Yesterday, I had a media-free Sunday. So no phone, no TV, no social media... It felt so good, and kind of like a detox. I tend to doomscroll, I check my emails, Instagram, and Patreon every few minutes - especially when I've posted something. I get frustrated when people seem to not see my posts or if they don't interact with them. I compare myself with others. I spend way too much time with mobile games. I don't go outside often enough and - most importantly - I don't allow my mind to rest because I'm constantly bombarding it with information. It makes me worry constantly, and it gives me a headache. Still, I usually don't stop. My first, and more often than not last, glance is on the display of my phone, and when I close my eyes I'm already thinking about what to post tomorrow while at the same time doubting myself. It is exhausting. And that is why yesterday felt so liberating. I think I'm going to do that once a week from now on - just leaving my phone where it is and doing things that really bring me joy and relaxation.
How about you? Are you struggling with listening to your body as well? Is it easy for you to put your phone aside and not compare yourself to others?
Marie Bernert
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