD is still a bitch and sometimes I just forget if I can't answer right away.