I haven't been feeling great about anything lately. Nothing I've made lately felt like it was very good and I didn't want to post any of it. I think it's a combination of no motivation, depression, and quite frankly a non-existent libido. My art always used to be fueled lust but there isn't a shred of anything other than apathy. I only even mustered this image out a sense of obligation rather than the joy of creation. I thought more time away from the whole process might rekindle something in me. but, now I feel like that's only part of it and I should probably try something new even if it's only a temporary fix.
Post Updated May 4th, 2024 with final image