Jamie Chapter 7 (219)
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Oh wow... I'll need to sit with that for a couple minutes, not because I don't understand what you said but because I do understand now, and I'm realizing that me and Aiden are very different from each other. So I'm grateful that I got to read your work and getting to know him 😁 I like his character even more! Also, one funny thing to share is that recently I've been reading fanfics again and one of them takes place in a Percy Jackson universe, where Percy and Jason have a relationship and Jason is a panromantic ace and Percy is bisexual. I had a mental breakdown, so I wrote a lot to the author as I'm doing right now to you, because I rarely see ace representation in media so I never really took my time to try and understand what being ace implied, my thoughts were running wild. So now I'm here with floating question marks popping above my head over an assexual character, again. And honestly I'm very happy about it, it's been helping me on figuring me out a lot. I myself might be under the asexual umbrella in a way so I'm doing lots of research now. Thank you so much for your reply and your patience, it means a lot! ❤️
Gabi 高书逸
2023-08-31 03:03:08 +0000 UTCOh, I live for this! I just try not to spoil too much hehe. Thank you for sharing your experience though, it helps me become a better writer <3 -- I'll over-explain a little, but please let me know if this comes across in the story's context and on this page. The comic comes out slowly, so some details might have been forgotten, but I might also need to reword Aiden's dialogue on this page is all. -- So, ever since his convo with Vivian in chapter 2, Aiden has doubted Jamie’s crush. He explains on this page that his doubt comes from the fact that he was rude to Jamie at the wedding and because Jamie was introduced to the group as Spinelli’s photographer, not to himself… so it just seemed very far-fetched, and to him, coincidental. But, Aiden also implies here that he is insecure about his obliviousness (to romantic attention) in the first place. So, that should explain why he was anxious for a definitive answer to Vivian’s assumptions about Jamie, which led him to ask about the crush. He's calling himself stupid because he was ill-prepared for the possibility that Jamie would confirm Vivian's suspicions instead… and selfish because he was only seeking an answer for his own relief. We already know that he had other insecurities about Jamie after the crush was exposed, like the possibility of losing Jamie as his friend’s photographer, but that, too, was a consequence of his careless actions that he regrets. All through chapters 6 and 7, he's been sitting with the realization that he was playing with Jamie’s emotions - even if he didn’t mean to - when he should have ignored what Vivian said and Jamie’s advances in the first place. So that’s why he feels like mega doo-doo right now, haha. This page is the first peek into Aiden realizing he’s asexual and the start of him actively wrestling with his insecurities from the past. I hope that helps;; But please be honest with me! I value your feedback!
Bre Indigo
2023-08-31 01:38:43 +0000 UTCThank you, no worries. I'm surprised! I never got to talk about the creation with the creator themselves, it's nice ( ◜‿◝ )♡
Gabi 高书逸
2023-08-31 00:43:31 +0000 UTCAugh sorry I accidently sent my reply an its nonsense xD Ignore for now. Ill get to you in a sec!
Bre Indigo
2023-08-31 00:37:29 +0000 UTCI don't quite understand his feelings and what does he mean by the things he said so far. Like, was he oblivious to how Jamie feels towards him? Was Aiden too shy to reject Jamie?
Gabi 高书逸
2023-08-31 00:27:37 +0000 UTCLiterally or just cant realte? O:
Bre Indigo
2023-08-31 00:15:55 +0000 UTCI don't understand him 😢
Gabi 高书逸
2023-08-31 00:14:57 +0000 UTC
