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Cory Cowley
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FML

Struggling.

I’m getting so exhausted, guys. I don’t expect people to understand, but when you work a full-time job, then take any bit of vacation time you have to travel for film or do film…you start breaking down. I’m breaking down hard. I’m trying so hard to make a dream happen, and at the same time, I see my engagement plummeting, me being shadowbanned, and people just simply not seeming to care.

And I’m getting tired of caring, too.

FML

Comments

You know, beloved, I‘m with you. Take a break, as long as you need for a complete recovering. Earlier come back won‘t help, just give yourself time to snuggle with piggies, enjoy some time with your Mexican Jim (Greetings and Cheers), and, when your back in your middle, no pain in mind and body, you will be strong again to share your heart, art and feelings! Feel hardly hugged!

The Devils Blood aka Thomas Quante

I totally get how you’re feeling right now Cory! Just remember you have plenty of people, including myself, that are here to support you and back you up if you ever need anything! ❤️

Spencer Williams

Just do what’s best for you. Social media can suck the life out of you at times. Just realize you’re living your dream.

hedorah99

A friend also used to deal with similar issues when he used to have a band, getting time off for shows, family issues, etc. Packed shows only everyone left after the opening bands played. Leaving the venue down to maybe a dozen people for the remaining band. Very frustrating for sure.

Philip Kimpton

It's funny(not literally) in the sense of me asking what a week in your life is like to make this outline to worth with and around your schedule, because I know it's rigorous, to see you say your family doesn't even engage in your successes. Blows me away. Someone who's never seen you in person can take the time to ask you what a week looks like because they can see you busting your ass outside this stupid algorithm to make their own path. You should be proud. It does suck...Im finding the times we really start flourishing towards our goals, alot of the flowers around us are just weeds. Some remove themselves, some are just there to show you the true cost of being good at your dreams. Then we gotta do the weeding. It's just easier to see

Shannon Skinner

This storm shall pass. Just don't let the detractors get to you.

M.J. Nault

It sucks when jobs make it hard to follow your dreams. Especially if they don't understand the situation. As for IG and it's algorithm that's an issue all it's own which ruins things for so many. Hopefully things turn around and get better.

Philip Kimpton

Hey Cory, I do absolutely understand what you feel !! I am a bit in the same place, just a little because I do not have your awesome talent and do not make films like you. But I see exactly what you mean, and to me, it is sad to see how people do react indeed. Nowadays, all that seems to count is everyone's little world, to the people there is nothing else that counts anymore. Except the so-called big stars … In my eyes, you are more important because you do what you do with so much love and passion !! When you do something it means so much to you and I do feel it when I see the result, because it is always stunning and so creative. When you do it, you have planned and prepared it from start to finish, without using a computer to do the work in your place … Know that I will never or never stop supporting you because you are an amazing person and I have the utmost respect for you. I do absolutely admire your work, and it is nice to see an adult that still thinks like a child and that goes for his dreams !! Those that ignore you are just not the real ones that do support you, like you said, in your family as well … I do wish that you will be able to achieve what you want and that you could work in the film industries, you do absolutely fucking deserve it because you are a natural talent !! I will always support and help you the best I can because I do believe in you and your work !! Sorry if i have taken on your time, but I just wanted you to know that I am a big fan !!

jean grieten


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