SEPTEMBER WIP

Hey guys!

Why is there still no content this month? What am I doing?

I've been at this insane pace for a year now and now I realize that I'm feeling what many other artists end up feeling too: A total physical and mental fatigue and a creational void that I now realize is caused by this invisible pressure that exists in create new content monthly, that is interesting, that is not repetitive, that is creative and that is periodic.

It's a horrible pressure that if you're also some kind of creator, you probably understand me.

Today is the 17th and I've already started and abandoned at least 4 projects this month alone. All caused by this burnout.

Some of you send me messages telling me to just change the characters and make new videos, others to just do simple loops. The first option I think is lazy and goes against what I want to produce. I don't like doing anything random. There has to be a reason why everything happens. It has to have a script and a development. A run and a post, with music and sfx inserted. It's a huge thing but I do it because I always want to keep a minimum level in my content.

The second option may become viable. I don't know exactly if you want this. It's easy to do what 99% of other creators do: a random scene belittling one character or more than one. I love my characters and I think they deserve to be treated better than that.

Anyway. I decided to post here WIP screenshots of these scenes. I really want to do them all.

She-hulk is a lot of fun and as they are two strong characters, she can have a more intense grip.

"Camgirl" has become a martyrdom. In fact, any scene with A18 has become very stressful for me because you guys demand TOO much from her. Not a single day goes by that someone sends a message asking to do something on the A18. And the criteria of these people are always very high. And I just want to do fun scenes, folks.

I started an interesting scene with Aayla Seccura and a cool BadMotherfucker Mace Windu. It has a lot of potential. Aayla's model was very good and I found a very funny Mace Windu model. But I ran into the loss of interest caused by tiredness and the clock.

"Elsa and Anna" has been what I've been working on the most and it has everything to be a great HIT as was Hardcore Training or Ranking Match. They are two characters that were very sexy, but they are kind of difficult to work with facial expressions. And since it's a multiple-chars scene, many characters to animate have taken a lot of time and work. But it has everything to be a series that absolutely does not go "to the fridge".

I started this week a quick and simple series with Lunch and Master Roshi called "Movie Night". It will probably be the one I release this month. Without much pyrotechnics, it will be a simple series. Cause I'm honestly exhausted.

I still need to close a Pinup to finish on September 4th. I'll try to do it today or tomorrow. I'm very uncreative and maybe I need some time.

This pressure of delivering this new material every month is consuming me.

Link for that pics. No pass needed:

https://mega.nz/file/At4jiAwT#HLv33EwAX8ZNNErs_RVtYgVGE1uJjGdswlcNrJGuEXI

Sorry for the rant. I hope you understand.

Cross your fingers for me.