Heres the art-pack collected from November ^^
First of all, thank you all for the extra support after I asked for help. It means a lot, and every little bit helps a TON.
I've since talked with the state, and they MIGHT be able to help me a littlebit, but theres no certainty.
What i asked for is if they could fill in the gap of what i was not able to earn up to a certain sum each month, and my newly assigned social worker said she will look into it.
On the medical side: Im still plagued with bursts of ugh, I dont really want to call it the feeling of demotivation. Yes it's similar, but when i mention it people assume its directly linked to me doing to much art. But its not just with art, its with anything.
BUT, I have gotten some grip on my doctor again and we are exploring the possibilities of what it can be and taking blood-tests and whatnot. He currently has his nose on thyroid problems(But this is just a wild guess based on what i say).
Im still waiting for results on this matter, and i kinda hope it is, cause it would be so much easier to deal with if I know what it is, and it can also be treated with medicine.
It sounds like a weird thing to want, but as I have tried so many different things, I have a strong suspicion that its something outside of regular health issues.
And it would be nice to hopefully get more energy back, as i feel the month started strong but the last 2-3 weeks have just been blergh.