Cheshyre

I won't lie to you...

Added 2022-12-09 01:18:23 +0000 UTC

I haven't been doing very well, lately. Anyone who tells you different is me, and they'd be lying... and like I said, I won't lie to you. So....

Yeah, I haven't been doing very well at all. And I hate to say that because you guys have been helping me so much. So fuxking much, but my pain is more than anyone, including myself, was really prepared for or signing up for. So, please. If this isn't what you signed up for, then I absolutely won't hold it against you if you bounce. I'd like to bounce too, but I cannot. So, here we are. Instead, I'd like to focus on those of you that didn't sign up for this but are still here. I don't have the mental capacity to understand how to begin to thank you. I can't even think of how to start... you are all my heroes, and you mean family to me. I feel, about you, as I do about my family. We may not talk all the time, or ever, but I fucking love you.

Stephen King and his crazy writing have been giving me ideas. If I can ever cease this tremendous back pain long enough to do it, I'd like to remix Teddy Bears Picnic. Those of you who have read Billy Summers will get that insider reference. Those of you who haven't read Billy Summers, you don't know what you're missing.

I will always, am always, and will forever do my best to provide my interpretation of life, love, pain, experience, through music. Just as soon as I can get this pain out of the way. It comes and goes in waves, among other things.

Also; this pain is like when you have an exposed nerve root in your mouth, except it's allllllllll over my body most of the time. Do not even joke about a root canal. I will destroy you.