life/channel update
in this video we will discuss:
shane video pt 3 progress and props
wumbus
my personality flaws
what up! 2nd half of judging dialogue xxx
im on holiday rn with a uti pray for me
2025-09-08 20:22:10 +0000 UTC View Post
WHATS UP GAMERS! new vid a few days early!!
i got some comments on shane pt2 that people wanted to see more of the bonkers pre-release shit i found in the files so i sat down and went through it! (i ended up recording for like 5 hours so i had to split it into 2 parts π well i didnt HAVE to but it makes life 100x easier for me and im trying to be less hard on myself lol. therapy π)
sorry ive not uploaded a yandere shane i have not forgotten!! just suddenly got some sponsors for the first time in months and so been working hard on Main Content but i have the next 2 gameplay vids filmed so will edit them asap for u lovely kings queens and monarchs
hope u enjoy the vid! its a pretty casual one, would probs be a prime falling-asleep-to video tbh
2025-08-21 21:34:53 +0000 UTC View Post
whatβs up gamers!! i present - the final version of shane part 2 electric boogaloo
love you mwah mwah mwah xx
2025-07-30 18:54:04 +0000 UTC View Post
whats up shaniacs!
this is the first draft of the video! i will be uploading the final draft some point today if all goes to plan, so if you want to wait like, 6 hours for a slightly more polished version of the vid then go for it but i thought i would share the first draft as a lil special treat for anyone who has lunch to eat and needs a video hahaha
its done except for aesthetic stuff like the title cards, im gonna add a little bit more music in a few places, shit like that you know? but except for that we are all good to go
ily
2025-07-30 10:17:01 +0000 UTC View Postwhats up gamers! workin hard over here on shane video pt 2, should be out by the end of the month aka in the next week!
here is a little sneak peek for ya. may be subject to change aka if u feel like the music is too quiet/loud or something like tht u can tell me xx
love u
2025-07-24 09:46:22 +0000 UTC View Postfilming for shane video pt 2 begins today!! woooooo!!! everyone pray for me. pray that i have no audio issues and my neighbours dont spontaneously decide to start drilling into the shared wall
i didnt end up bleaching my hair bc i was cutting out pictures of shane til like 11pm lmfao
2025-07-08 09:56:28 +0000 UTC View Post
FUCK I JUST REALISED THAT THIS NEVER POSTED!! IM SORRY I POSTED IT A WEEK AGO BUT PATREON'S VIDEO PROCESSING SUCKS ASS im sorry im sorry ily ily but here i uploaded it to youtube bc patreon still didnt like it ... ill probs just do that from now on ily ily immsorry
in this episode we are going back to get ALL of his 0h and 2h dialogue. also i installed a mod that makes him blink at me
FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING for this one, i've put time stamps in the video of parts to skip!!! its bc i blew so much shit up. but you can turn that off in the settings so i'll do that next time my bad!! <3
2025-07-08 09:43:34 +0000 UTC View Postgood [time of day] gamers in this video i will show u my art of shane i have been doing :)) very in character to develop a new skill just for shane purposes
2025-06-23 19:07:06 +0000 UTC View PostSORRY I FORGOT TO ADD A TITLE BEFORE I SCHEDULED IT TO POST LMFAO
2025-06-16 11:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
WHATS UP GAMERS fiona is 3 beers deep in this one and it shows
one a week is kind of a lot seeing as these take me 2 days to edit hahahah so ill probs change to every 2 weeks cos otherwise shane video pt 2 will never be made and u will all hate me forever
unless u would rather have them shorter and once a week? like 30/40 mins? actually thats probs a better idea but we'll see what mommy can handle ok babies
ily
2025-06-09 09:29:15 +0000 UTC View Post
what's up gamers!!! episode 2! its twice as long cos i recorded too much footage lmao lesson learned. WARNING! yandere shane is being PRETTY NSFW in this one. i dont know what i expected!!!! idk why i didnt see that coming!!! hahahahaha
2025-06-02 20:06:50 +0000 UTC View PostWHAT IS UP GAMERS!!! INSTALMENT NUMERO UNO IN THE NEW GAMEPLAY SERIES YANDERE SHANE !!!!
some real highs. some real lows. overall i feel optimistic. also marmite features heavily in this one hahaha
i already recorded another part, im gonna schedule that to come out NEXT monday, so we have a nice lil schedule <3 look at me! releasing things regularly !! who is she !
