trying to not lose hope
Added 2021-11-27 13:01:04 +0000 UTCi feel this is more of a personal post but wanted to get things off my chest - 2021 hasnt been a good year for me. i have had no luck in trying to find a side-job to pay my bills so i rely on patreon and (if im lucky) a few bandcamp sales. i havent bought groceries due to having to ration what i get paid and the stress has taken a toll on my productivity/creativity. i feel horrible because i want to offer more content - doing the best to stay positive and keeping up with everything.
i cannot thank everyone here who has supported me enough, it really really means the world to me and you are keeping a roof over my head. im hoping to gain more patrons to be able to cover my basic necessities so the stress can lessen and i can be able to resume work like usual. no car and living out of reach of a good-paying job has been extremely discouraging.
