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A Flurry of Feelings (Beckett Version)

[Alternate Text: A close-up on a snowflake that shows its beautifully intricate shape. It's kept in focus while the surroundings are left hazy, possibly suggesting a forest in winter. The title 'A Flurry of Feelings' is in simple white font that matches some of the ice crystals that aren't as see-through as the snowflake itself.]

"She knows what 'wait' means too, but I don't think we taught her that. Waffles just knows."

"I know I taught her: 'roll over'," you proudly add before trying to coax a laugh out of Beckett. He started gripping your hand more securely once you entered Fernweh's town square, already peering up at the obelisk commanding the entire space. "You've taught her how to puppy pout."

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I FINALLY READ THIS AND IM SCREAMING AND CRYING AND SOBBING AND THINKING ABOUT HOW CUTE BECKETT WARRICK IS. God, I wish Beckett was real ngl, I wish every single day every RO of TFS were real. Zarina was melting despite the frosty weather here because of her dearest Bee's sweetness and presence. The 'tether' description is so perfect in the BeeZ route because, if I'm honest, Zarina could be as lowkey unhinged as she is in Mal's route since she wants to get out with Beckett so badly, but Beckett keeps her unhinged self calmed down and turns her into a better person because she wants to do better for him. The discussion about the way they trained Waffles? Incredible. I knew Beckett would fold with the puppy dog eyes and Zarina would be the 'strict' mom and it takes me to the topic of seeing parents... God, parents make me cry every single time. The true OTP with MC x Good Night Sleep. The way you can see how much they love each other and how attentive they are to each other (similarly to how our dear Bee is attentive to MC). I love to be silly when talking to my friends and go 'BeeZ is actually how MC's parents were frfr'. And now this? It's adorable, really. However, I did notice the worry of MC's mother and with the combined knowledge of what we know so far? The worry of parents, mother specifically, makes me eyezoom because 1) Mothers can be generally more of worrywarts because of their connection to the child, 2) Mother is known as 'anger' mask while father is known as 'sadness' mask so it makes me sit here and wonder how and WHY the mother is so genuinely concerned. It could be nothing! (It never is, not with you, Aelsa, I see you /lighthearted & jokingly). The small toy made me smile because father always wanting to include their kid? Just shows how loved MC was in the family. Zarina misses her parents so much but I know for a fact that she'd hate them to meet her in the current state (she thinks she betrayed their teachings and became the opposite of what they wished for her). She knows they'd still love her but it doesn't matter because she herself remembers what THEY wanted to teach her and how they wanted her to be happier, kinder, etc. Not what she sees in herself today so to speak. AND GOD, GOD, GOD, GOD. BECKETT WARRICK OUT HERE STEALING MISS HAWKE'S HEART LIKE NO ONE ELSE'S BUSINESS. He always sweeps her off her feet metaphorically when he gets bolder and initiates affection like kisses and hugs. A kiss to keep her mind off things? He's truly the one who warms her heart, melts those icebergs, and causes her to soften. It's the 'I know you' that hits so deep and so hard for her every time, snatches her heart. He knows her, he knows the micro expressions, he knows when to notice the 'liar's / actor's' mask that she wears and conceals her expressions but he knows and he can see it. And, god, of course she'll always choose to kiss him. After yearning for so long? He gets all the kisses. He'll get drowned in kisses, because she's insatiable for his affections and wants to gift him all the affections and all the kisses. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS AELSA IM EATING SO GOOD

Renata G.

(talking to myself) but my 3rd OC, Johanna has unrealistic standards when it comes to love and well LOOK A THE PARENTS. THAT'S WHERE SHE GOT IT FROM!!!

ckl

THIS WAS SO SWEET. I'm melting like snow on a sunny day!!! The brief glimpse of our parents and Bee's acceptance and worry over Jam's "zoning out" during the episodes. The easy way that he pulls her into a kiss without any hesitations or bashfulness! The little, tiny soft plush for baby Jam. I can't get over it. It's the longest that our Mom has left Jam with a babysitter - so Jam is still in the crib maybe? Crawling around? (I refuse to believe that Mom and Dad didn't have a date night alone for years.) She'd be the perfect size for a little cat that can fit into a shirt pocket! Mom and dad, I didn't even know how much I would end up loving them. This gives me sooooo much fuel for thinking about my MC's parents and their relationship. So is this a baby toy that Jam forgot naturally (although I still remember the stuffed animal I used to sleep with when I was a kid, which got "lost" when we moved. I have my suspicions) or is this Fernweh memory weirdness? πŸ‘οΈ Grandpa being a pushover is also perfect, because then I can imagine that Grandma is the only adult with a spine around family/children. 🀣 Also, "sitting, kissing or talking but no guilt" - BEE, HOW CAN YOU SAY SUCH PERFECT THINGS???

ckl


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