2025-05-26 11:00:06 +0000 UTC View Postwhats UP gamers. little gameplay vid for ya. i got perfection for the first time!! with my husband shane obviously. so i recorded/edited it for ya <3
i say it in the vid but just for headlines sake, im gonna be making some more gameplay vids for patreon!! ive already done 2 sessions of playing the yandere shane mod lmfao. that guy is... horny. im thinking i'll put out like 1 every week <3 would be nice to have some regular content on here instead of just like. when i feel like it!!!!!!! lmao
love u
2025-05-22 11:34:09 +0000 UTC View Post
EDIT: fml i just noticed that the vine boom noise got messed up, in trying to make them all the same volume i accidentally applied the echo twice and now it sounds mental, reexporting now lol
EDIT 2: fixed it and reuploaded. also subs are done now xx
WHATS up patrons here is early access to the new vid!! no sponsor for this one but i turned off ads for you <3 love u
just need to do subtitles and the references in the description which im planning on spendig my morning doing
btw tomorrow is my birthday teehee
hope u enjoy it!!!!!!! the video not my birthday
2025-05-16 09:58:56 +0000 UTC View Posti am aliveeeuhhhh
i filmed this like a week ago so i have since filmed the video! god life is just lifeing right now. oh my god and i thought i was gonna have to refilm like an hour and a half of footage bc the audio got messed up but then someone on discord helped me fix it and i am indebted to them for the whole rest of my life <3 people are so good sometimes like wtf
omg the file is uploading so quickly bc we actually have good wifi now
ok love u guys hopefully i can get back into the swing of things from now on
2025-05-06 08:25:59 +0000 UTC View Post
OKAY i re exported it then re uploaded it and it worked so HERE IT IS THE FINAL DEFINITIVE PATREON VERSION
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE
agh im so excited but nervous for the premiere lmao. this video has got some OPINIONS in it lmao
2025-03-29 10:40:27 +0000 UTC View Post
ok so if you watch the shane vid watch this immediately after. or you can watch it alone itβs literally me doing the cup song LOL
2025-03-28 22:03:24 +0000 UTC View Post
** so the patreon version didnt process. i reuploaded. didnt process. idk wtf is going on there, apparently it can be due to 'poor upload speeds' aka my internet being fucking dogshit. im sorry about that, we're getting super fast internet in a few days after we move so it will no longer be an issue and i cannot WAIT
in the meantime here is a version of the video i uploaded a few days ago. it is completely finished/ final EXCEPT the outro, which i will upload separately in a min (ur gonna love it its got the patreon credits in it AND... .the cup song). this version also has the sponsor in it, so please, please skip it. i would love it if u skipped it. it physically hurt me to put it into the video cos it messes w the flow of the intro but i had to do it in the first 3 minutes so i closed my eyes and thought of being able to pay my new mortgage and shoved it in there
i will try to upload the patreon version again overnight!! and post that link here asap!!! im sorry for the issues, i was all ready to post it like 12 hours ago but it never fucking PROCESSED ?? i hate youtube
ok i love you
2025-03-28 21:19:00 +0000 UTC View Post
its been processing for like two hours idk why its taking so long
but as soon as its done i will post it on here :D ad and sponsor freeeeeeeee
the only thing i havent done is the subtitles and i wont be able to do those until some point next week bc as i have mentioned im moving, and you can add the subs after the vid is uploaded - so, apologies for that. i did watch it last night with the auto captions turned on and they were pretty good ngl so there's that at least
but yah idk why the processing is taking so fuckin long but its READY :D
if you want to come to the premiere here is the link for that and the trailer is on there too :) https://youtu.be/8ca_qh2Ewlk
2025-03-28 10:53:41 +0000 UTC View PostLMAO so i was editing the music in this bit so i 'hid' the footage of me talking so i could hear it. and i forgot to turn it back on π nbd just need to reexport but i think thats so funny that i just. fuckin VANISH hahahaha
2025-03-25 19:33:45 +0000 UTC View Post
hey team hey gamers hey pogchamps
so this is the first 2 hours of the video teehee
still not the final version!!!! no music, and i didnt finish editing the intro lmao, but its like 95% of the way there!!
