Ok ok. This one is very sensitive. In my journey to sissy sisterhood it's the little steps. Not the outcome. It's the panties, cage, shaving daily, the BBC training, the acceptance of my life as a sissy. It's not the outcome that makes you the final sissy. It's the journey to being this as you are. Anyone can take a cock. But a sissy knows in her heart to PLEASE the cock. Show submission to the cock. Dress as a sissy should for that cock. It's a mind altering experience. Trainer knows that we submit to training and the inner desire to be the sissies we truly are. But the journey is what is important. It's the little steps we take and we constantly do to fullfil the need to be who we are. Anyone can buy panties, bra, dildos, but as we all take our own journey it's the acceptance that's makes us the best sissifcation can make. It takes time devotion and self awareness to be the sissies we are. We all struggle with acceptance and the guiltiness of our short comings " no pun intended" is something all of us have gone through. EVERYONE!! Thank you trainer for giving me the realization that I am a sissy. That I dress for men to look at and drool over. I've accepted who I am because of the journey. And I'm grateful for it everyday.