April notice and an apology.

Hello dear patrons. Before I get to the notice, I must apologize for not providing proper notice for the last two months.

I am sorry.

During January, I've tried to come back by doing a commission remake, but I kept breaking while doing sketches for full work. Fixing sketch after sketch and just wasting time.

After wasting way too much time on sketches, I finally got hold of my self and made progress but... recently I had a breakdown from my family problem again... and wasted time again.

It was my drunken mother... She kept calling the cops on me for blabber about I'm doing drugs or committing a crime or trying to kill my self and lost contact etc and had police officers visiting my house. I've explained it to the police about the details and sent them back, but the calls kept going to the landlord as well and had to apologize to the landlord again and again. I had a pressure piled up on me that I must come back to drawing, but that trouble just crushed me and I just crawled corner of my room, not doing anything.

Until mid-March, I finally got hold of my self, at first I wanted to finish up the remakes for uploads and put down notice oncoming Patreon and schedules for the future.

However, I couldn't bring my self to finish the remake, so instead, I've changed course to do the personal drawings on to release it on Patreon for March.

Currently, I'm working on a character called Fenrir from the game, Last Origin. Recently several patrons were worried and contacted me and I've replied to them on whats going on. They've given me some feedbacks to do fan arts so I planned on doing quick fan arts for the notice but, instead, I've changed it a bit and decided to change the fanart for the cover of a doujin, and 10 pages worth of mid-low quality short doujin. It's a bit of my ambition in it, but also as an apology for not making any proper notice for a long time. Also, I realized that I need to do practice before a proper 30-page doujin.

As I haven't posted much artwork and just disappeared for a while and just came back with an excuse and an apology, I know it looks disappointing, and I feel shameful. But I cannot turn back time, but I must come back and get a hold of my self if I want to live. I must and I am struggling, so please, please wait for me a little bit longer.

For the manga, I've focused heavily on the cover, and reduce details for the comic pages for fast completion. It will be finished on April 11th on Korean time. After I've finished the practice doujin, I'll post the last notice, and then start on Patreon page renewal to prepare for a comeback.

Also, this notice is provided to those who stopped their support since January because of my disappointing performance, after the practice doujin has been finished, I'll release it as Patreon only work but those who stopped their support around that time will also have the doujins sent.

Thank you for your time, and on behalf of my life, I'll try my best on Patreon and artwork to return to being normal again.