fiona sangster

the deepest dive into alex from stardew valley

Added 2024-09-10 11:01:42 +0000 UTC

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maybe i can write a little somethin somethin about the videos in the descriptions huh? ok here we go!! this one brings me pain to watch back haha tbh all of them do except for like the most recent 2 at any given time. u know like how you write something and then you wait a year and you read it and you get a full body cringe. im sure it happens with art too but i cant draw

but yeah since this is the FIRST video i ever made im like who IS that. i remember recording it thinking 'oh well i'll just pretend like no one will ever see this cos probably no one will' because i have given up on stuff so so so often in the past so didnt think i would even finish it let alone upload it. and also i didn't think anyone would see it even if i did post it. so that kind of helped me trick myself into being more comfortable on camera haha cos it was like i was just alone. the emily video is the first time i was like 'someone will see this' and the haley video i had like 600 subs and i was like 'omg' as i was filming it but by then i had kind of accidentally become more comfortable on camera. life hack

anyway i watch this back now and it makes me feel weird but also proud!!! omg she had no idea!!!! it's kind of nostalgic even though it was 8ish months ago. i was a whole different person. i mean i wasn't because i remember giggling downloading fart sound effects. but i was bc im happier now. :)

p.s. i will be uploading these at roughly one a day because my internet is SO BAD that i have to do it overnight :) :) :) hopefully moving soon to a place NOT in the middle of nowhere