π± to those who paid to sub before I have anything ready:
Added 2024-02-28 16:49:28 +0000 UTCThank you. Iβm not sure what else to say really. I have nothing to offer yet,, but youβre still here. I am truly grateful for you 3. I canβt wait to start saving up for all my equipment needed to do this and actually give you guys something for your generosity β€οΈ
I for a while will still feel like I donβt deserve it (thank you ADHD) but I am doing my best to accept, not feel guilty and understand you guys just, care. Itβs still a lot to process. Itβs not about the amount of money or anything. Itβs about the support, after all those years in my life of not understanding true support and care, this feels strange. Iβm not mad at it tho~
Thank you. Words canβt truly describe how I feel. Anyone else who subs after this, know that I will always feel this way. Immense gratitude and love. I will never truly feel like I deserve it but the fact that itβs there means something nonetheless.
The equipment needed costs a pretty penny, so I wonβt be up and running for a bitβ so the subs are truly appreciated β€οΈ
Hope you have a lovely day π»
- B