good morning binchies!
this video made me start wearing red more cos i still get comments telling me i look good in red lol. i literally only owned this dress and also the elliott outfit, didnt think it was a strong colour for me! i guess cos i spent years thinking i had a pink undertone but i actually have a yellow undertone. or some bullshit like that
i was thinking about this last night as this video was uploading, when i watch this one back i feel like i'm wearing too much make up, like it's giving clown you know? then i started thinking about it and realised i really rarely do like a strong lip and a strong eye at the same time, basically never, my general rule is one or the other. then i started thinking about if i apply that same rule to other people and i dont, i think people look cool with bold looks, so i guess it's just another arbitrary condition i've applied to myself and no one else!
this isn't really to do with the video LOL but when i put on the red lipstick to film it i took half of it off to make it less bold, that photo of amy schumer haunts me (x) cos when that was a meme i was like... i look like that :( and i was like 16 so it taught me like ok pink. just do pink. but now that insecurity has kind of faded and i bought some fun lipsticks like in the sam and linus vids :) this is also the first time i wore something less covering to do the video like showed my arms and shoulders cos i was always insecure about my shoulders too. it's such a nice feeling to get older and care less and less about things like that
anyway i love emily. still need to do that stardew 1.0 video!!