Main activity (diary, selfies)

1. I really hope that the conflict between these two countries will not escalate into a war. Most people in both countries just want to live in peace. There are so many ordinary problems, and now this horror, which is controlled by a bunch of mortal beings with a short-lived but effective power and infernal will. At the same time, everything happens according to the laws of the universe, otherwise that kind of things would not exist.

2. Main activity. I asked myself what makes me happy right now? What activity can fully express me? What is my joy now? I couldn't answer right away. It's like changing the meaning of life. I used to have the idea "Bring beauty to the outside world". Now I understand that is the infernal idea, because the desire to change the outside world is already violence. I constantly felt neurotic clamps (violation of my own psychological integrity, psychological gluing), and those pure ideas that, as soon as I expressed them to the outside world, darkened like silver, like a diamond covered with cracks. I found that there is no resonance, that the environment is not suitable. This is natural. Different magnets, different levels. I realized that I have a strong desire to fill the world with beauty, love, joy, tenderness, care and other beautiful things, but I made a mistake with the world that I want to fill. Now I turn my flow of "light" from outside to inside. I want to fill my soul. My soul is the world, it is my unique mental universe. This world belongs entirely to me,  I do not violate the integrity, free will or unique nature. Fill your soul with whatever you want, there is no violence in that kind of action. Otherwise, it is probably impossible to get out of the mortal, infernal, quarantine layers. Freedom, spiritual freedom from everything, as self-centeredness, self-sufficiency, independence.

3. I love this song.)) https://youtu.be/TfL0LdGsrIc