March

Good evening my darlings!

I hope you’re having a good week/end of the month.

I’ve been trying to edit and upload this months’ content for the last couple days but just haven’t been able to get it together.

I’m sick again (some of y’all may have seen my not so fun hospital/X-ray etc posts).

We’re not sure what’s all going on physically but for sure I’m in a knee brace for a while cause I messed my knee up dancing and I’m waiting on XRays of my knee and back to come back so we know what’s actually going on.

Yesterday I woke up with a cold & migraine and did a rapid test today and at least it’s not Covid again so yay for that.

Anyway I just want y’all to know I’m trying my hardest, all of you here on Patreon are my priority.

This month I’ve spent most of my time figuring out logistics of shooting with high quality photographers cause I think we’re all kinda over me constantly trying to self shoot everything since the beginning of 2020.

If all goes well I’ll be shooting with Corwin Prescott in early May which still blows my mind to think about and then fingers crossed that I can get out to LA to shoot with Isaiah Mays again and then with a super special someone in London but that’s still not fully fledged and I’ll let y’all know details once it’s for sure.

I’m also working on a licensing contract with a German company that will pay me to create some higher quality videos and I’ll be posting those here too and am currently working on securing a videographer for that now that I’ll have a budget for that.

This past week/weekend Jeezys Juke Joint happened here in Chicago - which is an all Black burlesque festival - our Super Bowl of burlesque if you will.

I’m obviously white so I didn’t perform in it but like half of my friends did and I was at every single show and shot half the cast and made tons of new friends and found immense healing for my soul during this week.

My body may be in shambles right now but my heart is so so full.

I hope you can also find something this coming month to fill you up & heal you.

Next Tuesday I’m for the first time starting meds for my ADHD combined with new meds for my CPTSD and I have high hopes that it will help me get caught up on content for y’all and allow me to create and edit content in the future at a much faster pace.

Long long story short I’m hanging in there but awesome things are on the horizon and I hope y’all stick it out with me!

If you’re ending your subscription please email me so I can send you the outstanding content once I’ve finished editing it!

Love you all!

Thank you deeply for being here.

Carina