this is over HALF of the final video so honestly dont feel like you have to watch it all lol cos the actual video comes out in like, 6 days, but if you do i would love to get some feedback!! honestly i worry i go too far in some areas LMAO esp criticising CA so like pls give me your honest vibes
also would be interested to know whether it works without music? i was gonna add some to the shorter parts before the final edit but yeah lmk
also also i haven't filmed any of the 'theories' yet so when it says theory and then immediately just goes to the next section. THATS WHY LOL
anyway life update we FINALLY exchanged on the house and we are moving on the 1st april and so now its the busiest week of my entire life while i try to get this video ready for saturday and also pack up my entire house and also communicate w the movers and a cleaner and the landlord AGH ofc it had to all happen at once but tbh my crippling anxiety about it is kind of just excitement now. excitement about the video!! excitement about the house!! like im out here living you know. agh anyway hope you guys are well ily
2025-03-24 10:32:32 +0000 UTC View Post
hey team this is an early version of the intro to the video!!!! i havent finished editing it so it doesnt have music or zooms or graphics or basically any other footage than me sitting there lmao but i still think it slaps tbh tell me what you think xxxxxxx
p.s. an early estimate of the video is 4 hours. and it's now part one of FOUR. and it's FOUR HOURS
p.p.s. i'm aiming to release it on 29th march but i probs won't say that anywhere publicly for a lil while in case i don't make it - we are FINALLY. HOPEFULLY. moving house in the next few weeks so shits about to get crazy over here
p.p.p.s. ily xxx
2025-03-17 18:17:12 +0000 UTC View Post
hi !!!!!!! mild spoilers i guess if thats even a thing when it comes to my videos LOL
so this is the table of contents of my script, printed out, then i colour coded which parts i am going to film in which location. armchair refers to the regular room with the armchair lol. green screen is also pretty self explanatory. whiteboard is NEW i ordered a big fuckass whiteboard so i can draw diagrams and make a little charlie kelly conspiracy board π theories is also new thats where we're gonna make a list of all the theories i have as to why im in love with him
so you can see pretty much everything im going to cover in the video!! video 1!! of 3!! its about 40,000 words aaaaand its PART ONE OF THREE
i am excited and also nervous because i want to put it out in march but like how babes? how? cos i also might be moving soon lol idk. i guess it comes out when it comes out. :)
ummmmm other things to say ..... oh i am dyeing my hair purple !!!!! LOL since like 25 people said on that post that i should and i agree. my appt is like the 19th march!!! and itll eventually fade back to a blonde so thats fab, best of both worlds, no commitment lmao
anyway im just over here working super hard (its saturday) but like. im so legitimately excited to start filming it. THE SHANE VIDEO. WTF ???? I GET TO STAND THERE AND TALK ABOUT SHANE AND U HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME?? like obvi the videos are called the deepest dives but this its like physically you could not get deeper if you wanted. we look at individual pixels. i ordered a seattle sounders jersey. right? like. full autism
anyway ily if u have any qs lmk xxxx im around, i get so bad at replying to messages when im ass deep in a project but im usually pretty good at comments on here hehe xxx
2025-03-01 15:11:52 +0000 UTC View Posti filmed a whole update video but it was just me having therapy with myself and pretending i was being productive lol so im gonna summarise instead
what i am thinking at this present moment with the shane video is that i will make it in 3 parts. there are a few reasons im doing this, mostly to relieve some of the pressure i feel at this huge undertaking. i think ive said a few times about how ive written like 30k words (approx 3 hours) and feel like ive barely scratched the surface, to just keep working away at one big video and not know what the limit is is not good for my adhd (i love deadlines), and also not financially possible (cos i get paid when i post lol). i also think it may genuinely improve the finished products as i have been struggling a lot with structure. i think the seb video is around my limit for video length, anything more than that and i cant remember everything i need to remember lol
THAT BEING SAID here is my current plan for the parts:
idk if lore is the right word tbh. background? basically just the 'intro' information
likes and dislikes (ALL OF THEM)
relationships
backstory including speculation, headcanons, investigations
0h dialogue & festival dialogue
his 1.07 version
the original shane dialogue i found in the files
all the random stuff i cant stop thinking about so like what colour is his hair? what shirt does he wear? socks and sandals??
and i can incorporate some of the data from the questionnaire too
probably more lol. literally just an info dump with me being h*rny
working title once again lol
2 hearts to 8 hearts scenes
talking more in depth about his alcohol issues and mental health (including some questionnaire answers)(
more in depth abt his relationships w jas and marnie
not a lot i can put here yet but you know i will yap about his heart events for hours cmon
aw yeah now hes my boyfriend/husband and the world makes sense
giving him the bouquet, 10h scene, engagement, marriage, 14h scene
messy room discussion/defense
summit dialogue / theoretical divorce that i will never actually do
anything else so like conclusion etc
okay so yeah as you can see the first one has more granular planned out detail cos its mostly written by now. all the videos would be at LEAST two hours. yeah the first one will probably be 3 hours lmfao
so i guess i wanna run it by you guys cos you're my PATRONS you PATRONISE me (in the GOOD way) so like you should get a say you know? what do u think?? if you have constructive criticism i can take it i welcome it <3 im being serious like whatever feedback u have im here im open im listening im learning
also ive had a few ideas for thumbnails my main one is me dressing up as him and laying down in the grass like the iconic pic of him that i use in all the vids lol
ok love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2025-02-19 11:31:12 +0000 UTC View Post"i hate capitalism but it does have its perks" - fiona sangster 2025
2025-02-17 10:47:36 +0000 UTC View Post
sorry it ended up being later than youtube fml thats not what patreon is for fiona !!!!! but here is the sponsor / ad free version xxx
have filmed the shane items haul just need to edit it omg the stuff turned out so well im so excited
2025-02-16 13:37:19 +0000 UTC View Post