★ A Boho Alternative Spider Chick Design & The Inspiration (gets pretty personal)

It’s way past my bedtime, but I would like to show you guys my spider chick design. I haven’t gave a title, yet, but her design seems to be more bohemian and alternative. I think a sprinkle of Y2K as well.

I got inspired by just planning outfits for my future wardrobe. The clothes that I currently have doesn’t resonate with me anymore. I knew the time will come where my clothes from my early to mid 20s will become a symbol of insecurities. They were my comfort to hide my body and an excuse to avoid social settings. I did tried to be away from a lot of strangers at the time because I thought that EVERYONE would find me strange.

So my thought was, “well since I’m weird, why not warn them with the way I dress?” And so I did and then it backfired lol. No one cared about the way I dressed. Maybe behind closed doors, yes. But really I made good connections just from my strangeness. It took me years to realize that people want to get to know you no matter what. Honestly, the MAJORITY of my 20s was just me protecting myself from rejection.

The start if this year was me practicing true self love. Took a lot of courage to be alone and meeting strangers just to have a small talk and lots of money to truly express myself through my style of clothing. I had fun! It helped me to become the person that I’m proud of today! Even though I’m still working on it, I’m just glad that I am able to show it through my creations.

Ain’t it crazy that this is my thoughts when I create? It may not be as crazy as I think it is, but these are truly my thoughts when I create. I read something in an article that artists draws from deep emotions and I look at my art and be like, but I just draw hot, sexy women. Maybe I draw them to feel empowered and I actually do 😆

So I hope y’all enjoyed this hot, bohemian spider chick. She does come with a naked version 👀 if y’all are interested in the design 💫