the deepest dive into leah from stardew valley
Added 2024-09-17 09:49:45 +0000 UTCoooooh leah video!!! controversial bisexual opinions!!!!!
i mean. i said in the video 'you can disagree with me just be cool about it' and to be fair every person who disagreed with me has been cool about it. very respectful discourse all around!!
so idk, with this one with the whole bisexual tangent i do just kinda feel like maybe i did too much. cos it was a lot of projecting. and i do admit that but like. if u know its projecting why do it? ugh i say that but i also had loads of people commenting saying thank u, that means a lot to me, i relate to u a lot about that. its hard cos putting so much personal stuff into a vid, people get a lot out of it and it feels good to connect in that way but then when people disagree it makes me wanna just like take the video down even if they disagree in a nice way. i hate how subjective life is!!!! give me a universal truth!!!
oh well can't take it down now. most people i know still don't know i'm bi cos they're not watching all my videos hahaha
i just rewatched the last ten mins ah. i remember this period of time. me and sam (my hubbo) (ew hated that) had a conversation before the wedding where we were like. ok. let me try and make the youtube thing my main thing. cos i was still applying for jobs up until that point. so after the wedding i really did put my whole fionussy into it and now it's my main thing. i remember talking to him about it, we went on this long walk, and i was like, if i could wake up every day and just have youtube to do as my job i would be so happy, i would be living my best life, i cant even imagine that being real. and. i AM living my best life. like it comes with a lot of new stress eg the audio being wrong in the linus video made me cry like 5 times. but overall omg. so grateful. i need to remember to be as grateful as i was back then cos its easy to hedonic treadmill myself into taking things for granted but omg so grateful. and grateful to YOU! PATRON! OMG! you must be such a cool person tbh. maybe thats parasocial but like u must be cool as hell. thank u sm for the support <3 <3
ps it was love island the game LOL
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By far my fav thumbnail!
Andrea
2025-01-13 19:40:54 +0000 UTComg!! i wrote for the third season! yeah the guys who created the game were the coolest dudes you'd ever meet, took the whole thing really seriously and really wanted to make something special for players, not just like a cash grab 'this is for teenage girls' kind of thing. at every opportunity we would fight so hard for more gay shit because like 90% of us were queer. ugh the tea i could spill but won't because if i violate an agreement i have to pay them like 2 grand. but yeah so glad you enjoyed the game <3 (i also wrote for season 4 but who played that. no one bc they put it on some separate app 🥴)
Fiona Sangster
2024-09-18 09:37:05 +0000 UTCthis was the first video of yours i watched!!! iconic!!!!! leah was my first love 💚 thanks for introducing me to fiona, wifey. (ps i played the shit out of the first three seasons of that game and thought i recognized the vague plot you outlined, lol. kudos on a great narrative for such a goofy premise!!!! thank u for fighting the good fight for us! 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈 and a big 👎🏻 to the higher ups for making it a fight at all ugh)
Breton Racine
2024-09-17 23:39:18 +0000 UTC
