I love getting fat for you, but I'd still fatten up if it was just for me

I know I might not be the most rapid or most extreme gainer out there (yet), but god I'm really coming along nicely now, don't you think? 🥵😮‍💨 Do you wanna know a secret? Lemme tell you something.

I don't know how other content creators do it, but what I imagine is that they go 'I better make some content' so they get ready and set up the lights and the camera and film stuff for their page.

That's... not quite how it goes for me.

More than half the time — way more than half, probably like 80% of the time — it starts because I'm feeling fat and horny. So I put on my tightest underwear so I can feel myself spilling out of it. Sometimes a tight tshirt so that I can tug it down and get that flustered hot sting of feeling how its too small. Sometimes a collar so I can feel like a submissive little fat pet with my double chin puffing over the top. Getting more and more flustered each time I walk past the mirror, getting slapped by my own hanging stomach until I'm so turned on I can hardly think. I drag a chair from my office, hoping my across the street neighbors can't see me through the large windows but honestly too horny to care if they do, and plop down in front of my bedroom mirror. Spread my legs wide to see how close my belly is to brushing against the seat of the chair. I'll lose my mind in pleasure the day that happens, I know it.

And I twist and turn in front of the mirror, admiring my body that's been ruined so deliciously that it's done a full circle through grotesque back to hot. I panic and the panic turns me on, and my face is burning but I'm not sure what's more to blame — the arousal, the embarrassment, or the exertion. And it's only then when I'm moaning in front of my own reflection that I'm beginning to barely recognize, that I can't wring another drop of delight out of any of it without something more. Without showing someone. Without showing you. It's only then that I get out my phone, spiking the pleasure of vulnerability, the pleasure of being seen.

Thank you for your service 😉🥵