solitaryasmr

Show and Tell ❤️

Added 2025-12-22 17:07:52 +0000 UTC

Hey loves. Sorry December is always chaotic for me and for a lot of you I’m sure! Birthdays, Eye Doctors, Dentist, and the Doctors (trying to figure out what’s bothering my whole body) I had a weird scare a couple days back with my heart. Or maybe lungs? My hurt, was out of breath and was sweating and my vision was blurry. They don’t know what it was, so I’m getting an ecg holter soon to monitor my heart to rule out any cardiac issues. My bloodwork was semi normal and xray was clear. It doesn’t help that I have ocd and health anxiety already.

Trying to juggle it all before the year ends was probably not the best idea but I’m not very bright with planning. I’m sorry this year has been a let down. I really think my physical health has been affecting my mood and how motivated I am. I made no art this year either. So that’s pretty telling. Please god let 2026 be my year.

I seriously love you guys and will always appreciate everything you’ve done for me throughout my time online.

Also I have yet to show off one video so hopefully I can finally edit that before Jan. I just have to fix the audio.

-Taylor